alpacamama
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alpacamama1dCommentedSee? Emme is explaining what I suspected! 😝 bwahaha!!
I don't have to wonder about why that is. Despite how awful Vanessa believes Ivan to be, he wasn't threatening her life at the time. Even if Vanessa isn't aware of how this ability of hers works, anything less than a threat to her life will obviously keep the murderous acts of others' shadows at bay.- alpacamama1dCommented
Vanessa also didn’t feel threatened by him like she did with the cartel.
Vanessa is not someone who could kill so easily. We both know that. Otherwise, Ivan would be gone already. He was already confronted with his shadow downstairs, and it didn't kill him like the shadows of the cartel members. - alpacamama1dReplied to QueenBeeMe
Hmmm 🤔
She looks down at the small pin she is wearing. - alpacamama1dCommented
Ivan has made her physically sick, and Luka hasn’t!
"Please, let's just stop talking about it. It was bad enough having to witness it. I would never in a million years want anything like that. With Ivan?" She shivers and shakes her head, rubbing her arms in a self-soothing way. But I notice she doesn't offer the same reaction to Luka. - alpacamama1dReplied to K_Deck
Seriously! Or actually, not do serious!! 😂
"I don't want you to!" She laughs. "God, that would be horrible and so… exhausting. It looks like way too much work for one woman." - alpacamama3dReplied to QueenBeeMe
Bwahaha 🤣
"I saw it," he says, letting go of me once we are on the other side of the redwood trunk. "I saw what she sees. There were like… hundreds of women." His face pales. "They were screaming, and I was stuck there, just… watching them. It was…" He shakes his head. "I had no idea, you know? It was the most horrible, horrifying thing I have ever seen. I thought they were going to kill me—those women. They were so real." - alpacamama3dCommented
That’s a new way of pacifying; we’ll maybe not so new.
"No! I appreciate this opportunity so much, Dominik. I won't cause any trouble. Luka set me straight about… things," she says, pressing her hands together like she is prepared to pray or beg, "and I will do everything you need. No puns or jokes or insinuations intended. I respect you and them, and I respect all variety of lifestyles. Please, I just… I know I can do this. I have a lot of good ideas for the club. I know how to keep the other girls in line. I understand the challenges they go through, and I am great at pacifying VIPs." - alpacamama14dReplied to K_Deck
Seriously 😳
"Guys?" A female voice calls, shattering the otherworldly moment. It's Angelique. "I have to pee." - alpacamama16dReplied to Amy_Spicer_SzarekCh 119 No Mood for Acting
- alpacamama16dCommented
Yes! Slice through his hand! Or any other part of his body!!
She flinches, but I know his shadow isn't bothering her right now. I may not have realized I was shielding her before, but I feel it clearly now. It is extending like a part of myself that embraces her in a way no one else ever could. If the shield could slice through Ivan's hand, it would. - alpacamama16dReplied to K_Deck
Exactly
I glance toward the door of Club Redwood and see Angelique in regular clothes standing with some of the men who must be here to take care of the security installation. I did text her to ask her to be here. If she is going to manage the place and take over for me when I'm not here, then this is a good start. - alpacamama16dCommented
The word “all” is really hard to hear.
"I love you," I say, the words rushing out of me. Maybe they mean little to some, but I feel those three words from every corner of my being. "I have never loved anyone, Vanessa. Everything that happened before you… I was dead inside. All of those women got the dead version of me." - alpacamama17dReplied to Marilyn_813Finally, Ivan's little red car appears in the mirror, and I brake hard. Luka curses more despite the fact that he is very much alive and unharmed, and I jump out of the SUV. Vanessa is standing by the side of the road, arms curled around herself while Ivan leans on the driver's door like he doesn't have a care in the world.
- alpacamama18dReplied to K_DeckCh 117 Car Ride
- alpacamama18dReplied to K_DeckCh 117 Car Ride
- alpacamama18dReplied to QueenBeeMe
Definitely
"What?" He chuckles, looking over at me. "I'm just being honest, princess. Don't you want the truth? I doubt Dom would ever tell you." - alpacamama18dCommented
Noooo, don’t do this!
He chuckles, and I start feeling nauseous. I definitely don't want to know this. Angelique? The one who Dominik left me with Mark for? He assured me that it wasn't like that, but Mark even said they were probably hooking up. - alpacamama18dCommented
Dom is the wrong bear to poke
"Yeah. The doc gave me clearance," Ivan says with a wide grin. He is loving this, and I'm not sure why. Is it just because he gets to see Dominik uncomfortable? The more I am around these two, the more I wonder if Ivan doesn't just love poking Dom for the fun of it—kind of like poking a bear to see what will happen. - alpacamama19dCommentedAll of these stories are criss-crossing in confusing ways, and I'm worried. I am beyond worried. What happens when one of us gets confused about the version that is supposed to be told, and we slip up in front of the wrong person?
- alpacamama20dReplied to QueenBeeMe
Don’t worry about it. I’m sure he’s killed (or had unalived) more than his fair share.
"Witch," he says with little emotion. It is spoken as a matter of fact, and one that he does not seem prejudiced about. "She was a very gifted witch. And well known. Her whole family was apparently that way, but I didn't concern myself with it at the time. My brother kept her out of our world, so I rarely saw her. He should have lived with us. They would both still be alive."