I like to keep a positive attitude. A romantic at heart and analytical. Eager to learn new things.
Author, I forsee this story turning out like this. "At the time he will have *** with her and discover that she is not a virgin and yet she looks so pure, honest and innocent, then he will start even being more abusive to her and she in turn now starts blaming the person who took her first time and she will become more resentful towards him". So 'cliche'. This is just my thought but I hope it takes a different twist when the time comes to having ***.