I can't really pinpoint what I will really feel about this novel. But as far I know that this is one tragic story that makes me cry and I want what's really best for the mc. He suffered too much he should have a very happy and good ending to cover up all of his hardships

I also love it when there is no women in this novel bl. This is one of the novels where I sometimes love when the seme is protective and possessive of his uke and sometimes I am creeped out of the seme.