But I think I'm losing hope. I've been trying to find a job. My options had been limited because I didn't have my own transportation and had to walk or commute. So, I have been looking for it in places that are nearby. But none replied after I submitted my resume. Then a few days ago, I met my dad at prison. He said some things that I no doubt he didn't mean negatively. But he sort of said he is disappointed that he sent me to study until university only for me to return as a disappointment. I mean, I didn't really want to even go to university. They forced me to. Now I have 50k student debt with a useless diploma that I can't even use because I can't get it because I still have outstanding payments around 2k with the University. Had I immediately worked after I finished my secondary school instead of furthering my study, I probably would have been in a better state than now. No need to sleep every night thinking about how to pay this debt, that debt. I wish I could run away from all my problems instead of having to live with the results of their bad decisions which I resented deeply in my heart.)
Interdimensional Mercenary (SAS 4 Zombie Assault Fanfic)
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