An wonderful writter, but average author. I though it would originally be on the royalroad website due to how the story drags and meanders without fleshing out the world at all. The MC is the usual cardboard cutout of the special MC who can tolerate and subject themselves to pain, and by doing so it makes them stand above the rest. Almost stopped reading when he first started to injure himself to get stronger, blint force trauma or any form of kenetic injury from drops ETC will NOT make you stronger just because mana can almost insta repair you. I dont think the author understands how muscles work, and even if this method will work in the world he made, almost the entire damage recieved would be his joints and bones, not the muscles - so not stronger, just torture for little reason. I think the author style of story development is the bullet point style, for example chap 50 is the MC accepting his killing of bandits and rationising it out, 51 realising that in this world the old MC was dead and he was a 'new person'. You get the gyst, but all in all, fantastic writter, author needs another 5-10 years of reading and living to be able to have a fleshed out world that can be folded into this bare bones 'just assume it makes sense because of magic' world