Love the pLot. Its incredible that sometimes I wonder if its possible in real life to be the 1st of everything. I imagine being her, yes, it might seem easy for her to be the best always but compare to what she experienced in her childhood. I still felt grateful because what happen to her is tragic,heart wrenching that i cant imagine happening to myself. It put me to shame that i wish to be her but at the same I don’t want to just because I’m too dependent on others. I’m afraid of being bullied thats i remain neutral all the time. What a coward,right? Anyway, I really love the plot. Hoping for you other novel and more power to the author.