The only reason to continue waiting for the updates is that I want to know what becomes of LLJ and JYY.. the wait is very long n updates are erratic.. request you author to please update the novel regularly..

All the parts where Yuyan thinks and mourns LQ are so heart wrenching.. sometimes that she should just actually follow through the plan and end it all.. but then the more romantic part wants her to have a second chance and be happy with Lijun.. I know LQ would prefer the later definitely