very confusing but it says so much ...there are glimpses here and there I saw myself somewhere in those chapters David's thinking was rare and beautiful even if some people really do think like ....it hard to as being afraid of name-calling

I laughed.... currently in my room away from my family, when I get too comfortable with them I get loud and outspoken they were there but couldn't stop me from feeling the anxiety, the loneliness, I felt useless and my defense mechanism is angry outbursts they didn't understand and neither did I

Just wondering if I should praise myself ....I decided against it . It doesn't feel the same if someone else does it (encourage or criticize)