I'm still waiting for you

Jo came suddenly and surprised me who was standing on the balcony of my room, enjoying the atmosphere this morning. He embraced me from behind and kissed my nape, I feel very happy today since I'm by Jo's side, because I feel I have a protector for myself, if time could be turned back I want to introduce Jo to my father and mother and also me I want to close the mouth of Kak Gatot who likes to badmouth me. I want the whole world to know that I already have a man who is highly respected and has a guaranteed future.

But all that is impossible for me to do and if I remember the past this pain in my heart can't be expressed anymore, I am not like this because of my desire, to be honest they are the ones who made me like this! but all those nightmares don't need to be regretted now because I have stepped for sure and have found my own way of life.

From this moment I will look at my future and my days together with Jo.