Chapter 36 - Everything Seems To Be Falling Apart...

Have you found fulfillment in Jesus? I have, and without realizing it. I could feel how I was becoming a different person. And the moment life became too busy, I realized that I wasn't putting God first anymore. So many things were going wrong. My partner and I would fight constantly. I started smoking cigarettes and drinking like a crazy person. I stopped praying and reading my Bible. Everything was just falling apart. I even forgot to tithe sometimes. Oh and don't forget how I would condemn myself. I would avoid watching videos or listen to scripture. Going to church was a nightmare because I would block out all those amazing feelings you get when you go to church.