chapter 59

Lisa p.o.v

I was enjoying the moment as toby kept driving towards the beach. As we got closer I rolled down the window and got my head outside of the window as the wind blew my hair and I enjoyed the cold breeze as toby drove us to the beach, the sun was about to set down and we just watched the sun was setting down and it was getting dark.

as we watched the sky turning dark, we heard cars stopping next to ours as group of girls and boys were screaming on top of their lungs, cheering and laughing as they got out of their cars, caring cans of beers and foods as they ran towards the beach side.

I watched as they divide into groups, some started to light fire, others were preparing food and some just sat down watching others as they played on the sad throwing balls at each other. some went to swim with their surf board and I couldn't to admire as they enjoyed themselves .

I was smiling at the view that I didn't even notice toby getting out of the car, he stood by the door and opened my door, he extended his hand and I took it as I got out.

As he closed the door, he Wass still holding my hand and we both walked towards the group as they sat around the fire talking and laughing.

As I  enjoyed watching others, a girl came and served as with a drink.she looked at toby smiling.

"Never thought I would see the alpha hanging out with ordinary people after taking over the lead" she then walked away.

"Ler me guess she's one of you,how else would she know about your true identity?" I asked as I looked at him as he looked at her while she serves others.

"She is,"

"And how are you able to hide it from humans who you interact with?" Iasked as I wanted to know about them.

"As long as we can be able to control ourselves through the day and time it'll be easier for us"

I then laid my head on his shoulder and enjoyed the rest of the night,I also enjoyed the comfortable silence between us as he talked to others.

I wouldn't be able to know his true identity if it wasn't for me to see his true form that night and now am between being either a werewolf or a vampire.

And then Nora's words came to my mind, she told me to make a choice which I had no idea how to make one.

Honestly I like them both and it tears me a part that I have to choose between them which makes  me more anxious and more scared.

I pushed the idea off and just want to spend the time with toby.

Later on I felt hungry and I didn't know how but toby stood up and he took my hand,without asking I stood up and followed him.

We went to the dining table and he brought me some fries, a drink and we stood there as we ate together from the same plate.

As I was enjoying the moment, I saw a familiar face walking towards us,as he got closer it turned out to be Mike, without warning he punched toby and he fell down.

Toby stood up quickly and was about to punch him back but I stood between them.

As I pushed him back I heard his heart beat and his eyes were turning so I quickly grabbed his hand and pushed him away from the crowd.

We entered the car and I looked for a tissue somewhere as I was about to clean his lips I realized he had already healed.

But still I wiped it clean, without thinking I kissed him and he looked surprised but then pulled me for another one.

I couldn't stop thinking about his gentleness as he bite my lower lips and it led to a moan which he then entered my mouth and explore it and then our tongue fought for dominance to which led his win.

Then he kissed my neck as he unbutton my shirt, he then looked at me and then gave me a kiss on the forehead.

As he turned around,he looked up and I followed his gaze I couldn't believe what I saw.

It was Mike and Nora kissing and I felt my heart shattered as I saw him kissing her.

I don't know why I felt like I was getting more anxious, I turned away and toby drove us away from them.

I was wondering if I was maybe imagining things but I think I wasn't and the way Nora looked at me as if she wanted me to know she wanted me to know her true intentions was to have him for herself.

"Stop thinking about it, it's not good for your heart" toby said as he interrupted my thoughts.

I seem to forget that he can sense my feelings and I couldn't stop admiring him for it despite knowing that I haven't made up my mind about choosing my mate he still cares about me.

"Sorry,I just can't stop thinking and about mating things I don't think I'll be able to make up my mind in the next few days.

One thing my birthday was coming and by then I'll have to make a decision. Even though am heart broken I still don't know whom I should choose as my mate.

As we drove I realized he wasn't taking me home,the path we drove was leading us back to his house.

As we stopped by the fountain that was in front of his house, he got out and opened the door for me like a princess.

Even the smallest gesture makes me like him even more. He then opened the door and led me upstairs to the guest room which I slept.

As I opened the door,he stood there and I waited for him to leave. But instead he walked me inside and pushed me to the door and locked it.

"What are you doing your mom could be here?" I panicked as I tried to unlock it.

"My mom hasn't come back and why are you scared it's not like am doing something wrong and you know that they want us to be together so chillax ok"he assured me as he leaned me for a kiss.

"I don't know what got into me to kiss you but can you please forget about it" I said as I turned my face.

I don't know why I said it but i guess I couldn't stop thinking about what I saw.

At first I thought he would leave but I was so wrong instead he pulled me to the bed and hovered on me as he kissed me passionately which I couldn't stop myself from fighting him.

One thing I know for sure was I want to give him a chance and maybe, maybe I'll be able to make up my mind...