Suicidal | Jimin FF

You are a famous soloist in Bighit and also Jimin's girlfriend. You were already close to BTS even when you were a trainee. When you debuted and Armys knew about your relationship with the boys, some of them are happy and supports you in your dream while some are being toxic, saying that you were using them to gain popularity, that you don't have any talent, that you were ugly and stuffs. When those "toxic fans" knew that you came from a rich family, they started accusing you that you paid the company to become an idol. But they didn't know that you also suffered in your trainee days like what the boys felt before they become idols.

A bighit staff knew about you when she heard you sing in the streets with your friend because you wanted to help him, since you can't just gave him money. Right after you sang, she talked to you and invited you to go to an audition, she said that you have a potential to be an idol. You said that you'll think about it. And in 3 weeks, you thought about it and finally go to the auditions. You saw the woman that came to you that day, when she saw you, she smiled and told you to show your talent. You sing "Rain" by BTS. It was one of your favorite songs and it was the closest song that tells your story. They saw your emotions, how you sing through your heart, and they felt something as you sing.

"You're a good one. But can you dance?" They asked.

You nodded and dance "Hello Bitches" by CL, since that was the first song that comes in your mind. They played it and your dance. They were again... amazed. They quickly accepted you to become a trainee and you didn't know that your hobbies can turn into a dream.

You were trained for a year, because there were no any problems. You can sing, rap, and dance. You have the looks and the body. And in those days, you met BTS and... jimin. He was the last member that become close to you, when he saw you, he always go to the opposite way like... avoiding you. You asked the other members, but they didn't know. Until he confessed to you.

"Y/n... I like you... I've seen you in the auditions and I fell in love with your voice. I'm not being a creepy stalker, but every time I hear you practice to sing or dance, my body automatically stops and wanted to watch or listen to you. When you were with the other boys, I felt jealous so I leave instead. You were so kind, loving, respectful and beautiful. You have everything, and I wanted to say this before any boy did... D-do you like me back?" He asked.

"Oppa... even though I like you back, it doesn't mean we can date. You know the word... 'courtship'? I admit... I like you, you're perfect and handsome, but 'a girl shouldn't give herself to a guy that easily.' That's what my mom said to me." You said.

"Fine... I'll do my best to get your answer and I will never give up." Jimin said with a smile.

Then he puts his arm around your shoulder.

"At least I know that I already win your heart." He said.

You playfully hit him and he started laughing.

But now? The two of you became distant to each other. The both of you already have busy schedules, didn't have any time for each other. Before, there were video calls, voice calls, text messages. But now, no messages, no 'I love you's, you barely even see each other personally or in a video call. It felt like... there was no love between the two of you.

You were having a hard time and receiving A LOT of hate than before. You receive death threats, but you never tell it to anyone, even to Jimin. When you're in the edge of hurting yourself, you tried to call Jimin, you message him, but no reply. It was late at night, you expect him to answer... at least this time. But no answer... You were crying and sobbing so hard, tomorrow was your 3rd anniversary, but you never receive a single 'hi' or 'hello' to him.

You didn't know that Jimin went to the bar with the other boys that night. He also didn't know that when he woke up, he will receive a big news that will change his life.