Reincarnated into Classroom of The Elite: Cote x Reader

It's a bit sudden but listen seriously to the question I'm about to ask and think about the answer carefully.

"Are you happy?"

if yes, then what is happiness to you? what makes you happy? is it satisfaction?

whatever your answer may be but I know this, I could never be happy. Not because of someone else but because I would never be satisfied. Do you know what is the greatest drug in human history?

is it heroin? A drug that allows you to feel euphoria for a short while.

is it cocaine? A drug that Increases dopamine levels in the brain.

or tobacco? Which contains Nicotine.

the answer is none of them. All the drugs present here cause harm to the human body

Intake of heroin cause severe muscle and bone pain, diarrhea and vomiting, restlessness, cold flashes, and uncontrollable leg movements. Heroin is an Opioid drug (Drugs made from Opium{harmful. very harmful}) Long-term effects of Opioid addiction can result in loss of white matter in the brain, which affects decision-making and behavior control.

Frequent use of cocaine stops normal communication between nerve cells. Meaning your brain becomes less sensitive to dopamine. It has a very high risk of overdose. Users who snort Cocaine may experience loss of smell, nosebleeds, runny nose, and problems swallowing. Those who ingest the drug can have severe bowel decay.

Tobacco might not be a drug but it is still super addictive. It causes irritability, trouble sleeping, issues paying attention, and an increased appetite.

You have gotten my point. All these are super addictive substances.

But the most addictive 'substance' has to be 'Happiness'.

I think happiness is the ultimate drug.

Have you heard this sentence, "Those who suffer the most becomes the greatest", do you agree?

Satisfied people are the happiest. The people, who thank everything that comes their way. their smile is genuine, a smile reaches the eyes. They change themself to be happy.

While on the other hand, People like me change the world for happiness. These people generally reach the word of 'Greatness'. Unfortunately, Most of the time they suffer because the only way to find happiness is to change yourself.

I read this quote in a book once, "Happiness is a byproduct and is acceptable".

Wishing for happiness is fine but understand you are losing the chance of reaching the word of 'Greatness'.

Those who are unsatisfied are the only ones who dare to make the change. A poor satisfied man will never become rich, That's the truth.

In truth, I am scared. I know very well that this generation is the generation of disappointment.

I am scared that I will realize that I am not as smart as I think myself.