Coming out to a bar to drink beer all alone was such a great experience. I don’t usually get to come to a casual bar like this. Either my adoptive parents or my ex-husband would kill me if they found me in a place like this and dressed the way that I’m currently dressed. Seriously, it felt so good to wear comfortable clothes, thick glasses with no contact lens or fake eyelashes, completely no makeup with my hair up in a random bun styled my none other than myself.
No one in the small bar paid any attention to this geeky ugly girl who was sitting all alone by herself at the bar counter. None of the men there looked in my direction and it was a good change. I felt so relaxed, and I could just be myself. I didn’t come here to get guys, so it was more than fine. It was a big relief that they’re all staying away from me, honestly.