Stranger

" It's to complicated" i broke the silent and said. He surprise that what I said. And happy that finally I said to him.. talk him or not snapping him.

" Well everyone have complicated life. It's depends  how they handle it. And try to solve the puzzle.. " he said to me.. and I just nodded.. and eat my pizza.

" Mind if you tell me.. people said I give very nice advise.. " he said and compliment to himself.. I just rolled my eyes.. 

If he said that. Why not try it.. maybe it will be work.. who know.

" Well the thing is.." when I started to tell him he just looking at me crappyly I really want to just get up and leave this but I didn't.. ignoring he's glare and continue it..

" I like someone.. and we are so close but still he not like that just I like him. And he like someone else.. and really trying to avoiding them. But i just can't.. they keep in my mind. And it's hurts you know.. " I try to not to broke down front of him. And he just nodded.. and observe me.. and drink my Pepsi to not to cry and stay strong.

" Well it is complicated.. and I know how it hurts . " He said. Than I rise my eyebrows.. he just smrike.

" I mean I never in this stage but one of my friend are. Than I will give him advise..  first to I told him to show him that what that Parson is missing.  Give him important and show him love. But it will don't go well you know.. I saw him in bar laying there uncoisiouse and I feel bad for him. And I really kill that Parson that because of her he is in this stage.. I mean can't he just see how in totally into him. " He said to me. I listing to him. That what he want to tell him.

" That I research about his girl. And all. That girl are dating in some businessman and he's to famous. And I see that how that man take care of her. And how everyday he love are her and show her whole world.. No girl ever leave that man who loves girl like that. " He said. And I nodded. I know I will be Lucky girl that I have Grayson. But not anymore.. he's belongs to someone else..

"So I told my friend tell him that what I saw. And I don't want him to be do with that man and that girl. If they both are happy together that we can't just do this in this topic I mean getting involved you know what I mean.. " He said.

" I tell my friend that just leave her. And give her chance to be happy.. one day he will find for him same girl who going to love him like that girl and boy are loving each other you know.. " he said to me. And I smile and Happy to hearing this.. and he also smile. And eat he's food. So it's mean I also have to let Grayson go. And give them blessings.

I don't know but I can't just look at them together. But I just can't just hurt them for my selfish reason.. I can be oky one day I will move one right.. but they will be happy together.. and it's good think.. I just can't do with them. And give them chance to leave there life. Right. And it's right thing to do.. and not to interfere to there business.. Grayson done to much to me. Can't I just do something to him in return..

Yeah I can do this.. I can .. and I will.

" Thanks for telling me what to do or what not.." I tell him with smile..

" I hope your friend move on after that.." i tell him. And he just look up to me and smrik..

" Ohh no he's still is into her.." i asked him. And he nodded.. means I will also never forget about Grayson.. oh no.. why love always hurts .

" actually he did what I said.. but after month that girl come to him. And tell her that she also feeling for him same what he feeling for her.. " he said to me.. and I just smile that wow. Finally he got the girl. I mean if I do same Grayson will be come to me. Or tell me that like that girl confess him.

" Ohh mean they both are now together.. wow happy ending.." i said to him and thinking about them.

" No it's not.. that girl are still dating that man. And my friend.. she's playing with both of them and there feelings" he said and just shock to hearing this. I hate that type of girl who always do this things like this.

" Than why did your friend still dating her.. can't he just leave her." I said to him very curious to know what he friend do after that know that that girl also sleeping with that other man.

" He's so blind in love. He just can't let her go.. and she know that. That's why she holding him with that man.. Everytime she said that she will dump that man and she will be come with him and start new life. And he just so blind in love with her that he believe in her all lie. I told him to don't be. But he didn't listen he already made he's mind " Ethan said. And I just don't know what to said. It's kinda hurt thinking about it.. that she playing both man's feeling. How they both of them love him so blindly and she paying with them.

" I hate that type of girls. You know.." i said to him little bit annoyed.

" Me too. One time I think that exposed her. But my friend stop me. So after that I just shut up. And just leave it.. and he come sometime with me and our group to hangout but we never talk about her again after that.. but he told everyone that he have girl. But not that she's double dating and all.. I just walk away when he start he's love story to explain everyone" he said. And like this we both are complete eating our food.

" I hope one day he realized that how much bitch she is.." he said.. and I just nodded..

" Well nice to meet you Ethan.. an thanks for talking to me.. " isaid to him and forward my hand to shake it.

" Well nice to meet you to miss.. " he said to me..

" It's annebelle.. " i sai to him and we both shake hands.

" Such beautiful name in beautiful lady.. did I forget to say that how beautiful you are looking.. but you know you sad face. You look like broke Angel. And I can't just stop myself to come to you and Change you mood. And I think I did. I am so proud of  myself you know.. " he compliment me. I appreciate that but still he also complicated himself. Damn . He's such tease.

" You are funny.. but thanks for that.. and I hope I'll be fine now have to go.. my roommate worry about me. Also I didn't carry anything with me so.. " I said to him. And he nodded.

" Come on I will drop you.. " he said. And following me. But and stop him.

" You don't have to.. my car is out here. And my driver will take me.. if you want to go somewhere tell me I will drop you off.. if you don't mind.. " i tease  him.. like he did earlier..

" Well I have my own car. But it's really nice to meet you beautiful.. hope we will meet again.. " he said to me. And I nodded.

" Yeahh.. hope so.. " i said to him and we both are part away. And I walk straight to the my car. My driver see my that I am coming he's way.. he open the door for me. I thank him and like that we are our way to him..  this Time I didn't cry. Or think anything..

If my love is true he will come to me. And we will be ended up together.. or I just have to wait for someone who can love me that way Grayson love Bobby. I don't know if i get man in my life but I don't know that I will give him that place what I already registered to Grayson.. I don't know I will move on with him. Or love again.. I don't know but one day Maybe i will.

After 15 minutes driver drop me to front of my apartment.. and I get out from the car. I see that hazz running toward me and hug me tightly..

" Ohh God.. girl .. I am so happy to see you.. I thought you are gone. You don't know how much worry I am. And I warn Grayson that something happened to you I will kill him and chase him and you don't know how much I scared bell.. " she said. We broke the hug I see she's crying.. damn she's really scared for me..

" Relxx I am fine.. I am coming to staright hone but than I stop for eat some food. And clear my mind. You know it's all to much to handle.. " I said to her. And she nodded. I wiped her tears and than we both are enter over apartment.

" I know I call the driver he told me.. I am just waiting for you to come. I want to see if you are okay or not. Because whatever is happened in there. I know how much it's broke you.. " she said to me. I smile her sadly. And try to not again broke down..

When we are in hall doorbell rang we both are look at each other.. who's here in this time. I mean I know what I did it little bit worry to everyone. But still I really want to face them. Not right now..

" It's Grayson.. I told him that your not here so maybe he come to see if you was oky or not.. and you don't have a idea how much I hate him.. I literally slapped him walking to the stage. And insult him.. I mean how can he do this to you.. now he's going to give her your place.. I just really hate my cousin you know.. " she said. And I am surprised that she really slapped him. Well I know she never lose chance when she want to insult anyone or kill someone..

" You don't have to do that you know.." I told her. And hug her again..

" I have to.. he deserve it and you also know that.." she said to me. And I don't know what to think it's he's really deserve or not.

" Open the door hazz.. I want to talk to her.." Grayson yelled.. and we both are looking at each other and look at door to open up or not.. hazz look me and asked me if I want to talk to him or not.

" I really don't want to hazz.. not right now..  I am just tried.. " I told her. And get up on couch and walk to my room.

" I am going to shower. Can you please make come coffee if you are not sleepy.. otherwise I will do it.. " i ask her. I know it's to late to said but I just can't help it. My head hurts .

" Shup up. Go change. I will make.. and told Grayson to go to hell.." she said. And get up on her sat and walk to the door. And I just nodded.. and lock my bedroom rood. And grab some night pants and shirts an walk to the bathroom..

I get cold shower and I know I needed it.. I also heard that Grayson and hazz conversation. In this night. I only heard about it is my shower and there voice and I can't help it but listen to them..

Hazz told him to I don't want to talk to him. I am tried. And all. But still Grayson not give up. And tell her that he will wait for me. And all.. but I don't know hazz too mad to him I know she will just push him and lock the door.. and threatened him to leave us alone. He don't want to.. than hazz told him calmly that just give me time to digest this news..

And than I don't know what happened he listen to her. And he gone.. I just looking at myself in mirror. Thinking about it to go to kitchen or not. I just don't know how to react how to behave.. and how to accept this news. It's to hard me to accept it. And let it go.. and ignore that all..

" Bell.. he's gone.. you can come out when you are ready.. " she said knocking my door and said to me.. I am thankful that she know that what I want know.. but same Time I don't want to be alone. And don't want to think about it. I just to scared to be alone. I feel like I am I have nothing to live this life.

Everytime I thought that I have Grayson who I love him so much. An one day he will love me back. And we are going to be happy married couple. But now I am just to scare that Grayson just broke my all dreams and let go in this state that I just can go back and reset again..

I am to hopeless.. to hopeless to do anything.. to loving him make me hurt. And I give him chance to broke my heart. And he still didn't know that.. it's all my fault..