Season 20 episode 1

Waking up to that bright ,worming sun made me keep dreaming of how life's gonna end for me . it was season 20 ,episode 1 another chapter for me to live freely after parting ways with my family . It was time for me to face that word called Life , I felt reborn again after so many years of living under control, and living in a life full of fears . I was now a woman on my own to make decisions , am now free as a bird to fly high above the sky . it was wonderful living extra large, big and famous all round world where nobody gets to bother you nor ask you to wash the dishes. season 20 was just not what I expected as a girl ,I expected something different, I expected something would change as time goes on . I thought maybe I would have a change in everything I do .But no I was totally wrong ,it still how it was . Things started to happen so quick for me . Love happened ,time changed , people left. it was just me and my mystery man . years back when I was 16, I wished and dreamed of how my boyfriend was going to be . I said to myself his going to be tall, black,romantic,caring ,loving,and sweet . Hell No it looks like those type of men don't exist on this planet I was. my love life started ,it gave me tough time to concentrate at work nor anything I was doing . I had my ups and down ,so.many hard times .all I needed do was to take some fresh air relax feel cozy ,and then back to work again. months passed ,I had no call from family it was becoming shocking ,weird, and unbelievable . With work on my desk I had no time to call nor text it was just myself work business,and my man. it was a free day for me an off day , I relaxed and enjoyed the heart worming sun shinning through my fresh skin . I kept thinking through I kept wishing n dreaming , asking myself why I left my family to come over here to start a new life on my own . it kept hunting me down no matter how I tried to stop thinking of the past , it was high time I faced the future and live every other thing I had behind me and live that fantasy life I ever wanted. I went on several vacations to different countries , took a month leave from work just to spend time with my man n i . i made new friends along the way . met some new hot girls I haven't seen before , we became friends . time passed we became close friends. we spent our money on shopping , vacations ,food ,drinks everything . time passed I was having fun living that life I ever wanted over and over again . Till it all happened , life began to show it ugly face , it all started from my man chasing after my friends , number one secret they kept from me till I found out myself . I distanced myself away from all of them , I cried day and night . was wallowing in self pity . I locked myself up for three days , I couldn't hear the pains of loosing someone I loved dearly . it was painful, it was everything to me . the girls I called my friends all left me after they heard I was down and went for broke . it was shameful . my man also left,after living he wrote a letter to me telling me how things turned out and his deeply sorry for waisting 3 months out of my life . the letter got to me , the pain even increased more I had nobody to tell ,I had nobody to cry too . he was living his life posting all over social media how he traveled to another country how he started a beautiful life , out there I.was left all alone to die n live in my own world of pains , suffering , hardship. it was just season 20 for me episode 1 , I faced all this things alone . I slept to forget all this things happened to me . it was the next morning for me to wake up n continue my life as a business woman , only for me to find out it was all a fantasy , a dream I looked around , I saw my family , I saw how blooming the sky was indeed it was only a world of fantasy it was a dream not reality . I smiled and said to myself one day I will turn it all into my reality my future my very own fantasy . I laid back watched my siblings for a while stood up and went for a glass of water. ..... Dear fantasy.