sakura is too weak

After I take bath ,I went out.

I don't say goodbye to mom after what happens today I can't make myself say goodbye to mom.

I start walking and see hidden in leaf it all seems unreal.

After my memories got mixed up my boyish nature got dominant after all I live as a boy for 22 years and as a girl for 13 years.

I find many problems with my body habits, my walking style is like that of girls. When my memories were not back I learn many ways to acts like a good girl to attract Sasuke. My walking style ,hair style, even my cloths they all are not like ninjas .

This world is very dangerous I don't know if I will be as lucky as Sakura in naruto series. I need to get stronger after all Sakura is very talented in chakra control, gen jutsu and medical min jutsu .

So let's create a plan first I will measure my limits, second learn some ninjujitsu to protect myself better, third become friends with ino again after i apologize to her.

Hu.. I guess it is enough for now.

So what place is best for training. From anime I know there is some part of forest which is open to all ninjas for training so I start to head towards forest.

When I was going towards forest I say hokage's face status clearly. It was really a beautiful sight. It takes me half an hour to reach open forest .

Well what should I do first,I am very bad as tai jutsu and it can't be improved in short time, first let's do some target practice.

I make some marks on trees and get at a distance of 10 meters and throw shuriken. I miss 6 out of 10 times ,it was more hard then I imagine ,my fingers feels strain ,my body is to weak compare to naruto and Sasuke.

Next I use some basic ninjutsu like clone jutsu ,transformation jutsu .

It almost take my one third of chakra to perform these ninjutsu . It was very odd experience to perform jutsu which I have only seen in anime.

After my analysis I find out that I am as weak as real Sakura if there is any difference then it will be I am more smart and logical then my past self when I don't recover my memories.

To my delight I also notice I have more feelings then I have when I was boy.

Is it because girls have more emotions or.... onse I read in physiology book that people who think more logically will feel less emotions, they will not cry in the death of there loved ones but think there next course of action, weather it is to take revenge or how to stabilize family, best example will be batman that guy does not possess any emotions.

But now my this problem is almost solved.

After taking some rest I decided to go ninja library, I have graduated so I can enter there ,it is still not night ,I might be able to read there for 3 - 4 hours and that is enough my memory is very good, Sakura was always one of the top scorer in theory otherwise how can she attract Sasuke's attention.

I reach library ,no one stop me, I choose some basic gen jutsu scrolls and start reading them ,I was feeling some kind of pleasure feeling it was like a dream,

There was three genjutsu available for academy students Fukashi no genjutsu a simple genjutsu in which the user can become invisible to naked eyes ,and can reappear wherever she wanted, been closer or far from opponent.

Fortunately, Sakura's reading speed is very fast it does not take much time to read all of it memories it , library does not allow the scrolls to be taken out so good memory is very helpful.

Second scroll is of the famous kai which can be used to release genjutsu your opponent used against you.

And last one ,finally I can learn some high level jutsu for my current self, kokohi no jutsu, which allows you to change the appearance of the object through genjutsu.

I don't start training them but take out ninjutsu scrolls which contains rank E jutsu like clone, substitution, tracking etc...

I am very great full for my memory power ,ninjas are not allow to copy or take the scrolls out of library.

A ninja have to burn the scroll after memorizing it otherwise it can be lend in the hands of enemy ninjas.

After memories all of it I start to head home, I can't train ninjutsu in my room but I can atleat train genjutsu in my room.

After reaching home I shout in a low voice "I am home" and run in my room ,I think my mom was in kitchen, after what happen in morning I was to ashamed to go near her.

I lock my room this time and start to converse chakra ,I try to move it in different parts of my body ,my chakra control is really at another level .

When I was doing chakra control training I find a different type of energy in my body "is it that different power yamraj told me about" I will not be able to feel it if my chakra control was not so good ,it is hiding very well,I try to poke it or make some connection with it but every thing failed.

I drop it because of tiredness.

It was night and mom call me for dinner.

I was ashamed but I have to go ,I am very hungry because of all this training,  I need some energy . So I grudgingly go for dinner. Mom food was very tasty ,it might be because I am to hungry, not only food tast good but also I eat lot more then I usually eat, I don't know how can I eat so much .

Atmosphere on table was little awkward . I was avoiding mom and mom was looking at me time to time .

After I finish my dinner I get to my room.

"Daughter don't forget to take bath before sleeping " I was petrified, is Sakura like shizuka in doraemon, I try to remember but it seems that is true Sakura take bath at night and the reason is Sasuke.

.....That them arrogant punk playing with so many innocent girls heart. Is he not ashamed.

Well I feel I am to dirty so I will take a bath atlest there is a bath tub in bathroom which was not a norm in indian society.