How we Met

Waking up in the morning seems so routinely, which its never new since you go. Its like I am just an empty vessel walking on earth, but when I fall asleep there was you. Its like you where by my side all time, like you never leave me. Buts its hard since you leave me with our child.

"Mom? Can you tell the story again?" My daughter, Louise asked.

" Which one sweetie? "I asked her which one story she would like me tell her.

This is our daily routine when the night come, she asks me to tell her stories about me & her father.

"The one where you met Dad." She spoke. Its hard for me, for her. For the both us since the day that we lost him.

"I met your Dad when I was at college….

2012

"Hey Rachelle! Have you seen this?" My friend Jude asked.

" Which one? "I retorted. Jude and I became friends since the day we became classmates at our Marketing subject on our first-year college which kind of ironic since we both have likes & dislike.

"This new boy groups. NVRLND. They'll be debuting this coming August 21. Am I telling you girl they are great." He said with sparkles in his eyes. Knowing him when he said its great its really great. See this where I am friends with him. We are both fans and we like music with great meaning.

"Really Jude?! Link me up! And where did you see them? Are on the patrol again on twitter?"

"You really know Chelle even we are just met few months ago. "he said while chuckling.

"Am I really going to remind you that we are both fans. "I said to him while wiggling my eyebrows

Present

"Mom? Is this why you and Uncle Jude always laughing when he sees the picture of you and Dad?" She asked.

" Yes sweetie. Now where we're we? Ah! Right the teasing"

2012

After seeing their teaser videos and knowing their name and background. Also their company.

"Wow! They are great Jude! Now what's the plan? " I asked him.

"The plan is lets stalk their twitter account, go to their debut stage and fan-sign event." He told me are go to plan when there's upcoming groups that we both like. Its like we are brother and sister with different mothers. We never go to misunderstanding much unless its about our favorites in the group but that will subside because we always come in good terms after. That's how our friendship is.

"I am okay on that, however our exams are near on that date. So how?" I asked. He knows how skeptic I comes when it came between fangirling and school.

"Don't worry sister, I'll take of it. Just be ready and study hard okay." He reassures me.

Since then we, Jude and I, are hooked to their daily lives. Its like we are watching reality & variety show in one. Every day when its just me on my room I'll go to their YouTube account and rewatch their vlogs if there where no releases and twitter to retweet and comment on their tweets. Its like my daily routine had change since my friend introduce me to them. Its like sleep-eat-school-eat-study-NVRLND. That's how my day ends, its ends with them. My life perspective change because of them. They to value my present first.

August 21, 2012

" See I told you.. I'll take care of it.. " said Jude with proud smile adorning his face.

"Okay you win. But how did get the tickets for both debut stage and fan-sign event?" I asked

"Well you know me. I know everyone in this industry." He said while snickers

" OH! Right you're a trainee also, which is you don't have to do this kind of things. And how do you manage this going to college and training?" I said to him at the same time asking.

I remember that only me in our circle of friends knows this and the school, also the first person he had told about being the trainee.

"That's what you called time management and not socializing, well except you. "

"Right, time management. I just remember that I mostly do your homeworks." I said while mocking him.

"I'm sorry Chelle! I just forgot that we have homeworks sometimes."

As I have teasing him the production staff said they will start in a minute. That's when we fixed ourselves and wait.

After the show we lined up for the fan sign event.

"You this is jus the beginning right?" I asked Jude

Present

"Mom? That is when you first saw Dad right?" My daughter asked. She really love this story where I met her father. " And Mom? That frame on your on our living room was the first message and signature from Dad right."

" Yes sweetie, that's when we, me and your Dad, first met. Yes that's the first one and also there's more even when we start dating." I told her while smiling remembering all.

2012

We're just two people away from the stage where they are lined up for autographs.

"Is it just me being nervous or…" I said with tremors behind my voice

"I think its all of us Sis even me, who always see an Idol on the hallways and dance practice room of the company." Jude says.

It's the first time that I felt it, I also felt that someone was looking at me but whenever I look around they're all busy talking. Then I look at the stage, that when I saw him looking at my direction. I shrug it off may be he was just thinking or something else.

"Next!" The organizer shouted. That's when I remember that I am next. I walked to the stairs and greet the first member, Chris, the one who smiles with his eyes.

"Hi! What your name?" he asked me.

" Hi! I Rachelle Fleming." I answered.

"So Rachelle, how did you become to know us?" Chris asked

"Well…" I started to tell him that my friend introduced me to their twitter account then ever since I've been following them.

That's when I got in front of Jax. I remember he was the one looking at my direction.

"Hi! How's your day?" He asked me.

"So far its great!" I answered him

While he was writing at the paper "You know your really Beautiful Rachelle." Then looks up to me with blushed cheeks. That's when I confirmed that he was really looking at me.

"Uhm… Thank you Jax." I awkwardly said to him. Then he adds while being flustered "Look at the back when you got home."

"Okay. Will do" I replied skeptically to him.

Present

As I was saying on how I him, I heard my daughter even breathing meaning she falls asleep. I get off my daughter's bed and give her a kiss on her forehead, then turn off the lights. I proceed to go to my room and lay down on the bed. I look at the frame on my bedside table and say " I miss you Love, I really do."

I close my eyes with tears falling on it..