A LOVE LESS ORDINARY CH. 01 [frenchn3]

My name is Natalie; I'm 41, a part-time legal secretary and mostly home-maker and mom. I'm 5'7" tall, I have dark brunette hair, I'm considered quite good looking and keep myself in good physical shape. My husband James is 47 and is a marketing director for a major construction company and my son Daniel, 21, is at college.

Most days my life moves along at its normal sedate day to day pace and not much out of the ordinary happens. That is until Christmas of 2013 when completely out of the blue and with no prior warning my life changed forever.

Wednesday December 18 2013

Finishing up work at the office for the day I was looking forward to getting home. I work from 8 in the morning till 1 in the afternoon which leaves me lots of time to attend to the normal running of the house and preparing dinner in the evening for my husband James. Life is pretty mundane in our house but this particular day I was glad to be going home as my 20 year old son Daniel would be home from college for the Christmas holidays. I hadn't seen Daniel for 4 months and was so looking forward to fussing over him for the next two weeks. In fact I had booked two weeks off so that I could spend more time with him over the holiday period.

As I pulled my car into the drive I saw that Daniel had already arrived as his SUV was parked in his usual haphazard way almost abandoned at the front of the house. I hurried inside and walked straight into the living room where I knew he'd be slouching in the armchair watching TV. Daniel stood up as I walked in. I gave him a big hug as I kissed him on the cheek and welcomed him home. 'You've changed so much,' I said as he stood there with that big smile on his face that always melted my heart. 'Really Mom?' I don't feel any different, maybe it's because you haven't seen me in so long'.

But he'd changed in many ways. Daniel seemed to be manlier. His voice had deepened slightly and he carried himself in a more confident manner. It was almost as if he had become a man since the last time he left for college, and I looked at him with pride as he asked, 'Anything to eat Mom? I giggled at him, 'Some things never change' and went to the kitchen to make him a sandwich.

Daniel was our only son and growing up he'd always done well in school, in fact he was an excellent student and was doing very well at college. He'd grown into a strapping 6' tall young man with my dark hair and brown eyes. Although not really the sporty type, he is quite well built and carries the leanness of youth. Over dinner that evening he surprised James and I by announcing that he'd gained a work placement with a company based only 30 miles from home for two years, which was fantastic for us as he'd be able to commute from home. James and I were delighted.

James and I went to bed at 11 content and happy to have our son home. Our sex life (such as it is) is nothing to write home about. Over the years the excitement has worn off and these days we'd be lucky to have sex once every six weeks. James works long hours and is so tired most of the time but I still feel young, and as is often the case, feel as though the spark has disappeared from our relationship. Having a high sex drive I often find this quite frustrating, and masturbate at least once a week.

Thursday December 19 2013

I awoke next morning at 6.30. I had my morning shower and went downstairs to make breakfast and get ready for the day. James had already gone, as he leaves the house at 6 am every morning. I wasn't expecting Daniel to be up, and was wearing only a dressing gown over my naked body, as is my normal routine. I don't usually get dressed till after breakfast. Pouring a cup of coffee I heard Daniel walk into the kitchen. 'You're up early darling,' I smiled as he took a cup from the rack. 'One of the better habits I've developed Mom.' He laughed and reached across me for the coffee pot. As he reached over I saw him glancing down the front of my dressing gown. I hadn't realised that it was quite loose but was relieved to see that not much of my 36c breasts were visible. Even so his glance seemed to linger just a few seconds too long. Sitting at the table discussing the day ahead I crossed my legs feeling a little self conscious and making sure nothing else was on view. Again I noticed that Daniel kept glancing down towards my bare legs. Putting it down to a young man's curiosity I cleared up and went to get dressed for work. When I returned to the kitchen dressed in my skirt and blouse I told Daniel that I this was my last day before the holidays and would be able to spend more time with him when I got home.

Daniel said, 'I'm looking forward to it Mom, and by the way, you look as beautiful as ever.'

'Why thank you young man,' I laughed and went to work feeling delighted with my son's compliment.

When I returned home from the office Daniel made me coffee and as I washed the cups he asked, 'Mom do you still wear your glasses at work?' I told him that I did and he asked if I would put them on.

I found this a little odd but he explained, 'It's just that I haven't seen you wearing them around the house and wondered if you still needed them.'

I took my glasses from my purse and put them on, amused that he even remembered that I wore glasses at all.

'Wow! Mom, you look stunning' he exclaimed. I giggled, feeling good about myself. Daniel came towards me and kissed me on the cheek.

'I've really missed you Mom,' he smiled. 'It's good to be home.' As he brushed past me I thought I felt a bulge in his pants.

After finishing up in the kitchen I went to change out of my work clothes. Something was niggling in my mind as I walked up the stairs. Was I just imagining it or did Daniel's voice get a little husky when he'd leaned in to kiss my cheek? In fact I could have sworn I'd detected the unmistakable scent of sexual arousal on his breath. Dismissing it from my mind I carried on and as I walked past Daniel's bedroom I was quite taken aback to hear the sounds of heavy breathing coming from inside. I knew instantly that he was masturbating as I'd heard the same noises from his room now and then since before he went to college. I had always regarded it as a natural healthy activity for a young man and although a little embarrassed, I had never mentioned the subject to him.

Since Daniel was 18 I had spoken to him a few times about little coincidences that happened. Little things that I'd put to the back of my mind dismissing them. There were occasions when he was home from college for the summer,I had caught him walking past my bedroom door just after I had been getting dressed. He once walked into the bathroom while I was naked in the shower. These things returned to my mind as I sat in my bedroom.

After dinner that evening James was relaxing watching the news in the living room while Daniel was in the den watching a movie. I sat beside him and as we watched the movie we chatted about college, work and about his plans for the future.

'Is there a girl in your life at the moment darling?' I asked.

'Not recently Mom,' he replied, 'I've had a few girlfriends but nothing too serious. Besides, you're the only girl for me.' He laughed, putting his arm around me.

I snuggled in to him and felt everything was right with the world. As we watched the screen there it was again, that scent of sexual arousal. I looked down and could see that Daniel had an erection that was threatening to burst out of his pants. Ignoring it, I thought I'd better give him a little privacy and went to take some clothes out of the drier. I smiled inwardly thinking, 'that boy really needs to get himself a girlfriend.'

Daniel walked in and said, 'I'm going to bed Mom.' As I leaned up to kiss him goodnight he gently pulled me close and kissed my neck. He smiled and walked off leaving me feeling a little confused.

That night as James lay sleeping beside me I went over the events of the day in my mind. Was my son testing the water with me, teasing me or just being playful? Had he missed my cheek and accidently kissed my neck? Even worse, had I been the cause of his erection or was he just feeling horny? To my horror I thought, 'had he been masturbating with me, his mother in mind?' Trying to dismiss these images from my mind I decided that if Daniel continued his behaviour tomorrow I'd have a serious talk with him.

Friday December 20 2013

Not having to go to work I awoke at 8, showered and went down to make breakfast. Daniel was already up and was sitting at the table with his coffee, watching the morning news on the small kitchen TV.

'Morning Mom,' he said as I poured some coffee from the pot.

Standing at the kitchen counter I asked, 'What's your plan for the day darling? I have some Christmas shopping to do. If you'd like to come with me I could do with a little help.'

'I have no plans Mom, I'd love to help,' he said as he walked towards me. As he set his cup in the sink he looked at me and said,

'Mom you get more beautiful every day,' and pulled me close. He placed his arms around my neck. I could hear the shortening of his breath and feel the bulge in his shorts pressing against my stomach, as he started to slide my dressing gown down over my bare shoulders. Shocked, I Instantly I grabbed my gown and straightened myself up.

'What do you think you're playing at Daniel?' I gasped.

'I..I..I'm so sorry Mom,' he stammered. 'I couldn't help myself, I don't know what's come over me.'

'We need to talk Daniel,' I told him, 'Sit down with me at the table, I won't lecture you but you're a grown man and we need to discuss what's been happening since you came home. Frankly I'm a little worried about you.'

Sitting across the table from him I held his hand said,

'Daniel your behaviour around me has been a little strange since you came home. At first I thought nothing of it. But after that incident It has become clear that you have been flirting with me. I've even noticed you copping a sneaky peek here and there. I feel that you have been testing me to see how I'd react and you didn't even make an attempt to hide the fact that you had an erection while watching TV with me last night. After you pressed yourself against me yesterday I know you went to your room to masturbate and I hope it wasn't over me. Let's be truthful with each other darling, tell me what's on your mind or what's causing you to behave like this.'

'I can't help the way I feel Mom, I've felt this way for so long.'

'What way Daniel? What's wrong?'

'The summer when I was 18, before I left for college, I came in one Saturday afternoon and heard you and Dad having sex in your bedroom. The sounds you were making awoke feelings in me that I've never been able to let go of.. I went into my room and tried to imagine what you must look like naked and making love.'

'That's just a natural curiosity for a young man Daniel but those thoughts should have left you some time ago'

'I know that Mom but they haven't. I never heard you again after that but from that day I have looked at you in a different light. You've always been beautiful and in great shape. I saw you not just as my mom but as a sexy gorgeous woman. I've fantasized about you coming into my room dressed in sexy underwear and making love to me.

'You can't think like that Daniel, I'm your mother and it's wrong,'

'I know it is Mom but I've always found you sexually attractive, and I can't help but wonder what it would be like to have sex with you. Every time I made love with another girl I imagined it was you. I wanted to tell you and almost did on several occasions but always chickened out at the end or the opportunity to tell you just never came. I know this must be difficult for you to hear but it's really difficult for me too. I can't just shut off the way I feel. When I had my erection last night I purposely made sure you saw it, hoping that you'd like it and hoping for a positive reaction.'

'To be honest with you Daniel, I had suspicions that you were a little infatuated with me but not to this extent. I thought you had grown out of it by now. Were you really trying to impress me with your erection?

'Yes, I was Mom. I wanted you to like what you saw, I was dying to kiss you, to taste your lips. I love you as my mom but you really turn me on. There, I said it, but while we're being honest with each other can you at least tell me how I made you feel?'

'I was quite confused Daniel, you must understand that seeing her fully grown son with a big bulge in his pants isn't what a mother expects.'

'So you think my bulge was big?' he laughed, partly to ease the tension between us.

'Well yes, I must admit it was quite impressive,' I smiled. 'And now that I know I caused it I'm quite flattered. When you tell me I'm beautiful it's nice because it's been a long time since anyone has said nice things to me. I'm glad I still look sexy but you shouldn't see me in that way. Yes, I enjoyed the attention and yes, you made me feel sexy but nothing can ever happen between us Daniel. I won't mention this to your father and neither should you. Let's be clear Daniel, I have no interest in you sexually and you really need to keep your urges in check.'

Emotion swept across Daniels face and I could tell he was a little hurt and disappointed.

'I'm going to get dressed Daniel,' I said, 'Are you still going shopping with me?'

'Sure Mom,' he replied, 'let me know when you're ready.'

I hurried up to my bedroom and sat down to gather my thoughts. I'd never had any idea that Daniel had felt this sexually attracted to me. His mind must have been in turmoil keeping this to himself for years, then when he finally opened up to me and got it off his chest I had dashed his hopes and dreams within seconds. My motherly instincts took over and I began to feel sorry for him, sorry that I had spurned his advances so abruptly. Maybe I could have found another way and let him down gently. But I had scolded him when he was younger and it didn't seem to have deterred him.

With the memory of his hot breath on my neck and the bulge in his pants fresh in my mind I must admit I was surprised and even shocked at myself as I felt a tingle inside and moistness in my pussy. Dismissing it from my mind I changed into my t-shirt and jeans and went back downstairs where Daniel was still sitting at the table.

'Are you ok,' I asked.

'I'm fine Mom, just feeling a little ashamed that I not only embarrassed myself but I put you in a very awkward situation,'

'Don't worry about it Daniel, you're not the first young man to have a mother fixation. Maybe If I had allowed you to kiss me last night you would have felt differently when you realised you were actually kissing your mother. There would have been nothing special about it. In fact you would probably have found it disgusting.'

'Could we at least try Mom?' Daniel's eyes pleaded, 'Maybe you'll prove your point.'

'Daniel if I thought it would take these silly thoughts out of your mind, then maybe.'

'It might help Mom, please let's just try?'

'Ok, I'll allow you to kiss me once and that's it. I don't want to go over this again.'

I was hoping he'd be so disgusted when it felt like he was kissing his mother that he would see sense.

Daniel walked towards me and placed his hands on my waist as I put my arms around his neck and tentatively looked up towards his face feeling his hot breath as our lips met. My lips followed his as he opened his mouth slightly and held me close. He surprised me by slipping the tip of his tongue into my mouth and I surprised myself by giving him my tongue in return as our kiss continued. I had not meant for it to last this long but I was feeling light-headed and dizzy as we probed each other's mouths and lips with our tongues. This was now much more than just a placatory kiss; I was swept away on a wave of ecstasy as my son kissed me with a passion that awoke feelings inside me that I hadn't felt for years. On and on we kissed and Daniel began to kiss my neck, my ears and my throat. My breath came in short gasps and I could feel his hard cock pressing against me and knew I was getting wet. This was too much. I felt so deliciously wicked and my mind was racing, 'I have to stop this, I'm kissing my son,' I thought, as I gently eased out of his arms. Breathlessly I whispered, 'Wow, Daniel, that backfired on me!'

Daniel looked at me quizzically, 'I don't understand Mom?' he asked.

'I thought that if I allowed you to kiss me it would let you see that I'm just your mother and nothing special and that it would break the spell that you seem to be under. I had no clue that we'd kiss for so long and with so much passion.'

'Did you like it Mom,' he asked.

'I must admit I did'

'It was better than I'd ever imagined Mom, did I turn you on?'

'Y...Y...Yes, yes you did, big time,' I stammered, but only because I haven't been kissed like that for a long time and almost allowed myself to forget you are my son'

Daniel moved towards me again and asked, 'Can we have just one more kiss Mom. That one took me by surprise and I wasn't ready.'

Every part of my mind was telling me to say no but every part of my body was screaming yes. I gave into those beautiful brown eyes and said, 'Ok, but it's the very last time.'

Daniel pressed me against the kitchen counter and our lips met for the second time. All of a sudden I now felt an irresistible wickedness as we kissed deeply with a subtle change to a tender probing sensitive search of each other's mouths, a perverse deliciousness flowed through me that I could never have previously imagined. My inhibitions fell away as I was swept up in this carnal taboo with my son. As he kissed my neck I leaned my head back and he licked and caressed my throat with his mouth. His hands were under my top, tracing his fingers lightly down my back before expertly un-hooking my bra.

'You mustn't Daniel!' I gasped making a feeble attempt to push his hands away.

But in that moment I couldn't have willed myself to stop him for anything. He moved his hands agonizingly slowly from my back around to my breasts and cupped them gently as his kiss carried me away.

'Stop Daniel, please,' I moaned softly, kissing him even harder as he played with my nipples. I took his face in my hands and began to kiss his eyes, his nose, his lips and his neck. He groaned as he ground his erection against me. Moving his hands from my breasts Daniel began to lift my t-shirt over my head. I was horrified.

'No Daniel, please, you can't do this,' I moaned.

I wanted to stop him but instead I lifted my arms and allowed him to take it off and watched almost in disbelief as it fell to the kitchen floor along with my bra. He looked into my eyes and as I stood bare breasted before my son I pulled his head down towards my chest until his tongue found my nipples. Taking my breast in his hand he squeezed and sucked until I could hardly stand it. He took my hand and placed it on the bulge in his jeans and I began to stroke him in a rhythm of lust. His groans of pleasure were making me soaking wet and I feared for myself. Feared that if I allowed this to continue there would be no way back. Daniel opened my jeans and began to slide them down. Right there, I snapped back to my senses, grabbed my jeans and held them up and quickly

'Daniel I'm sorry,' I said, my breath coming in short gasps, 'We mustn't go any further, what we've already done is so very wrong.'

'I know it is Mom but I have never felt such passion with any woman in my life, you really don't know how you made me feel and I want you so badly.'

'If I hadn't stopped you, would you really have taken us all the way?' I asked.

'Let's not spoil it with ifs and buts. Mom, I prefer to think we'd have had the most mind-blowing sex ever. I love you so much and I'm glad we kissed like this. Did you feel good, or are you sorry we did this?'

I had to admit the truth; although my ill-thought out kiss had backfired on me I had loved every second of it. I could hardly believe it.

'I'm not sorry Daniel,' I said, but to be honest with you I was actually frightened that I would let you have me completely. I haven't felt so aroused in such a long time and I didn't trust myself to hold out a second longer. When all is said and done I have almost had full sex with my own son and I need to get my head around this.'

Holding my bra and t-shirt in front of my breasts I whispered in Daniels ear, 'I think you better go to your bedroom and do something about the lump in your pants.' I giggled, and with a knowing wink I hurried upstairs.

In my bedroom I dropped my t-shirt and bra to the floor. I stood at the open door and listened for any sounds coming from Daniel's room. Just as I thought, I heard the soft groans and slight creaking of his bed as he masturbated. Locking my door I stepped out of my jeans and cotton panties and lay on the bed letting the magnitude of what had just happened sink in. I reached down and could hardly believe how wet I was. Even my outer labia were coated in sheen of dampness. It had been years since James had kissed me like that, years since he made me so hot. It didn't take long for me to bring myself to orgasm, writhing and bucking against my fingers I came and came again.

Thinking about what had happened in the kitchen I tried to put my mind in order in an attempt to make some sense of what Daniel and I had just done. Feelings of guilt and shame threatened to engulf me but the more I thought about it the more I could justify to myself the sweet taboo I had just broken. For me the morally prohibited lust was the reason our kissing was so intense and so hot, the reason I had been almost swept away on a tide of wanton desire.

Just two days ago I was a normal housewife and mother. Today I had almost committed a complete act of incest with my son. I told myself it was just a onetime thing and that nothing more would come of it. Was it too late now? Looking at my naked reflection in the full length mirror I had to admit to myself that I was in pretty good shape for 40. My breasts only sagged very slightly and my ass was still nicely rounded and my stomach firm. My pussy was neatly trimmed and had Daniel taken my panties down I would have had nothing to be embarrassed about. Despite convincing myself that I would allow nothing more to happen between Daniel and me, I wondered how he would like my pussy. Telling myself that I would never let him see it I pushed the thought out of my mind. Still, I had been my own son's sexual fantasy throughout his teens and into adulthood and if I did decide to realise his dreams I hoped he would like it.

I went downstairs where Daniel was in the den. As I walked in he said with a wicked grin, 'I heard you in your bedroom,' smiling I replied, 'Well it was your fault, besides, I heard you too. Now stop trying to embarrass your mother.' We laughed awkwardly and I told him, 'I'm just going to town for a few things, we can do some Christmas shopping tomorrow.'

'Can we have one more kiss before you Mom, Just a little one?'

'Ok, but just a peck.'

We kissed just for a few seconds and I left the house with my loins on fire and my mind spinning again.

In town I bought a few essentials and couldn't resist a visit to Victoria's Secret. I found it incredulous that every item I looked at made me wonder if my son would like me in this. Eventually I settled for tastefully sexy as opposed to tacky and whorish. After all, I was his Mom. I chose a sheer white bra and matching thong. The fabric was as fine as gossamer and totally see-through. Daniel would love these. Hurrying home I was so excited I felt like a giggling schoolgirl. I put away my new underwear and went to prepare dinner.

That evening James was relaxed and in good spirits as he was off for the weekend. 'Do you want to play golf with me tomorrow Daniel?' he asked.

'I'd love to Dad but I promised Mom I'd help her with some Christmas shopping.' Daniel replied.

'That's ok son, we can meet later in the club for a drink if you like.' Daniel gave me a knowing look and I blushed slightly as I thought, 'Maybe the shopping trip will be later than planned tomorrow.' Later when James went to bed I told him I'd be up in a few minutes. Daniel asked, 'Would you like to sit over here beside me Mom?'

I yawned, 'Just for a few minutes before I go to bed. I'm a little tired.' I curled up beside Daniel on the couch and he put his arm around me.

'Do you have any regrets about this morning Mom?' he asked.

'I did at first Daniel. What we did was not natural and totally wrong and we both know it. However it's too late for regrets now. Besides, if I'm being totally honest, having had time to think, I enjoyed what we did more than with anyone else in my life. I actually found myself hoping that after your years of fantasizing about me I wasn't a disappointment to you.'

'We didn't do much Mom and to answer your question you could never disappoint me. You were everything I had imagined and more and I hope we can take things further.'

'We'll see how things go Daniel, you do realise you are essentially asking me to have an affair with my own son?'

'I suppose I am Mom, I love what we did and don't ever want it to stop.'

'Let's just take it easy and see how it goes Daniel, I think we should stick to just kissing for a while and if you're a good boy for Mommy I might let you take my top off again,' I giggled, but inside I was feeling quite disgusted with myself.

Daniel switched the lights out and pulled me closer and our tongues met before our lips did. We kissed with a fiery passion as I straddled him and kissed all over his neck, opened two buttons on his shirt and kissed his bare shoulders. I caressed his firm chest and could feel the muscles on his hard body. As I ground my pussy against his hard cock through our jeans he cupped my breasts and I was almost ready to take my top off and fling it to the ground when I stopped myself at the last moment. I felt horrified and ashamed but incredibly horny. 'This is far enough for tonight darling,' I said, I told your father I'd be up soon. That was 30 minutes ago; He'll be wondering what's keeping me.' We kissed for a while longer and I went to bed feeling like a schoolgirl who's just been making out on her parents couch.

Saturday December 21 2013

I awoke at 7, showered and made my way to the kitchen. Daniel padded in 10 minutes later and as we had our coffee we talked about the day ahead. James rushed around in his golfing clothes mumbling about being late while I rustled him up some breakfast.

'Will I see you at the club later Daniel?' he asked.

'I think I'll stay at home tonight Dad, but would love a round with you tomorrow if that's ok'

'Sounds good son, gives me an excuse to spend more time on the golf course and your mom will get rid of me for another day.' he joked.

James kissed me on the way out the door and left for the day.

'Dad will be gone till late evening,' Daniel smiled, 'now how do you propose we spend the day?' he smiled with that wicked little grin of his.

'I can tell you what we won't be doing,' I laughed, 'and we're going shopping later.'

Daniel helped me wash up then padded into the den in his bare feet and flopped down on the sofa-bed in front of the TV in his shorts and t-shirt to relax and play some music. I dressed and came back down to the den and told him we'd be going shopping in an hour. 'That's fine Mom,' he said, 'It's only 8.30. Come and sit with me a while.' Knowing what Daniel had in mind I didn't want to get into this so early in the morning but I went and sat beside him anyway, not wanting anything to happen but at the same time hoping that it would.

He put his strong arms around me and we began to kiss. Not as fiery as we had previously but Daniel kissed me passionately with his soft sensitive mouth. I melted in his arms as my heart beat faster and my pussy became moist. Daniel started to rub me between my legs through my jeans and I couldn't help but open my legs for him as he kissed me harder. This was so wrong on so many levels. I reached down for his cock and could almost feel every solid inch through his shorts as I stroked him up and down the length of his shaft. I ground my pussy up into his hand as he pressed on my pubic bone. Allowing him to undo my blouse I sat forward as he slipped it down over my shoulders. He unclipped my bra and as it fell down onto the couch I pressed my breasts against his muscular chest. As he sucked gently on my nipples I was lost in a dreamy eroticism and floating towards the point of no return. He slipped his hand down the front of my jeans and felt his fingers move down towards my soft pubic hair. Holding his arm just before he got to my pussy I whispered in his ear, 'Not now Daniel, it's too soon. Maybe I'll have a surprise for you later.'

Daniel slowly broke away from our kiss and laid back whispering in a husky voice, 'Take my shorts down Mom, please.' Without any other words I slipped his shorts down to reveal his clean shaven manhood, his throbbing cock. I was mesmerized by it immediately. It was quite long but thicker than I had seen before and I felt hypnotised by it. Taking him in my hand I began to masturbate him slowly and sensually. My heart was pounding in my chest. I wanted to stop this but I couldn't. With a light grip on his cock I stroked him as he lay there groaning and grinding into my hand. I increased my pace and slightly tightened my grip while cupping his testicles in my free hand. 'I'm cumming Mom,' he moaned he squirted semen over his chest, stomach and my hand. I couldn't tear my eyes away. My son looked so beautiful as he laid semi naked in front of me while he experienced the joy of orgasm. Relaxing my grip I stroked him slowly as the last beads of semen ran down his erect cock. For a moment I was so tempted to lick it off but managed to hold myself back. I got up and brought a wash cloth from the bathroom and lovingly cleaned him up. Daniel sat up and took me in his arms. 'I love you Mom,' he sighed happily.

We lay in each other's arms kissing for quite a while until it was time to get dressed. Replacing my bra and blouse I went upstairs to freshen up.

We spent two hours in town shopping for supplies and a few Christmas gifts I needed to buy. Daniel bought what he needed and we loaded our goods into the car and made for home. Now that we had some quiet time together Daniel asked, 'Any regrets about this morning Mom?'

'There's no point having regrets now Daniel. If we had done those things yesterday then yes, I would have. Now it's too late, so no, no regrets at all. You've brought an erotic excitement into my life and I'm not even sure how to handle it yet. It's completely wrong Daniel but deliciously so.'

'Are you going to tell me what my surprise is?'

'No,' I smiled provocatively, 'but if you're a good boy for mommy I might give it to you for Christmas.'

Daniel blushed slightly as he said, 'You have an amazing body Mom, and your tits are beautiful.'

'Thank you Daniel, that's not something a mother usually hears from her son but it's nice of you to say so.

Daniel grinned as we drove home.

By the time we got home and tidied the shopping away it was almost 2 in the afternoon. I made a light lunch for Daniel and I and we sat chatting in the kitchen. There was an underlying sexual current in the air as I turned the conversation to the change in our relationship.

'Daniel this is only your third day home and already we have kissed and cuddled, we have masturbated together albeit in different rooms, you have had your own mother semi naked and I have masturbated you. Do you truly grasp what we have done?'

'I know what we've done Mom, but please don't let's stop now, I am happier than I've ever been. The pain of my longing seems to be easing away,'

'I just don't want you to see me as a sex object Daniel; I'm first and foremost your mother.

'I've never regarded you as anything else but my mother and I'd be nothing without you Mom. I'll never see you as a sex object because I'm in love with you. To me you are my mother and my lover and I never want that to change.'

My heart melted and I kissed Daniel's forehead and hugged him. Little by little I was losing my good judgement. I had planned a special surprise for him at Christmas but now? Well, he could have it today.

I left the kitchen and called James's cell phone. 'Hi Darling,' he answered cheerily,

'I'm just calling to make sure you've eaten properly Honey,' I said.

'No need to worry about me Natalie, I had a good lunch and I'll be home at 9.'

'Ok Honey, see you then, bye.'

That was all I needed to hear, James would not be home too early which would give me time to organize Daniel's surprise. I went looking for Daniel and found him in the Den. Giving him my most seductive smile I said 'Your father won't be home till late darling, I have a few things to do then I'd like you to meet me in your bedroom at 4.30,'

'Am I allowed to ask why?' he asked.

'No, just be there, and don't be late,' I laughed as I walked out of the den and made my way upstairs.

I looked at my bedside clock. Just after 3, that would give me plenty of time to prepare Daniel's special surprise. I had a long hot shower and spent the best part of an hour doing my hair and make-up. Time seemed to fly. 4.15. Naked I retrieved my new white sheer underwear from my drawer and after putting on my bra and panties I looked at myself in the full length mirror. I was quite taken aback when I realised that not only were my nipples erect but I could see everything through my bra. Not only that but I could see the soft dark hair through my panties. I felt really sexy but there was something missing. I stepped into a pair of white heels and had another look. Much better. I practised standing in provocative ways until I'd got it right then applied a light coating of lipstick to finish off. I had never dressed or acted this way before and had to admit to myself that I was pleased with the results. I just hoped Daniel would like it. 4.30. Time to go; I was trembling as the anticipation grew in me. What if I made a fool of myself, what if Daniel didn't like it? Too late to back out now. I put on a white chiffon gown which came to just below my panties and as a final touch took my glasses from my purse and put them on, taking a deep breath I stepped out into the landing almost in disbelief that I was actually going to do this.

I knocked on Daniel's door and heard him call, 'It's open.' I slowly swung the door inwards and striking my practised sexy pose in the doorway, I slid my glasses down my nose a little, gave him my sexiest secretary smile and said, 'Surprise darling.'

Daniel sat on the bed and gawped at me. His eyes widened and his mouth fell open and I could see his Adam's apple bobbing as he gulped. 'Mom, I... I... Wow!' he gasped. He stood up as I walked towards him, drawn to him in a devastating magnetism of love. I kissed him. I felt my knees shaking with relief, glad that he liked what he saw and gave him my tongue. I probed his mouth slowly then opened my mouth as I felt his tongue on my lips. We kissed wildly making smacking slurping sounds in our greed for pleasure, almost devouring each other. Gently pushing him down onto the bed I stepped back and let my gown fall to the floor. Daniel sat there speechless as his eyes darted first to my hard nipples poking through my bra then down to my groin as he took in my pussy through my sheer panties. Standing in front of him with my hands on my waist and peering over my glasses I asked, 'Do you like what you see Daniel? Is this how you imagined it would be?'

'I'm awestruck Mom,' he gasped, 'You are so beautiful,...I...I don't know what to say.'

'Don't say anything darling, let's just lose ourselves in each other and see where our journey takes us.'

I stepped forward to where he sat and placing my hands on each side of his handsome young face pulled him to my stomach. Instantly he grabbed my hips and began to lick and kiss upwards towards my breasts, his tongue seemed to flutter and dance across my skin. Standing up he cupped my breasts and tweaked my nipples, gently at first before unhooking my bra and dropping it to the floor. My nipples stood out like full ripe berries as he tweaked them a little harder until I tilted my head back , luxuriating in the sweet erotic pain. Kissing my bare shoulders he whispered, 'Would you like me to call you Natalie?' 'No, call me Mom,' I answered and felt a debauched irony as he sucked on my breasts.

Unbuttoning his shirt while we kissed I slid it slowly over his shoulders and let it fall away. He ran his hand smoothly down my back and down inside my panties as he squeezed and caressed my hips. My tongue traced the outline of his nipples as I unbuckled his belt and opened his jeans. Feeling his fingers moving agonizingly slowly around the sides of my hips towards my pussy I kissed him again. I held his arms and moaned hoarsely, 'Are you sure you want to go there Daniel?'

'I've never been more sure of anything Mom, but I'll stop if you want me to'' He whispered.

I said nothing and let go of his arms.

His pushed his hand down inside my panties and I could feel him tracing the 'V' of soft hair on my pussy. He slipped the tip of his finger inside and I took a little step sideways and opened up a little for him. As his finger pushed fully into my sopping wet pussy I moaned and pushed against him. Slowly and rhythmically Daniel fingered me and I clung on to him as we stood there swaying in a perverse dance of desire. He pressed his finger on my clitoris and I placed my hand on top of his and guided him up and down, then in circular patterns with just the right amount of pressure, showing him how to bring me to orgasm. I shuddered as a wave of pleasure washed through me and my orgasm built to its peak. My pussy tingled and I rode against his hand while clinging on to his masculine shoulders as I flooded his fingers.

Daniel slipped my panties down as slowly and deliberately as a striptease and as they dropped to my ankles I stepped out of them. I was standing completely naked in nothing but a pair of heels in front of my son. I kissed his chest and worked my way slowly downwards, my wet tongue circling his navel. Dropping to my knees I slowly unbuttoned his jeans, pushed them down with his shorts and watched in awed fascination as his big hard cock sprung free in front of my face. I began to kiss his glistening head and he gently lifted me to my feet. He gazed lovingly into my eyes and asked,

'Are you sure Mom?' barely audibly I moaned one word,

'Yes.'

Daniel kicked off his pants and laid me down on his bed and lay down beside me pressing our naked bodies together. I felt as though an electric current was running through me as we kissed. He turned himself around so that he lay on his back with his head at my knees. I straddled him and kissed his stomach as I lowered my pussy onto his waiting mouth. His tongue found my pussy lips and I started to grind gently as he searched inside me. Kissing the head of his cock I knew I was taking yet another step closer to the ultimate taboo but in that moment all I wanted was to taste him, to lick him and suck him. I wanted him to feel the way I was feeling. I pressed my clitoris onto his mouth and ran my tongue over the tip of his cock, he groaned and I licked him slowly up and down as I cupped his testicles lightly in my hand. Gradually I took him into my wet mouth and worked up and down his cock sucking gently.

'You're making me cum Mom,' he moaned, and gently tried to slip out of my mouth.

'It's ok,' I whispered as I held his hips taking him deeper into my mouth and felt the first jet of hot semen hit the back of my throat. Daniel groaned and spurted again. I swallowed as much as I could before a third smaller dribble of semen landed on my tongue and pooled in my mouth. After gently sucking and licking him clean I rode gently on his tongue, soaking his mouth as I moved to and fro, feeling every stroke of his tongue in a delicious depravity.

I dismounted Daniel and lay down beside him, once again kissing and licking his lips as he aligned the curve of his body to mine. I rolled onto my back and felt him gently forcing my legs open with his knee and I trembled with anticipation and fear. Emotions enveloped me and I was dizzy with love for my son and lust for his tantalising body.

'Do we need protection Mom? He asked,

'No.'

I spread my legs wide and felt the tip of his cock at the opening of my pussy. At that moment I was caught in two minds. If I allowed my son to penetrate me I would be condemning us both to having to carry the guilt with us for the rest of our lives. On the other hand, we had come so far with this so would it really make any difference? I wanted to give Daniel the final choice.

'Are you really sure Daniel? I said softly in his ear.

'I'm sure Mom,' he whispered.

I held him close as he entered me. He slipped inside me in long slow smooth strokes as his cock filled me. Gradually we rode against each other, grinding our pubic bones together in a dreamy erotic dance. I felt my orgasm building again and moaned,

'Please Daniel, harder, faster,' and as his pace increased I screamed,

'Yes, yes, Mommy's cumming!'

Again the waves of ecstasy pulsed through me as I came and held him close. We were both out of breath yet still wild with passion. Daniel was softly caressing my face with his fingers and I looked up into his beautiful brown eyes and said, 'I think I've fallen in love with you sweetheart.' He replied, 'I've always been in love with you Mom.'

I slipped out from under him and got up on my hands and knees and presented my ass to him.

'Take me from behind darling,' I almost whined.

I was desperate for him again. Daniel held his cock and stroked it around my labia then slipped the head inside before withdrawing it and repeating it with a delicate cruelty until I begged him. 'Please Daniel, give it to me.'

This time he pushed all the way in and really fucked me. The harder he pounded himself into me the harder I pushed back against him. He reached under me and squeezed my breasts as he began to come. Jets of semen spurted into me as he groaned and rode me to another mind blowing orgasm.

Collapsing on the bed we lay there catching our breath as we revelled in our perverse eroticism. Daniel put his arm around me and I lay on my side running my fingers over his muscular chest.

'You were wonderful Mom,' Daniel said 'I've never experienced anything like that before. Never been made love to like that with such a depth of feeling'

'I've never made love like that before Daniel, not even with your father.'

'You were a vision as you walked in the room Mom, I could hardly believe my eyes! What came over you?'

'Earlier this afternoon when you told me that you didn't see me as a sex object, but as your lover, you touched something within me. I had planned in my mind that if we eventually did go all the way I would save it as a special surprise for you at Christmas but I knew this afternoon that I would give myself to you a few days early.'

'Well you certainly surprised me, the best surprise I'll ever get. You looked absolutely stunning.'

'I knew that if we did go all the way I'd make it special for you darling, after all, you're not just anyone, you're my son and I wanted it to be memorable. I remembered your lifelong fantasy about me coming to your room in sexy underwear and hoped I could fulfil it for you.'

'It was more than I could have ever imagined Mom, my fantasy pales in comparison to you.'

I looked into his eyes, 'Was I enough for you,'

'More than enough Mom, I was actually worried that I wouldn't be enough for you. I was so glad that I made you cum,'

'You made me cum more than once darling.'

'Should we consider ourselves lovers now Mom? He looked at me with such hope in his eyes.

'Let's just learn to walk before we run Daniel,' I said, 'We can discuss it later.

We lay in each other's arms covering each other's faces with soft kisses until we drifted into a sleep feathered with sweet dreams.

I was still in Daniel's arms when he woke me. Softly stirring me from my blissful slumber he said,

'It's almost 8 Mom,' Dad will be home soon.'

I knew I should get up but I was so relaxed after the release of my heavenly orgasms that I just wanted to stay in His arms.

'Just a few more minutes.' I said, as my lips found his.

Exploring our mouths again we held each other and I felt his cock stiffen against my belly. Opening my legs warm tingles returned to my pussy as he slipped his fingers inside me. I wanted him so much that I almost abandoned any sense of time and surrendered to him again. I just managed to hold onto my senses and whispered hoarsely,

'Not now Daniel, we better get up. We'll have a good talk later to see where we go from here. I promise.'

Kissing his forehead I slipped out of bed and gathering up my underwear I returned to my bedroom and cleaned up. All kinds of thoughts and feelings were flooding my mind and body. As with most things in life there always seems to be a price to pay. I was almost overcome with guilt and shame yet I knew I could never again resist my son's advances. I got dressed and went downstairs to organise the rest of the evening.

James got home just after 9. 'Did you have a nice day at the golf club Honey,' I asked.

'It was good to see some friends Natalie, but it was quite cold on the course. I was glad to get into the clubhouse again. Snow is forecast for tonight so I don't think Daniel and I will be able to get a round in like we planned.

'Is Daniel around?' He asked just as Daniel walked into the room.

'I heard that Dad, It's fine, I have some work I need to catch up with anyway and it will give me the opportunity to get started on it. Besides I'm sure Mom will keep me busy around the house,' he said and gave me a cheeky wink.

The three of us sat in the living room watching James's favourite TV show, NCIS and shared a bottle of wine. I was happy, my two favourite men were with me, snow had begun to fall outside the window and Christmas was just a few days away. NCIS ended and James stretched and yawned,

'I think I'll turn in Natalie, are you coming up?'

'I think I'll watch TV a little longer Honey, I'll be up soon.' I replied, wanting to talk to Daniel.

'OK, goodnight then. Goodnight Daniel.'

'Night Dad.'

James went to bed and Daniel motioned for me to come and sit with him on the couch. I whispered, 'Wait a few minutes till your dad is in bed then I'll come over.'

When I was sure James was in bed I moved over to the couch with Daniel. 'You must be careful with those cheeky little winks and gestures when your father is around,' I said, 'I'm sure he would never suspect anything but you frightened the life out of me.'

'Sorry Mom, I didn't think, I'll be more careful.'

'It's just that I love your father very much and I don't want to hurt him. Just because we are not intimate with each other very often doesn't mean we don't care for each other.'

'I understand Mom, I would never hurt Dad either and if I thought I jeopardized what you and I have I'd be terrified.'

'It's ok Daniel, we just need to guard against carelessness that's all.' Smiling seductively I said, 'Now why don't you turn out the lights and snuggle up with me.'

With the lights out I turned the TV volume to zero and we sat in the flickering glow. Daniel kissed me and I curled up against him. 'Thanks for my special surprise Mom, you were amazing. It was as if all my dreams came true in one afternoon.'

'I'm glad you liked it darling, you were pretty amazing yourself,' I smiled, and kissed him.

'I just hope it wasn't the last time Mom, have you thought any more about where we go from here?' He asked.

'I have done nothing but think about it all evening Daniel and as I promised when we were in bed together we can talk it over. I said. 'Now that we've come this far and done what we've done there is no point in being regretful. We have enjoyed each other in every way and I must admit you've given me a new lease of life.'

'In what way Mom?'

'I still have my motherly love for you but I also see you in different ways now. Sometimes when you look at me a certain way I feel a little excited and I find myself easily aroused when we're close together. Like now, and don't read anything into that,' I laughed, 'we're just talking.'

'I asked you in bed if we can consider ourselves lovers Mom. I want more than anything for our relationship to be not only mother and son, but boyfriend and girlfriend. Have you thought about it? He asked with a tremble of anticipation in his voice.

'Yes I have, and if you're absolutely sure it's what you want. Then yes, you can now consider me as your girlfriend but you've got to be in it for the long term. As for me, after this afternoon I never wanted anything more in my whole life than to be yours.' I told him. 'I think I may be falling in love.'

'You've just made me so happy Mom. It's going to be tough to get through tomorrow; with Dad around we can't be together the way we want.'

'I'm sure we can catch a few moments here and there,' I told him, 'besides, we can't have sex every day!' I giggled.

We kissed on the sofa and made out while we talked in breaks between kisses about our afternoon in Daniels bed. 'I have a couple of questions if you don't mind Mom,' he said. 'It's just that I want to get to know your likes and dislikes in the bedroom so that I can be a good lover for you.'

'You are already a wonderful lover Daniel but ask me anyway and I'll do my best to answer as honestly as possible.' I promised.

'You gave me a fantastic blowjob Mom and I wasn't sure if you wanted to swallow or not so I was about to withdraw when you held me in, and I wondered if you did it because you thought It was expected of you or if you genuinely wanted to?'

'I wanted to Daniel. I've never swallowed before, and I mean with absolutely no-one, but I don't know what came over me, I just wanted to taste you, wanted all of you, and before you ask your mother how your semen tastes, I liked it, and yes, I will do it again. Now kiss me again before you see me blushing!'

'I've had a few relationships Mom but I'm not what you'd call vastly experienced and I was a little anxious that you'd notice.' He said.

'Despite being twice your age Daniel, I'm really not that experienced either, all I've ever known is mostly missionary with your Dad, so we're both on a learning curve here,' I replied.

'We can explore new positions together then Mom,'

'Mmm, like what do you have in mind?' I laughed.

'I'd like to try anal sex with you Mom, have you ever done it?'

'Hmm, now you are making me blush. It's something I have thought about Daniel but no, I never imagined your father would go for it,' I explained, feeling my cheeks burning.'

Kissing me again he said, 'I'd love to try it with you Mom, do you think we could do that?'

'Wow, Daniel, that's a lot to ask of me. I'd have to think about it. We'll discuss it as we go along. It's maybe a little too soon for that.'

'I know you keep your pussy neatly trimmed Mom, have you ever shaved it completely smooth?' He asked.

'I believe it's fashionable these days Honey and I've considered it but never really saw much point as your father probably wouldn't even notice.'

'I'd love to shave it for you Mom, would you like that?'

'Now that could be pretty embarrassing for me Daniel. I'll think about it and give you my answer tomorrow.' I said 'Now if you don't have any more questions can we get back to what we were doing? '

We made out, kissing and touching, breathless with desire, unable to tear our hands off each other until well into the night.

Getting into bed beside James my feelings of guilt returned. I listened to him breathing in a deep sleep and felt a little ashamed. I hated cheating on him. It would kill James to know that I had been having sex with our son, our own flesh and blood. I loved him, but on the rare occasions when we made love it was as if we were just going through the motions, performing a duty we felt we owed each other.

My thoughts returned to Daniel. My lips were still hot from hours of making out and just recalling it in my mind quickened my pulse. Sex with him was so intense compared to what I had been used to. He was so vibrant and energetic. After over 20 years of marriage I felt like the art of love making had changed, moved on and left me behind. It was as if Daniel's generation had broken down barriers and enjoyed a carefree devil-may-care attitude in a world where people enjoyed sex in ways my generation wouldn't have dreamed of. Tendrils of excitement moved across my belly and I was eager to have my input in this wonderful new sexual world.

I reviewed the past few hours in my head. Daniel had been serious when he asked if we could try anal sex. My mind was in a whirl, should I try it with him? Would he be disappointed if I didn't? I decided to just let things happen as our sexual relationship developed. He also wanted to shave my pussy smooth and although I quite liked the idea I wondered if it would be better for me to shave it myself. I'd give him my answer tomorrow. Trying to clear my head I drifted into a deep sleep.

Sunday December 22 2013

Looking out the kitchen window I saw that most of the overnight snow had melted. More snow was forecast for the afternoon so I wanted to make a quick trip into the mall in town before it arrived. I had bought Daniel a designer watch for Christmas and I wanted to get it engraved with an inscription adding a personal touch to it. Daniel and James were erecting shelves in the garage as I walked in and announced I was going into town.

'We're going to get a few things too Honey, we can all go together,.' James shouted over the banging of the hammer Daniel was using.

I enjoyed the drive to town with my two boys and on arriving I informed them that I needed to buy some ladies things and would meet them back at the car in an hour. The delight on their faces told me they were happy with this arrangement as I have been known to spend hours in the mall! Having had Daniel's watch engraved and a few bits and pieces bought I met them at the car and the three of us talked and laughed and shared some nice family moments on the drive home.

After Sunday lunch Daniel helped me wash up and when he was sure his father was out of ear shot He said, 'Mom, Have you thought about what I asked you last night? The suspense is killing me.'

'Yes, I have been thinking Daniel and I'm still unsure. I want to make you very happy in the bedroom but I need a little more time to think. I promise you'll have your answer soon, whatever it may be.'

What he didn't realise was that I had already made my decision and hadn't yet figured out how to tell him.

'Ok Mom, he smiled as he hugged me and kissed me on the cheek, 'Take all the time you need.'

Although Daniel and I managed to sneak a few long kisses here and there, the rest of the day was largely uneventful. I was too sleepy to stay up late and went to bed early with Daniel on my mind.

Monday 23 December 2013

Monday mainly followed the same pattern as Sunday with James and Daniel watching sports and doing guy stuff while I wrapped Christmas gifts and placed them under the tree. Daniel and I found it hard going as we couldn't get any opportunity to be together. I went to bed early again feeling sexually frustrated and longed for a chance to be with him.

Tuesday 24 December 2013

I spent most of the day preparing for Christmas and generally keeping myself busy around the house. Snow lay quite thick outside and as evening approached I turned the heating up a few degrees. As we all sat watching the watching the ten o'clock news I went to the kitchen to pour a glass of wine and heard my cell phone beep. Daniel had texted me saying 'Dad sleepy. Can u stay up tonite?' I smiled inwardly as I sent; 'Maybe ;-)' James was almost nodding off as I sat down with my wine. He yawned and said,

'It's been a long day, I think I'll turn in.'

'There's a nice Christmas movie starting that I'd like to see. I'll be up later Honey,' I replied.

'Ok, merry Christmas you two,' he yawned again 'See you in the morning.' and went to bed.

Allowing enough time for James to fall asleep I turned down the volume on the TV, dimmed the lights, moved over to the couch and sat up close to Daniel. Straight away he put his lips on mine and we kissed deeply.

'Whew Mom, It's been killing me these past three days not being able to be alone with you,' he sighed almost in relief.

'I found it difficult too darling,' I replied snuggling into his embrace.

I looked up into his handsome face and kissed him, my tongue flickering across his lips and into his mouth. He pressed against me and I felt his erection on my hip. My pussy was getting wetter by the second and I could barely catch my breath such was my perverted desire for him. Tilting my head back as his lips kissed my throat I felt like I was going to pass out as he whispered, 'I want you so badly Mom.' Crazy with lust I quickly opened my blouse and moaned, 'Take me Daniel, quickly, I can't wait any longer.'

He dropped my blouse to the floor and I lifted his t-shirt up and over his head and threw it on top of my blouse. Kissing his manly chest I rubbed his cock outside his jeans while he opened mine. Slipping his hand inside my panties his fingers found my clit. Pressing gently he went to work on my clitoral hood, rubbing around it in a circular motion driving me wild. I lifted my hips, wanting him to take off my jeans and he obliged by sliding my cotton panties down with them. I kicked them off and opened my legs for him.

Daniel went on to the floor on his knees between my legs and I slid forward towards the edge of the couch to him. His tongue found my pussy and he began to lick slowly just inside my engorged lips. My fingers took over on my clit as he licked and teased my pussy. 'You're so creamy and wet Mom,' he said softly. 'Shh, don't talk,' I moaned pulling his face closer and grinding myself into his tongue. He stood up in front of me and I took his pants down, staring at his thick rigid cock standing up in the air as he sat down and invited me on to it.

Wearing nothing but my bra I straddled him and teased him, sliding my soaking wet pussy all over his manhood. He reached for my breasts and I unhooked my bra and throwing it onto the mounting pile of clothing on the floor I cupped my breasts as his fingertips read my nipples like a lovers Braille. As he licked and sucked my breasts my pussy flooded and my head swam. Sopping wet I positioned myself over his cock and lowered my pussy down to meet his first slow thrust as he entered me. I rode him slowly, building a rhythm until every inch of him was inside me. Daniel groaned and held my hips as I gripped the back of the couch. I increased my pace and slid my pussy up and down his cock, backwards and forwards, faster and faster. 'Ooh Mom, you're making me cum,' he groaned, 'Hold on for just a little longer!' I gasped, riding him furiously. The sound of Daniel calling me 'Mom' while I rode him drove me absolutely wild! My orgasm shot through me and I moaned, 'I'm cumming baby, ooh I'm cumming so hard.' I felt him cum inside me and we writhed and moaned and came together as we breathlessly rode the final erotic waves of ecstasy.

After eventually regaining our composure I slowly stood up, my pussy making a sucking sound as I slid off his cock and flopped down beside him with my bottom on the edge of the couch. Keeping my legs closed I asked,

'Darling can you get Mommy the box of tissues from under the coffee table?'

Daniel reached me the tissues and sensing my embarrassment he said, 'Let me do that Mom.'

Daniel's semen oozed out of my pussy as I spread my legs and allowed him to wipe me with a surprisingly gentle, loving touch. When he had finished I reached for the pile of clothing on the floor and found my panties. I slipped them on and as I reached for my blouse he said, 'Don't Mom, please. You look so beautiful as you are.' Sitting back down beside him wearing only my panties Daniel laid me down and held me in his arms. 'That was beautiful Mom, I know I've been dying for you for a few days but you were like a wildcat! Whatever happened to sensible Mommy? He smiled.

'She turned into your sex-starved girlfriend when you kissed her,' I laughed, softly kissing his lips. 'I wanted you so badly too darling, you really set me off tonight and I guess I threw caution to the wind.'

We talked on in hushed voices and Daniel kissed my forehead, I kissed his nose, he kissed my eyes, I kissed his ear, he kissed my lips and we lay there naked, making out until the small hours.

Chasing Daniel off to bed I tidied up the room and took a small gift card from the bureau and wrote a short message. Sealing it in its little envelope and taping it to the box containing his watch I placed it under the tree and went to bed.

Continued in Chapter 2.