The more Haruka told her of the past, the fonder his expression grew. At some point, she just stopped listening to the story and focused on his expression. Though Haruka smiles, there is something different about his current smile. She likes it when he smiles like this. Ah, Lila wonders since when? Since when did she think of only Haruka. Her thoughts previously were all consumed with just Kiryu and music are now solely about Haruka.
When Lila first started this journey, there were many things she didn't know. She was uncertain and confused about many things. A world without Kiryu, it felt like her whole life was falling apart. Soichiro locking her up the way he did, did not make it better for her. It only made her weaker. From time to time whenever she's in a particular place for too long alone with nobody in sight. Lila panics and has a breakdown.