Chapter 38 (A)

It had been another week since Ryan’s birthday and in that span of period I received few more of the pictures and they were of the New Year party when Ryan and I were in the car.

First thing I wondered was why didn’t they send me those pictures first but then I realized that it was hard to make Ryan’s face in that picture. Though you could tell it was Ryan but it took a very observing eye to recognize him. So, I concluded that maybe that was the reason because they wanted to properly scare me and I was scared.

I wanted to tell Ryan but I couldn’t. I was afraid of his reaction too. If this was going to send up blown away in our faces then I wanted every last second of it. Yeah, it was selfish but I couldn’t process without him. I needed him with me.