18+ << Courage of the heart >>18+

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SCENES DEPICTED IN THIS CHAPTER ARE THOSE OF A STRONG SEXUAL NATURE. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

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Cassidy's POV:

He sat there staring at me like I had hit him with somethin, an then. I realized that what I had said probably shocked him. I looked deep into his eyes, an moved his legs down flat from bein crouched up to his chest. As I crawled up his legs to sit on his lap he never moved, or blinked. "Ryan," I said softly.

His eye lids fluttered fast an he looked down at my lips. I will admit this feeling I have for him is really overwhelming. He looked as shocked as I was when I realized I really do love him. Lifting my hands I run them threw his hair an across his jaw. To his chin, an lips, then leaned in ta kiss him.

The feeling was like fire, and I couldn't stop, I didn't want too. This crazy man has won my heart, maybe he was sort of a miracle worker. "Ryan are you ok," I asked him.

He drew in a huge breath like he was dying, "my god Cassidy," was all he said before he hugged me.

He pulled me into his chest, kissing my lips sending shivers right threw me. Beth was right Prince Charming dose make ya feel special. My hands ran around him hugging him back that second I was feeling like there was nothing else.

He set his face in my neck an I ran my hand up to his hair closing my eyes. Took a deep breath an backed up, as he frowned I kissed his lips. Then backed up again, my courage spiralling and I wasn't gonna waste it. "Ryan, I need ta show you somethin," I said.

He opened his eyes and watched me carefully, as I set my hands on the bottom of my shirt. I then pulled it up slowly, taking it off. His eyes never leave mine until I look down at the scars all over my front. I take a deep breath and look up at him again.

His eyes trail down my chest heatedly slow, over my breasts. They run down to my stomach, and he gazes over the scars slashed everywhere. His eyes flick back up to mine looking more heated than ever, and I frown. "Huuuu, don't you see them," I ask my voice shaky.

"I see, probably thee most beautiful woman I've ever seen, an tha only thing I wanna do is, make love to her, huuuu," he whispers out deep an sexy.

Tears sting my eyes and that pivotal moment, spreads threw me like lava. His hands run up my thighs to my hips an he squeezes them. His touch seems to burn flame over me. Then he runs his fingers up touching each scar with the tips of his fingers.

"Let me make love to you, let me savour every inch of you," he whispers huskily.

"Huuuuuu," I breath out closing my eyes.

Slowly he moves forward, I watch him watching me, as his lips dangerously move towards me. I stiffen in anticipation as they get extremely close, but instead of the contact he lingers. His breath teasing my skin, I start to quake like a leaf. My breath hitching in my throat as he finally soft as a feather kisses my shoulder at the base of my neck.

"Do you have any idea how much I want you Cassidy Jenson," he whispers against my neck.

I groan out as his words take over making my head spin. "Huuuu, I, um, n, no I don't," I whisper breathlessly.

His hands slide up my sides an into my hair, his eyes looking very dark and heated.  As he looks into mine, making desire pool in my stomach. "Very much, an if you let me, I'll show how much," he whispers.

"Huuu, yes," I whisper, shuttering from his touch.

Suddenly we're lifting off tha floor an he stands me on my feet. Not so sure I can stay upright I grip his biceps. So strong an hot, his hands run down to my hips an he pulls me into him. His erection pushing inta my stomach, my god he's not small. His lips meet mine in a slow feathery kiss, slowly I run my hands down his arms.

I grab his shirt bottom an start to slide it up he lets go moving his arms up to let me take it off. I toss it to tha floor with mine, then look at his chest spreading my hands over it. He breaths out, his eyes droopy with desire, and then he turns us so I'm standing against the wall.

He moves away and over to a dresser looking thing with no drawers. Lifting the lid I can see it's a record player, he pulls out a record an places it on. Conway Twitty begins playing an I shiver as he walks back to me. His hands run over my hips, his thumbs over the skin just above my jeans.

He sways me to the music, an leans down kissing my neck. His hands running to my butt an gently massages it in his hands. Holding me tightly against him, the contact of his chest on mine sending my heart pounding.

My hands run up his arms feeling every curve of muscle towards his hair. My fingers run into its soft, unruly wave, gripping it gently as I lean my head over letting him run up to my jaw. So soft and tinglingly delicious he moves towards my lips. Capturing them in his, my mind goes blank as he dances me backwards.

I feel the bed behind my legs an just when I think he's gonna push me down onto it. His lips leave mine and run across the other side of my jaw. Reaching my earlobe he swirls his tongue around it then sucks it in his mouth. I gasp out a breath as shocks run threw to the pit of my stomach. His hands run up my back to my shoulders, hooking his fingers over them as he trails down my neck.

Feathery lips trail to my collar bone and then I feel his tongue running across it. Leaving a hot trail blazing, then back across to the dip in my neck. A sudden rush runs threw me an I moan as his tongue flattens, an runs up to my chin finishing with a kiss on my lips. Slowly he drops his head back down circling the dip again with his tongue and runs across my other collar bone.

Trailing his lips down over my chest from side to side, giving me goosebumps everywhere. He gets to the top of my breasts above my bra and my back arches. He turns us slowly so he is against the bed running his tongue along the side of my bra. Then his tongue runs up along the skin between them, as he sits down. Slowly his hands run up to my bra an he unhooks it, his eyes burning into mine.

Slow and steady paced he reaches up an slides the straps down, letting the cups of it draw across my nipples. They pucker and I can feel my knees weaken, he's driving me crazy. I try to move onto his lap but he lifts his head. Gripping my hips, "stay still, I'm not done," he groans out.

"Huuu Huu, uhhhuuu," I breath out a moan.

My bra drops to tha floor an I hear his breath hitch in his throat, sliding his hands from my hips. The contact of them rough but soft running up under my breasts sends me spinning more. His lips are suddenly the focal point as they draw circles around my nipples like a bullseye. Torturous heated an making me tingle from head to toe.

I can hear the next song start to play, The Rose, as he takes my one nipple in his lips softly swirling his tongue around it. My body tenses an stiffens, the desire building deep inside me. His lips trail across to the other nipple as he holds my breasts softly in his hands. Tongue swirling around it winding me tighter than a jack in tha box.

Skimming down my sides with his hands, my jeans button opens an the zipper silently gives way. His lips trailing down my ribs, as he slowly slides from tha bed to his knees. He reaches my belly button an swirls his tongue around in it. Making me forget that I do have scars, my heart thunders pumping blood rushing threw my veins.

His hands wander over my hips and back as he moves down torturously in the dip of my open zipper. Softly, hypnotically he moves my jeans down his lips land on my hip bone and he skims his tongue over it then nips the skin. It zaps threw me an my head drops back as my hands land in his hair. Gripping it as he slides his lips across the top of my panties. My jeans reaching my ankles and he helps me step out of them.

Slowly his lips kiss the skin of the top of my thigh and he nips there too, both legs. Direct tingles to my pulsing tightly wound desire inside. Then my panties give way as his tongue slides across where the top of them were across my abdomen. He slides his legs further apart around my feet and makes his way down to my pelvic bone burning across to the patch of hair I leave.

I groan my head dropping back again as he tugs on it gently. Tightening my fingers in his hair, and he looks up at me eyes blazing with heat. I look down at him watching them as he leans in and so head spinning slow dips his tongue in over my clit. He groans against it igniting flames threw my veins, the tension building. My knees start to shake and he grips my butt holding me tight as he moves in farther.

"Uh huuuuu," I groan breathlessly begging for him to release me.

His tongue slips threw the folds of my entrance an glides over it. The shock tightening me even more, I can't stand it anymore "Oh my god Ryan huuu please," I achingly moan.

Softly his one hand runs over my hip and up the inside of my thigh. There shaking as he backs his tongue up to my clit, sucking it in and his long finger glides inside me. He curls it around seeking my sensitive gspot, he finds it and I quiver more. My body is ready to buckle as his tongue tortures my clit, I can feel my orgasm. It's trying to rip me apart as he persecutes my insides. My hips bucking against him I grab on to his hair an he groans again. That doses me in "OHHHHH GOD," I yell.

The flame rips threw me as my orgasm hits me, he slows his torture and slowly kisses up my body. My breathing wracking threw me, as he cups my breasts again. Each nipple taken into his mouth with care driving my body into vibrations.

Standing up I hear his zipper open and he captures my lips, softly running his tongue in with mine. He pulls me against him again and I can feel his hot body against me. His erection so hard and pulsing against my stomach. He turns us around and lifts me taking me back on the bed.

"Hoooo, I want to burry my self deep inside you Cassidy," he growls as he lays me on the pillow.

"Huuuu, please," whimpers outta my mouth with no sane thought.

He catches my lips again and then kneels up, reaching to his drawer beside the bed. Bringing a condom package to his lips he rips it open. I watch as he moves his hands to put it on and see the extent of his dick. "Huu," I breath out my eyes widen.

"I'll be gentle," he whispers.

He moves over me leaning on one hand his other hand guiding his erection over my entrance and positions it. Leaning down he kisses me again pressing extremely slow into me. My hands run up his arms to his shoulders an his neck as he sinks inside me. Filling me excruciating full, my subconscious is screaming YES, as I raise my legs up around his hips.

My breathing quickens and I arch my chest into his. "Uuuuuuuuhhhhuuu," I breath out.

"Huuuu, fuck your so tight," he groans against the skin of my neck by my ear.

His breathing matching mine as he slowly eases back with exquisite slowness. He groans an thrusts forward again. "You ok," he whispers.

"Ooooh fffffuck," is all I can manage.

Reaching up to grip the pillow as he draws back again. Suddenly he's on his elbows and his weight is on me as he glides his hips back and in again. Setting an earth shattering pace, my hips matching his snapping that desire back tight. Mercilessly he picks up the pace and I stiffen arching to him quivering, sweat sheens over both of us.

There is only, him, only me as we are now crashing together our body's sliding together like one. No other thoughts as I spiral out of control in his arms.

Ryan's POV:

She climaxes again sending my dick nuts with the feeling, rearing up more kissing her lips. Panting and grunting my climax near as I squeeze my muscles all over my body holding on to what's left of sanity. Her body laying shivering beneath me as I hold on to make her climax again. I hold my self up on one hand driving into her as I softly run my hand other over her breast an nipple.

I gently roll it between my fingers an she stiffens again. Her tight muscles clenching around my dick, driving me farther. My eyes open to see hers dropping and sparkling her brow furrows as she tightens again and I can feel it coming. Leaning down to her neck, running my hands behind her and over her shoulders holding them tight as I burn into her.

"OH GOD RYAN," she screams as I thrust again.

I shatter as she climaxes around the world stops spinning and explodes as I pour into her my own orgasm taking over. Chests heaving, sweat pouring, hearts pounding, and we collapse as I kiss her lips again. Kissing across her jaw to her ear, "I love you," I whisper.

She shivers an wraps her arms around me "I love you too," she whispers back.

My heart feels as though it will explode with those words. I fall to the bed taking her with me keeping her in my arms. Take the condom off tie it an toss it in the trash can by the bed. She lays against my chest as I run my hand over her arm softly. She shivers and I kick the blanket up with my foot to cover us both. Breathing slowing as we lay breathless in each others arms, and legs tangled as one.