all I am to you? a damaged soul?

Name: Rachel Stacy O'Connell

Stage name: raven Angelica

Sibling: Camille

Age: 23

Education: cras community college

Birthday: February 14,1993

Appearance: ombré pink hair, brown eyes, pale skin

Career: singer/ musician

Side job: tattoo artist

Friends: Camille, bill, Elijah,marcel,

Boyfriend: Eric Northman

Instruments: guitar, bass, drums, piano, violin, viola, sax

Species: hybrid raven( not a bird: new species)

Vehicle: 78 custom mustang

Style: gothic, punk, rock n roll

Tattoos: flower mandala half sleeve( right forearm/arm), flower( right hand)

Piercings: nose ring

Yeah I, am O'Connell but I don't care. I'm happy about what I do. And who I am. And I'm very happy with my boyfriend. I met him over tour. And I found out he's a vampire that just makes me love him even more. And he has only bitten me once, it was the second week after he asked me to be his girlfriend. For one my reaction was, hell yes.

But it was on my birthday and things became a little heated, we kept clothes genius. But no, it was a weird makeout session.

Moving on meaning, today is my birthday and Eric is on a travel. I don't know where. But I miss him. We live together, and I know everything which is planned. He sleeps in the basement and my room is on the first floor. So if he needs anything he knows where I am.

Monday,February 14

My birthday/Valentine's Day

At the shop

Lunch break

I heard Tiana, " hey I'm going on break be back in a few." I said, " okay. Bye Tiana." She walked to the door, " oh hi there. She's right over there." I was about to ask Tiana but she left when I heard the door shut. I hummed a little tune I didn't know which one though, that's when I heard, " what are you drawing there?"

I knew exactly whose voice that was I screamed and jumped up from my chair, " Eric" I jumped to him, " when did you get back?" He smiled hugging me back, me compared to him I'm short af, but not with heels.

He smiled, " this morning I wanted to surprise you." I smiled, " I missed you so much. How was your trip?" He smiled fanged, " it was good, how are you my beautiful birthday valentine." I blushed red as a cherry. " better now that you're here. So thanks for making my Monday way better."

He smiled, " you know, it's your birthday. Along with Valentine's Day." I asked, " Eric what are trying to get at?" He smiled and I know that smile, it had this cuteness yet, sexiness, and we'll goo goo eyes. " Eric?" He smiled, and playfully nibble at my neck, " will you be my date to diner?"

I asked sarcastically, " are you asking me to be diner or to go out?" He smirked, " maybe both." I looked to him and sat back down in my chair. " I can ask Tiana if I can get off of work early. Until then, wait how the hell are you out in the sunlight and not burning dammit Eric!"

I checked for any burn marks, " I found a solution to the sunlight." He showed me a ring, " wow the infamous daylight ring. Letting vampires walk in daylight." He smiled, " so no burns. And it's not silver." I said, " amen to that."

After work

Back home

Eric and I are going out for diner. And I'm very happy about it.

After diner

We started to walk back home, I took off my heels, " you alright?" I said, " yeah. What about you?" He picked me up bridal style " better now." I punched him in the shoulder. " I love you." I rolled my eyes, " I love you to." I then heard my phone ringing, " hello?"

I heard my sister, " hey sorry to bother you but can you come over to my house later." I asked, " sure why? Everything alright?" She had a panic in her voice, " sure? I really don't know right now other than this is freaking me out." I asked, " where are you now?"

She said, " okay. I'm at home right now. But I don't how to explain this." I asked, " your not in danger are you?" She said, " I have no idea right now." I said, " be there in a few minutes." I hung up Eric asked, " everything alright."

I replied, " no that was my sister calling me, she sounded freaked out and she's at home. But I don't know." He said, " we can go there if you want." I asked, " please." He nodded and we headed over to my sisters house. I haven't seen her in four months but I still talk to her.

Ten minutes later

We got to my sisters apartment and when I knocked on the door, she opened it, " oh thank god it's just you." I asked, " yeah, can we come in." She said, " yeah. You can come in." So we walked in and when that was done she shut the door, " okay I haven't seen you this jittering in Ever. What's wrong?" She said, " there was a animal attack. Cheshire." I said, " you don't think it's?"

She said, " no. He covers his tracks." Eric then asked me, " what's going on?" Camille said, " there was another animal attack tonight. But this was planned, there was no struggle."

I said, " they were compelled?" She said, " yeah, his name is still not found, but he was 32 years old, male. Who would target one of them unless-" I said, " no. He's dead. Ever since Klaus killed him." She said, " we don't know if a copycat or what. Just stay alert."

I said, " hold up- how are you-" she cut me off, " don't ask me how but thank god I am." I said, " so your human or?" She said, " half dead half mortal." I said, " that's actually really flipping cool. If you think about it."

She said, " yeah but I still have to survive on-" before she said it she shuddered. " it's alright I understand. But is there any other leads to this?" She said, " first one tonight." I sighed, " damn. Okay. Keep in touch." She nodded, then I had a lightbulb pop, " don't even try to ask. He doesn't know I'm alive."

I said, " okay cami. I love you to death, but no offense are you serious right now?" She said, " I still don't know how to speak to him. Besides he's got a lot on his head. With Hayley being a mom him being a dad." I squealed, " did she have the baby?" She nodded, " eee. This is so adorable."

She said, " really quick, happy birthday bug bug." I smiled, " thank you cami." She then handed me a bag. " open it." I did and squealed when I saw it. It was a jacket from blackcraft. I love it. " thank you thank you." I gave her a hug, " thank you." She smiled, " you should head home though it's getting late." I smiled, " don't worry. Just stay inside, and be safe."

She said, " thanks. Happy birthday and happy anniversary you two." I smiled I might have forgotten that this year will be four years since we have been together. I met Eric when I was twenty years old. And now I'm twenty four.

Home

We got back home, and fml. So on the way home, I had to tell him I accidentally forgot about that, and he told me he forgot to so I don't feel as bad now. " I say we watch horror movies." He said, " alright. You grab the movies and I will grab you a snack." I laughed, so we are sorta different in personality, but that's what we love about each other.

My offutt:

Half way through the movie

I fort Eric cuddling next to my arm, " Eric my arm is going numb. Can I have my arm back?" He let go and awkward side hugged me, " my crazy boyfriend whom I love." He smiled fanged, " Eric? Babe." He looked to me, when ever one he expose his fangs, he's either a-drunk, b- not himself, or c- he hasn't fed in over a few months.

And if I am right he hasn't fed in a few months, I'm gonna be pissed. I understand that most can control their hunger. But I worry about him and his well being. Plus I don't wanna lose him. "from a vein or bag."

I smacked him in the head. " dammit Eric." He said, " not since the first year I met you." I growled, " eric, ξέρετε καλύτερα από το να το κάνετε αυτό. τουλάχιστον πείτε μου ότι δεν αποζητάτε στο εσωτερικό. Απλά νοιάζω για την ευημερία σας. αλλά υποτίθεται ότι θα ταΐσετε πιθανώς κάθε μήνα ή άλλο μήνα."

He looked to me, when ever I am pissed off, or worried, like over worried, I speak in Greek. He sighed, "Rachel. You know I didn't mean for this." I said, " I understand. I just worry about you. And this scares the s**t out of me half the time. But I just want to be there for you Eric."

He smiled, " you drive me crazy you know." I kissed him, " I love you Eric." He kissed me back, and bit my lip, " Eric-" He looked to me with hunger and lust in his eyes, " I trust you."

He kissed me again, over and over, then there's a part by neck which causes me to have shivers run down my spine and my body become ice cold. Like deathly cold. He whispered in my ear, " easy love."

I felt my face go red, he pulled away slightly looking in my eyes, " it's not gonna hurt is it?" He said, " not the way I do it." I tended up, " do you trust me?" I nodded shaky, He bared his fangs, I'm shaky and nervous I haven't been bitten in three years.

He said, " easy. Just relax." I did, I felt his cold breath against my neck, my heart racing faster than top thrill dragster( my favorite ride), I tensed up when he sunk his fangs into my neck. He moved a bit, I just kept quiet and balled my fist.

I trust Eric but damn this hurts like hellfire. I started to feel weak he bit into my collar bone and I went numb. He then let go, " thank you." I nodded, " no problem, just please take it easy next time."

He nodded, " here." He bit into his wrist, I shook my head no, " I'll be alright." He looked to me, " I promise."