52. Apologizing

It's okay, Champagne, you can do this. Yes, I just want to make him understand that I didn't say those things specifically because I cared about Rowan. I said them because I didn't want him to worry about me."

I've been saying this to myself for over ten minutes now, pacing back and forth between my bed and door. I just can't seem to take a step out of the door!

"Stop overthinking this, champagne!" I silently scream to myself. "Just go and tell him what you need to!" How is it so hard, when it's actually so simple!

This is our first time fighting so I don't really know how to approach the situation. But I know honesty is always best, and it's always better to not drag out such fights. The longer we take to sort things out, the more we will hurt each other.