A Break Up (?)

Jules pov

       I felt numb.

My entire mind felt blank and a sinking feeling was in my stomach.

Is this how it feels to experience a breakup?

I've never had many friends throughout my entire life. The ones I managed to have, we were never that close, and we were friends until my entire life got turned upside down and I had to flee for my life.

Taylor was the most significant friend I've ever made, along with Josh.

Perhaps that's why I'm feeling this way, like everything is dying inside of me. 

It's still hard to come to terms with the fact that Taylor still remained adamant till the very last moment.

After he realized that I was being serious when I said we shouldn't be friends anymore, he asked me to do whatever I wanted.

Of course, that hasn't been what I expected to hear, so it felt like another slap to the face. 

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