6

It's been 4 days and I've been staying at my dad's place. I met up with my friends since I'll be leaving to Japan to celebrate with my family. My flight will be tomorrow. I went inside Ash's house, since we'll be hanging out here.

"Hey," I greeted them. 

"Bro!" Ash smiled and hugged me.

"Bukas na flight mo diba?" Ani Nash at umakbay sa'kin.

"Yep," I just smiled.

"Oh, by the way, we heard that you made out with Karina. Ano? Masarap pa rin ba?" Tanong ni Nic.

I glared at Zed and Gio and raised my middle finger. T*ngina. They already told the boys about it. F*ck.

"Wait, you made out with your ex? Dude, you need to pray." Sabi naman ni Zayne at tumawa.

"Dude, shut up," I rolled my eyes and leaned on the kitchen counter. "Who cares if we made out. Hindi naman natuloy." 

"So nasayangan ka pa? Do you really want to have s*x with your ex?" tumawa si Sky.

"Shut up, Sky. Hindi ako nasayangan. I'm regretting it." I licked my lower lip.

"So bro. Wala talaga? Hindi kayo ha?" Sam asked.

"Oo nga eh," pilit ko pa.

Napailing nalang silang lahat at may sariling mundo. I bit the insides of my cheeks to stop myself from smiling as I remembered how cute Jace was nung ang nagtaray sya.

"By the way, I asked Cole, Fellicia, Mat, and KARINA. To come over." Nic smirked while looking at me. I sighed and nodded.

"I also asked kuya Migs, Trixie and Ian to come over." singit ni Zayne.

"Ian?" I looked at him.

"Yeah. I heard he's part of your dance team so I think you would get along." he shrugged.

"Ohh.. okay," I just scratched my nose and sat on the couch.

After a while, dumating na nga sila. Nagulat pa akong kasama ni Fellicia si Patricia. They're bestfriends, I know. Pero hindi kami nag-uusap ni Patricia after that accident. She didn't even look at me. Saka niya na ata ako pinansin nang tabihan ako ni Karina.

"Hi babe," she jokingly said.

"Shut up," natawa ako ng mahina.

"So... kumusta? Masarap ba?" She whispered in my ear, laughing hardly.

"Karina Salvacion!" I yelled.

She laughed at my reaction, "What?"

"HOY! ANONG MASARAP HA?!" Sigaw ni Zed.

"Wala!" sigaw ko pabalik.

"Weh? Pinaguusapan niyo ba 'yong near s*x nyo?" natawa si Gio.

"T*ngina mo talaga! G*go ka!" I yelled at him and threw a pillow at him.

"WHAT!? YOU MADE OUT WITH MY KUYA?!" Patricia yelled.

We all turned to her. I sighed and bit my lip. Napatingin ako kay Karina at pulang-pula sya. She looked so embarrassed because of Patricia's reaction.

I stood up and walked towards her, "Pat, Let me ex-"

"No! I'll tell dad about this! Kaya ba iniiwasan mo kami dahil inuuna mo 'yang ex mo?! Do you know how much we hate her?!" sigaw niya ulit.

I looked at Karina who's surely embarrassed right now. Nic told her to go to the guest room for a while, which she did.

"So, what kuya? Are you eloping with her?" Patricia asked me directly.

"What the f*ck, Pat? Ganyan na ba ang tingin mo sa'kin?" I was hurt.. and disappointed.

"Yes! After you chose another family than us?! Ano ba ang ginawa sa'yo ni daddy, ha? Why do you hate him so much?!" she yelled almost crying.

"Don't even go there, Patricia Lindsey. I don't want to talk about that." I said sternly.

"NO! TELL ME!" nagpumilit siya which made me lose my temper.

"For f*ck's sake, Patricia! He ruined my family! Kung hindi pinagsamantalahan ng tatay mo 'yung nanay ko, hindi sana masisira pamilya namin!" I yelled.

She bit her lip in pain. I know masakit para sa kaniya na sisihin ko ang daddy niya. But I couldn't stop myself..

"Kung hindi ka nila nabuo... Kumpleto pa sana kami.. I could've been with both of my parents, Pat. Hindi sana ako ganito. Hindi sana ako pumipili ng side." I started to cry when she cried.

"I'm not blaming you. It just... It f*cking hurts to see my parents apart... Hindi mo 'yun naiintindihan kasi kumpleto kayo. If you only knew how much I tried to be a good son to your dad.. But he never showed me love. Lagi niyang sinasabi na katulad ko raw si dad. Palpak raw ako. Lagi niya akong sinasaktan Pat. But you never knew kasi he never showed you. You can't blame me if I hate your dad so much. He might be a good dad to you, but not to me." I cried and went to the guest room.

I knew Patricia was crying hard knowing the truth. I also know how much her words hurt Karina. I went to Karina for comfort. After a while, she ended up sleeping. I went out of the room. Pat couldn't look me in the eye. So am I. Tumabi ako kay Trixie at isinandal ang ulo ko sa balikat niya. 

"Sup?" she looked at me.

"Fine.. i guess?" I answered.

"Come on. Kilala kita. Ano 'yun? Apektado ka pa rin ba?" she looked really concerned.

"Hmm.. yes." I sighed.

She patted my head and brushed my hair using her fingers. Tumingin naman ako kay Ian na nasa harapan na pala namin. Umusog ako ng konti since alam kong ayaw niya kaming magtabi ni Trixie. Napatitig ako kay Ian, halatang nagseselos.

I smirked and patted his shoulder. I stood up going towards Sam and Ash. I took Sam's canned beer and drank it. I just laughed when he complained.

"I thought we're enjoying," Lumapit si Zayne. Mukhang nabobored na.

"We will be enjoying," Nic said, carrying a bucket of San Miguel flavored beer.

"Buti nalang may mini bar kami dito. If not, then it'll be really boring." He patted Zayne's shoulder as all of us went inside the mini bar.

Isahan kami ng table at tabi tabi pa. Nagkukuwentuhan kami ng kung ano ano. But despite the happiness, 'di ko pa rin nakakausap si Pat. I stood up to get Karina. I'm sure gising na yun.

Paalis na sana ako nang hilain ako ni Pat. I looked at her which made my expression soften.

"Kuya..." I can see how teary she is.

"Hey," I smiled softly.

"I'm sorry..." she said breaking down to tears.

"Hey.. it's fine." I hugged her and kissed her forehead.

"I should've listened to you first before judging you." she frowned, I just chuckled.

"It's fine, hmm? I'll be back. Go have fun. Pupuntahan ko lang si Karina." I smiled at her.

Hinila niya ako ulit which made me confused. She was frowning.

"Kayo na ulit?" Biglang tanong niya.

"I- silly.. hindi no." I laughed and patted her head.

Umalis na ako pagkatapos. Pinuntahan ko si Karina sa guest room. I knew it, she was awake already. I went to her and sat beside her.

"Hey," I smiled.

"Hi," she smiled softly.

"Are you okay?" I asked her.

"Yeah... I mean she telling the truth." she bit her lip.

"Hey.. you know she doesn't mean it. Nadala lang yun sa galit. She just love her dad so much." I patted her back.

She smiled at me and kissed my cheek. My smile dropped and bit my lip. Hindi ako kinikilig. I'm feeling guilty... And I don't know why.

"Tara na? Asan ba sila?" she stood up.

"Uhm.. nasa mini bar." I smiled and leaded the way.

Kinabukasan, it was my flight. I was with the boys since gusto raw nila akong ihatid. Ang tahimik lang namin sa loob. I looked at Zed who looked like he had an idea.

"Guys! What about let's make a bet!" sigaw pa ni Zed.

"Sure," ani Nic habang nagdadrive.

"Pero si Lux lang gagawan ng bet," Sky said and smirked.

"What the? That's f*cking unfair." I scoffed making them laugh.

"Don't worry dude, bibigyan ko rin yan ng dare habang wala ka." Sabi naman ni Sam.

"Whatever. So ano yung bet?" I asked them.

"Have s*x with Karina. Total sasama siya sa Japan, diba?" Gio smirked.

"T*ngina mo, ang baboy! I'm going there to celebrate Christmas, not to f*ck around!" I complained.

Natawa lang silang lahat at nanahimik saglit para mag-isip.

"How about... find out Jace's feelings?" Sky suddenly asked.

Lahat kami napatingin sakaniya then nalipat sakin. I raised my arms up signaling them na wala akong alam sa sinasabi ni Sky.

"Dude.. what do you mean?" Ash asked.

"Right. Y'all are dense." he chuckled.

"Bro, just spill it." Sam said.

"Fine. Hindi niyo ba napapansin na laging nakatitig si Jace kay Lux? Specially nung una natin siyang nakita sa bar. He looked like a jealous boyfriend nung magkasama si Lux at Trixie." He explained.

"You're just assuming." I said and crossed my arms.

"No, I'm not. Lux, I'm not as dense as you. I asked him since it was too obvious." he spilled.

"So... he likes me? No.. That will never happen." I shrugged.

"Then, don't believe me. My bet will be.." he stated.

"What?" I looked at him.

"Make him confess. Flirt with him." Sky smirked knowing that I would never do such thing.

"Seriously? Lux would never do that." Zayne chuckled.

"Really? Oh.. I thought he's so interested and curious enough to know." he said sarcastically.

He's right. I'm curious and I wanna know the truth badly. I guess I have to do the bet. It's a deal.

"Deal." I said out of no where.

"HA?!" They all yelled while Sky was chuckling.

I sighed in defeat. Curiosity really kills me. I hate that.

Mamaya't maya ay nakadating na kami sa airport. I waved at them goodbye as I went inside the airport. I lined up for the plane. I sat beside the window which made me happy. Natulog lang ako buong flight. It was a quick flight kaya my nap was enough. Pagkababa ko ng eroplano, dumeretsyo na ako sa labas ng airport to meet with my family. I looked out for them. Nang makita ko sila, napansin ko na kasama rin nila si Karina. I ran to them and hugged them. This is the third Christmas that I will be spending with them.

「WARNING 18+ CONTENT AHEAD 」

-I forgot to add a warning the last chapter so here it goes. Anyways, if you're not comfortable with this kind of content, kindly skip the part. That's all, thank you!

We went to the hotel first before going out to eat lunch. I shared a room with Karina. I asked them na si Justin nalang kasama ko but they told me na nakareserba na yung kwarto para sa'kin at kay Karina. Wala naman akong choice kaya pumayag ako.

"Okay, mauuna na kami sa hotel. Kayo na bahala kung anong gagawin nyo okay?" sabi ni Dad.

"Goodbye lovebirds!" sabi naman ni Chloe.

I sighed while Karina was laughing. I just chuckled and looked at her.

"Okay babe, kumusta ka?" She said half joking.

"I'm fine." I smiled.

"Balik na rin tayo sa hotel. Wala na rin naman akong gagawin. Let's go?" aniya at umakbay sa'kin.

"Let's go," sabi ko.

Bumalik na kami sa hotel at nagpahinga. She took a shower first before I did. I was scrolling through my phone when she finished. I looked at her but quickly looked away when I realize na nakatowel lang pala siya. I bit my lip trying to focus on my phone. I know napansin niya yun since nilapitan niya ako after she wore her underwear. She was like wearing a swimsuit. 

"Ayos ka lang ba?" nakangiting tanong niya.

"Yes," simpleng sagot ko.

"Hmm.. okay then." she said giggling.

Sinuot nya na ang oversized shirt niya and her shorts. Nagtaka ako kung bakit yun ang isinuot niya na ang lamig naman. I turned my attention at her and laughed.

"Hindi ka ba giniginaw?" I asked her.

"Bakit? Magpapainit ka?" I know she was joking, but the way she said it... it was flirtatious. 

"I.. we.. can," I just looked away.

I cleared my throat before continuing my words, "Kape tayo?" 

"Hindi ganung pagpapainit," she bit her lip and went to me.

"Paano ba?" nagtanong ako kahit na alam ko naman kung anong tinutukoy nito.

She sat on my stomach and kissed me. I couldn't move.. It was like.. I was letting her take over me. When she bit my lip, I groaned and started to kiss her back. I was caressing her hips as I was kissing her. She took over our kiss, letting her deepen it. We stopped kissing to catch our breath.

"Ganon," she said biting her lip.

I flipped our position, now making her lay down on my bed. I kissed her again.. with passion. Nawala na ako sa katinuan when I begun to massage her mountains. I continued to kiss her even though she was moaning. I shushed her so no one could hear. I pinched her n*pple while my kisses were trailing down to her neck. I left mark on her chest so it can be easily hidden. 

I kissed her again when I trailed my hand down to her clothed womanhood. I saw how she bit her lip just to contain her moan. Afterwards, I slid my hand inside her shorts and panties. I gently rubbed her cl*t making her moan a bit louder. I covered her mouth to stop her. I played with her cl*t using my index finger before sliding one finger inside her.

"Fuck! Lux.." she moaned loudly. 

I bit my lip hoping no one heard it. Our room was next to my parents. Using my other hand, I slid two fingers in her mouth so she would moan silently. I started to thrust my finger inside of her. I continued to thrust my finger until I added one more. She wanted to scream. I know that since she grabbed the sheets. I just ignored it and continued to thrust my fingers inside of her, faster. I curled my fingers to pleasure her more.

"Ohh fuck!" she screamed when I took my fingers off of her mouth.

I continued to finger fuck her while I raised her shirt and sucked her br*ast. I did that alternately. I sucked her br*ast while thrusting my fingers. 

"Ahh! I'm coming!" she yelled which made me pull my fingers out.

Saka na ako bumalik sa katinuan when I stood up. I looked at her at blushed. Not because kinikilig ako sa nangyari, but because I was embarrassed of what I did. I regret it.

"U-uh... Tulog na tayo," I was panicking then laid down.

She looked at me, biting her lip trying to stop her smile. She nodded and went to her bed.

"Goodnight, hun." she laughed.

"Night.." I said and hid myself under the blanket.

What the f*ck just happened? What the fuck did we just do? I... I finger fucked her..

Nakatulog naman ako after thinking about what happened last night. I woke up at 7 am and looked at her. I sighed as I saw her sleeping peacefully. I looked at my phone. It's December 24. It's christmas tomorrow. I stood up and took a bath. I dressed something warm since masyadong malamig. When I went out of the bathroom, my phone notified. I checked it and it was a text from Jace.

jaceaugustin: Hey, kamusta na:))

I smiled at his dm. I replied at him immediately.

luxphinx: doing good. you?

jaceaugustin: Eto, namimiss ka. 

I bit my lip when he replied that. It gave me butterflies... He... misses me? No way.

jaceaugustin: I mean, wala kasing magaling na trainer dito no! sayo lang ako natututo ng maayos. Sila Tristan naman kasi, puro kagaguhan

luxphinx: don't worry, I'll be back after new year. :)

jaceaugustin: Ang tagal pa nun:(

Lalo kitang mamimiss.

I blushed when it notified.

jaceaugustin: Tanga! d madelete!

luxphinx: that's fine. obvious naman na miss mo ako. ;)

jaceaugustin: Bye na nga!

I laughed at what I said but also realized that I was blushing. What the f*ck was I feeling.

"Lux? Good morning." Karina greeted as soon as she woke up.

"Good morning." I smiled at her.

"Do you have any plans today?" she asked and yawned.

"Nope, maybe roam around Japan?" I told her.

"How about... date tayo?" she suddenly asked me.

Date? Me? Karina? Date with my ex? What should I say...

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