10:

"Taehyungie, thank you for meeting me." I said flashing a grateful smile, he had every reason not to come and I know he isn't here working. He nodded slowly and then asked me to go outside with him because he wanted to talk to me about something in private.

"I have a perfect place if you want privacy." I smiled and started dragging him somewhere, it wasn't that far away, we got there hand in hand only five minutes later. It was an old nursery, romantic I know but it doesn't give off creepy vibes, it's relaxing and I like it. I found it about a year ago and never showed anybody, it was somewhere where I could be alone and I didn't want anybody disturbing me.

"Jungkookie-" He tried to start off with a sad vibe, I cut him off with a kiss, "Be my boyfriend." I said the moment I retreated so he couldn't say anything. I didn't want him to misunderstand me and then break my heart before I could even explain.

He stood in silence staring at so I tried explaining, "I've been so horrible to you all these years because I didn't want to except that I was gay, my parents were a big help in this always telling me how useless and burdening I am and it took an effect on me that led me to taking out my sadness and depression on you because I felt that you were the cause of it. That's not an excuse for what i did to you for all these years, I know, I have no excuse that could possibly make up for all the suffering I've put you through. But please understand, I didn't know what else to do. I was immature and ungrateful for everything that you put up with, and now I have the nerve to ask you something like this when you probably hate me more then anything else in the world. I want you, not because you're good in bed but because I love you."

"....n-no, no you can't just do that! I was about to tell you to get lost and now you're coming with this?! Of course I want to be your boyfriend! I've been in love with you since freshmen year of fucking highschool but now?! It's too late y-you can't just come here and expect everything to be fine. I understand, I really do, you were being manipulated to hate me by your own feelings but I... I can't just forgive you just like that i-i need time Jungkook-ah!"

"How much time?...." I asked softly, I was relieved but sad at the same time, "I dont- I don't know just time! I love you, I do, but just leave me alone for a few days," Taehyung explained then turned around back facing me, "Just... just hang in there, okey? And don't die again, please you have no idea how much that hurts."

"I can't promise that...." I whispered but I think he heard me, I heard him let out a held back sob then he straight up run away from me.

Taehyung's perspective:

"I can't promise that...." He whispered just loud enough for me to hear, and that was the last straw, I couldn't take that. I couldn't stop the tears and a held back sob, I didn't want him to see me like this so I just ran away, I've said what i needed to say, anyway.

Suddenly I bumped into somebody's chest, I honestly don't know where I am and I've just been walking around, I looked up to apologize and saw that it was Namjoon, he had a worried expression on his face probably because of the tears in my eyes. Without thinking I hugged him tightly and just exploded.

"Jungkookie just asked me to be his boyfriend! I don't know what to do, I clearly love him a lot but he hurt me so much hyung!" He of course hugged me back immediately and started rubbing my back softly, "You should say no of course, I can't believe he'd do this to you after knowing he won't survive..." "Won't survive?! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!!" I yelled loudly, he gave me confused and sad face, "He didn't explain?..."

"No what the fuck?! Why would he not survive?!"

"Turns out he's not a vampire, he's a ghost, very similar, but he's held back to earth because he needs you to show him that you love him. After you do, he'll move on, to the next life or just disappear into nothingness," Namjoon explained holding my waist protectively, "I don't think he accepts it yet, not the way he reacted when we figured it out." We? Who the fuck is we?!

"He's going to die?... Again?!" I asked loudly, I could feel that I was starting to have a panic attack and tried to calm down but I couldn't, "Why can't he just stay with for once in this goddamn fucking excuse of a life?!!" I yelled hitting Namjoon's chest repeatedly, "Why can't he stay?! Am I really not enough?!! WHY AM I NEVER ENOUGH?!!!" Like a good hyung Namjoon hugged me and let me cry and scream in his chest even though there were people around us. He hugged me tightly and shushed me softly, I calmed myself down feeling the staring coming from everyone around us.

"Come on, let's go. You don't need this many people staring at you right now."