Quarrel, III

I slowly trotted towards the castle.

Alone.

Just me and my thoughts.

I inhaled the fresh air and filled my lungs to the brim.

"Hah…" 

I slowly let it out.

Sigh.

This is such a drag honestly.

Why do I have to care if a girl likes me or not when I am talking to someone else?

Nah, why did I even think that?

It is really rude.

I agree, it was totally my fault that whatever slight connection or friendship I had with Mai was destroyed.

"Hmm," I let my breath out again.

"Should I light a smoke up?" I said out loud, recalling my days of addiction in my previous life.

Maybe that's why I'm sighing so much.

I don't know.

But somehow, my chest, it's like I can't be sated with what oxygen I am breathing.

Sigh…

I'm seventeen. In this life, I'm still too young to think such things.

"Ah?" I stopped in place, "Ahaha…" I chuckled to myself.