Chapter 19

Did she perhaps getting abused or being bullied by anyone? Is that why she cried last night? I really hope she will tell me what's going on with her? I remembered she said once that her father is hot tempered and she used to be admitted in the hospital due to her father biting. I don't know that she will have scars so much.

Me:" Thanks for letting me know"

Neighbour:" No worries hope you will take care of her well."

Me:" Thank you!"

Then I go back to my house and I was thinking to call Jungwoo or Jonghyun as I'm curious about what that scar is because and why she cried last night. If I called them, they would know that she sleep at my house last night. Maybe I should seek some advice from mom. I took my car key and went to my parent's house.

Me:" MAAAA" I'm shouting like no tomorrow

Mom:" OMG What's wrong with you are you crazy?"

Me:" Ma I think I have like Hye Jin!"

Mom:" ARGHHHHHHH, that's ma boy" she shout way more louder than me to the point my father came

Dad:" What's wrong?"

Mom:" Xuxi started to like Hye Jin now!" she said in excitement

Dad:" Wow make move on her my son!"

Me:" Both of you really happy that I like her huh?"

Dad:" I can see the sense of responsibilities you have now is different from before and I know she has made you change a lot, from fuck boy to a decent man"

Mom:" Yea we want someone who could be there for you all the time and understand you. She can be someone you could rely on my dear".

Me:" But I don't she like me or not?"

Mom:" I can help you."

Me and Dad:" But how?"

Mom:" That's secret, you should just follow the flow" She looks so scary now as she has been waiting for this moment long time ago.

Hye Jin POV

I was doing my assignments suddenly my phone rang and it was Madam Jane. Why would she call me suddenly but I just pick up anyways.

~Phone Call

Madam Jane:" Hey, what are you doing dear?"

Me:" Hi madam, Nothing so far. Just doing my assignments and stuff, is there anything?"

Madam Jane:" I told you just call me mom or aunty, by the way are you free this Wednesday?"

Me:"Hehe Wednesday I'm working this Wednesday but if Tuesday I'm free."

Madam Jane:" Can you accompany me to shopping?"

Me:" Are you serious?" I Chuckled at her questions, she so cute you know.

Madam Jane:" I want to find a gift for Lucas"

Me:" Okay aunty, anything for you hehe."

~Tuesday

Madam Jane told me we will together after the class which is after 5pm. I still is Lucas's birthday around the corner as I don't know when id his birthday even I knew him more than half year ye I know nothing about him. Madam Jane text me to meet at the car park while I was waiting for her, I saw Lisa and Mina. We talk with each other for a while then I excuse myself and bid goodbye to them.

*Mall

We walk around and she was thinking what to buy and suddenly she ask me, "What do you think he would like?" I was thinking what he like and I saw the other day in his room he interested in sports so I can only think of a a sport shoes. "Maybe sports shoe?"

Madam Jane:" What do you think of my son?"

Me:" He's fine and caring"

Madam Jane:" Not as a friend but as a man?"

Me:"I think he's good, even he looks childish he can be matured depends on time. Maybe if I and him, I don't know as I'm not sure the feeling safe when I'm with him is as a friend or more." Then she nods in understanding

Madam Jane:" Can we go and look for it?" pointing at the shoe.

Me:" Yeaa suree"

While we were looking for it I saw one of this bracelet with a baby lion shape and I think it will look cute on him so I bought that for him and Madam Jane bought the Sport shoes for Lucas. After we finished shopping suddenly Madam got a phone called and her face looks serious as if there is an emergency.

Madam Jane:" Dear, I'm really sorry I have an emergency meeting so I have to go but I have let Lucas know so he will come to pick you up"

Me:" Ouhh sokay sokay I can go back on my own!"

Madam Jane:" NOOO HE WILL COME TO PICK YOU, THAT'S IT"

I Can't give any excuses anymore so I just wait for him. After he has arrived, he ask me for dinner since I know I can't say No to him so I just accept the offer. During the dinner he looks uncomfortable so I ask him if there's anything disturbing him.

Me:" Hey are you okay, what's wrong?"

Lucas:" Actually I think I have a crush on one girl but I don't know how to tell her." Wait he likes someone's already? Why do I feel Sad? I don't know what my feeling for him are for. I have been spaced out for some times then he called me out "Hye Jin ahh, are you okay?"

Me:" Ouhh Heyy I'm okay I just can't belief you have moved on so fast, Good for you. Maybe you should confess to her what you feel."

Lucas:" She's coming to the studio tomorrow; you should come to so that you can give me some ideas on how to make move on her."

Me:" Ouhh, I'm going to the studio tomorrow since Jungwoo and Jonghyun ask me to come for their new album."

Lucas:" That's great then see you tomorrow."

*The next day

I wore my hoodies and sweatpants to the studio. Went I open the door I saw a girl with Lucas sitting together and scrolling Lucas phone. Then Lucas smiles brightly with her, why do I feel burning inside?

Then Jonghyun call me from behind

Jonghyun:" Are you okay?"

Me:" No, can we talk?" he nodded

Jungwoo:" Where you both going?" Jungwoo asked suddenly without think I pulled him together.

~Outside

Me:" I think I like Lucas!"

Jungwoo:" WHATTT?"

Jonghyun:" Finally you say it out" he smiled proudly.

Me:" You knew it?"

Jonghyun:" I can see from your eyes"

Jungwoo:" I can sense it too, He is a good guy for you but I don't know what's going on between Yura and him."

Me:" Her name is yura? He told me he has crush on a girl and she will come to the dance studio today, it must be her. I guess I should ignore the feelings I had for him, maybe it's my first time to have this feelings hahaha." I tried not to look as I'm broken.

Jungwoo:" Do you love him?"

Me:" I guess so, I feel anger when I see him with her. I feel safe and comfortable around him. You know I had a bad nightmare but when I sleep around his arm the nightmare when away."

Jonghyun and Jungwoo:" You slept with him?"

Me:" Just sleep side by side, we did nothing okkk"

Jonghyun:" Better be nothing!" he warned me, that scared me to death.

Jungwoo:" If you love him, go seduce him dear"

To Be Continued...