Fear (1)

Billy liked to train. Even the most repetitive ones weren't that boring since he could see his progress literally. However, he didn't like the training to learn Rage… He knew that it was training that would make him become mentally stronger as well, but it was too much… Thinking of something that would anger him: seeing his family and wives getting hurt. Seen something sad: imagining his wives learning about his past life and looking at him with dubious eyes. Billy could think of things that make him happy, like imagining the day when he will meet his children… But those moments were far too random and rare… Good emotions were easy to control, but they were not as intense as he imagined them. In fact, Svan told him that he had to make them less powerful because they wouldn't be useful for Rage…

"Remember, this is just training," Svan said. "The things that you are imagining don't have to be real," Svan said.