Am I Kind?

(From Blue's Perspective)

"His Highness will come back very soon. Two months will go by in the blink of an eye," Calix said. 

I was in a bad and miserable state. Calix had been trying to comfort me in every way he could. He made me tea, arranged my documents even when I did not tell him to, cleaned my desk because he thought a tidy space would make me feel better and he also suggested going on a walk in the garden. 

"I am being pathetic…," I sighed. "My eyes are all red now. Anyone can see I have cried too much. For what though? It's not like he is not gonna come back. I am overreacting."

"I can't help it… I feel like something will go wrong. This feeling… It just won't go away. It's too ominous…," I added.