Chapter 64

“I can’t have a sub that tops from the bottom.” Davey got off the bed and down on his knees in front of Jake. He started to cry hysterically.

“Please don’t leave me. I haven’t begged for anything since I was eleven, but I’m begging you. I love you. Don’t leave me, please, Sir. I need you so much.”

Jake was still quiet. Davey grabbed Jake’s legs and held on for dear life. “Please, Sir, forgive me…I was wrong to try to test myself. I should have trusted you to take care of me.”

Jake spoke, “Yes, you should have trusted me. Without trust, we have nothing.”

“You don’t understand, Sir. It was me I didn’t trust. I was afraid my past would catch up with me and I’d run or resist. I didn’t want to embarrass you like that. I thought that if I did it with Danny and Jamie there you wouldn’t be too badly embarrassed and I could find out.”

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“You were wrong. You’ll sleep in here tonight.”