What did I see in her

Fang Chi ran to the restroom where he splashed some water on his face, he was unlike other mers who painted their faces with rogue and white powder, his tanned skin was free of makeup and he was a good looking mer, a bit manly but still good looking which was why he didn't even think twice before washing his face to suppress the nausea. He warhead his face once and twice before he looked up and saw his reflection in the old mirror placed on the table with the water bowl in front of it. His face was pale and devoid of any colour, Fang Chi saw this and clenched his fists, really just how much Mu Yuxi has to disgust him before she stops? 

Now because of her disgusting antics, all the good memories that they shared were slowly getting tainted… this woman… what exactly did he see in her? ( Yu Dong: I am trying to find the answer to the same question)