Chapter seven

Caleb's POV

It's Friday today and I am in a mood for a party. Well in a mood for a drink or two i need to get her out of my mind. It was getting a bit better but then she called me on Wednesday and of course Candice had to be a nosy bitch and answer the call, she must really think the worst of me, i did not even have the heart to call her back even though i wanted so bad to know what she wanted. I know she wants nothing to do with me hell i would not want anything to do with me after everything I have done either.

I am such a fuck up, all she did was fall for me and i could not get my ego out of the fucking way for a second. But that is what you do when you are in my shoes I am king in the streets, my friends and every other guy that knows me look up to me it is not my fault that I am this way i want to continue to reign and impress these fellas or else I'm done for and I'm not ready to be a nobody. First i cheated on her with Precious but i had to, as fucked up as it sounds, it's all I've got. I arranged a trip and my girl wasn't going i was going to be humiliated and that made me mad so i handled it the only way i knew how, by being a vengeful dick it wasn't even her fault that she couldn't come with me but my ego won.

And then with the Facebook post, i humiliated her in public because she wouldn't take me back and all because i wanted to impress my boys. Damn i never thought I'd say this but if only i could turn back time.

She really hates me she even turned to my dad for help and he fucking made me speak in front of the whole school, that was bad for my image but not as bad as i thought it would be, they still look up to me. When I'm with her i realise that I'm bad for her so i do and say anything to hurt her so she can stay away but once she's gone then i realise i want her back, because i love her.

When i get home i make food and as I'm about to sit and eat there's a knock at the door and I head to it and open to reveal Candice, my stoner buddy she's really cool she's wearing shorts, she looks hot in them but I'm not really into thin girls i like them curvy.

We've been friends for about a month i met her after my break up with Hazel and she's been really cool she's a carefree soul who always wants to get high, when i told her what my dad made me do on Wednesday, she decided to 'cheer me up' with lots of weed and some of her friends and we played strip poker, and when we were done playing i took her shirt, it was a cool basketball t-shirt an oversize and i liked it so i wore it when i prepared food for them and i left my phone on the couch that's when Hazel called and she fucking answered.

She lightly punches my chest and pushes past me into the house, "Ashley says they're at Vanessa's crib, are you going?" She asks in her high pitched voice instantly giving me a headache "No i didn't know" "cool now change and let's go" she ends up eating my food and we head there, i know Hazel won't be there because i heard Thabo say Vanessa told her that she has been distancing herself from them.

As we approach Vanessa's house a dog emerges from a house nextdoor and it barks loudly and Candice jumps up and trips on her feet and lands on the pavement and i can't help but laugh. "Seriously dude the dog is in the yard and the gate is locked!" I laugh harder "It scared me, it just caught me offguard" she says as i open Vanessa's gate "you made my day!" I laugh as i enter and she swats my arm as she follows behind me and i suddenly freeze as my gaze meets Hazel's.

She suddenly looks annoyed, she looks super hot in tight black jeans that hug her curves the way i like revealing her perfect big butt, and her top that shows off her tiny waist, damn she's perfect the only thing missing is her smile i guess I'm to blame for that.

We get there and greet everyone, and i eye Thabo with a side look, "What's up man, so why am i not invited?" I ask him "sorry man she asked me not to" i nod knowing that Vanessa doesn't want me here because of what i did to her best friend i don't blame her.

I move towards the corner and make conversation with other guys and they suggest we go back to the group and we go when we get there i look at Hazel and she looks mad and uncomfortable as I'm about to ask her to the side Megan speaks up and suggests spin the bottle and Hazel immediately says "I'm not playing" Good girl, i don't think i can stand another guy kissing her in front of me, I'm not playing either it's a stupid game anyway.

I look at Hazel wanting so much to speak to her but she's looking at Vanessa and she mouths something to her and she suddenly says she's playing. Of course. I've never liked Vanessa. I guess I'm playing after all.

The game goes on and suddenly the bottle points to Hazel and some douche I've never seen, he starts off with a simple kiss and i see him deepen it i can't even fucking look away, it's like I'm in a trance and only she can pull me out of it, i can tell she's uncomfortable, her shoulders are slightly raised and she's gently pushing at his chest but the douche won't stop, i clench my jaw to stop myself from interfering, he finally stops and i glare at him but he's not looking at me he's fucking drooling over her. I'm fuming, I'm vengeful and i know just how to strike.

I switch places with some of the players so I'm facing Candice and before i know it it's our turn to make out. I leave my spot and go directly to her, i pick her up and place her on the table, knowing exactly how Hazel likes it when i do that to her, and stand between her legs and i take her face in both my hands and look at Hazel she looks unaffected, i crash my lips with Candice's and she welcomes me but the kiss is cold it's like I'm literally kissing another guy because her tongue tastes like weed not at all sweet as expected for a girl.

I steal a quick glance at Hazel and she has her cup in her mouth not really focusing on us so i make it even more interesting, i want her attention, i take off Candice's t-shirt and she gives me a puzzled look and i continue kissing her, and somebody nudges me and i break the kiss, it's Thabo, i give him a puzzled look and he points to the gate i see a glimpse of black. Shit, i went too far. Without thinking i run after her.

"Hazel!" I call after her but she doesn't stop "Hazel wait!" She turns around and stops "what!" She says furiously throwing her hands in the air "what do you want, Caleb? Huh? you've come to gloat in my face? Or you've got more insults to throw my way? You know what? Do your worst i promise i can take it." She says moving closer to me, damn I've never seen her this mad before i open my mouth to say something but close it. For the first time ever i don't know what to say "oh? So your speech suddenly escaped you?" She sounds as surprised as i am "Go back to your girlfriend 'KC' " she says my nickname with hatred, so it worked, but now that I'm standing in front of her i regret my irrational actions "I just wanted to see if you're ok" i say, it's not exactly a lie, she laughs, but it's a dry laugh she looks almost crazy with all her tears running down her face plus the dry laughter.

"Oh really? I'm fine, now get out of my face" she says, we both know she's not, she turns to walk away but i pull her back "let me go" she says trying to pull out of my grasp so i let go because i don't wanna hurt her. What does she want me to do? She got mad that i kissed another girl, i run after her to see if she's ok and she acts like this? "what the hell is wrong with you?" I ask her "with me? You were the one kissing that girl as if the world was ending" "so what if i kissed her? You kissed that guy and i didn't say anything" "he didn't lift me on the table and undress me" she says, i can't stand this, yelling at each other in the middle of the street like we are some married couple it makes me groan "why are we even discussing this? You and i are over get that through your head and stop acting up im not your boyfriend Hazel what's wrong with you?" I say and she doesn't say anything, but her features change from mad to hurt and i instantly regret my words she sniffles and wipes her tears with the back of her hand. As I'm about to apologise she speaks.

"What's wrong with me is that, Caleb, i love you too much for my own good i love you so much that not seeing you hurts me and seeing you hurts more than i can put into words it's just a sick concept but that's all I've got, and I'm sorry for being a nuisance in your life i promise you after today you won't see me i won't come around your crew or any of the house parties, all i ever wanted from you was for you to love me as much as i love you, but..." i can't hear anymore so i grab her and crash my lips with hers she immediately returns the kiss, damn, I've missed her so much her lips are so soft from her crying, they feel like home and damn, it's good to be home, she suddenly pulls away and slaps me. I can't say i don't deserve that because i do "what are you doing?!" She yells and i shrug "you kissed me back" i say "Kiss me again and you'll regret it stay the hell away from me i mean it!" She spits and leaves me standing there. That was really goodbye for good i felt it and i don't think I'm ready for it. I pull myself together and head home.

(A/N: what do you think? Please let me know and again there won't be alot of Caleb's POV's i just wanted to show you just a glimpse of him ;) please don't forget to vote, comment and share:* spread Love and Kindness)