Sex (40)

Sex (40)

Grace

I knew that Jake couldn't have done that. It's not like him. But the jealousy and that message made me forget about my perception about everything. When he asked me if I believed that he could do that, I could have answered in a simple 'No' instantly. But I didn't. I knew he could not do that then why didn't I just say so? Why did I let him hang off the bridge?

I was on my bed and it was icy. Right after I left him alone in the restaurant, I came to my house. I wanted to just go to sleep. But my mind wouldn't let me. It kept me awake and made me think about it over and over again.

I heard a distinct slamming of the door and footsteps coming up. My bedroom door opened and Jake walked in. A very drunk Jake.

I could smell alcohol from him this far. I didn't say anything and looked away from him. I heard his footsteps coming closer to me but I still didn't do anything.