Why did Shamara fall initially? She was overly obsessed with pure light and wanted to take Ange's power. Unfortunately, she was no match for him.
Pure light, not only her obsession, her pursuit, but also her correct understanding of light, light should be like this.
Why is your light so impure? Why is your light so filthy?
If there's nothing to compare, it would be fine. But there is pure light, why are you so impure? Did you betray the light?
The above is the true portrayal of Shamara's inner feelings when she initially fell. Without comparison, there would be no harm.
Therefore, her feelings toward Ange have always been conflicive. Ange possesses the light she pursues, which irresistibly draws her close, yet a voice in her heart crazily warns her not to do anything foolish.
If she can't take it, what can she do? Give gifts?