Unfortunate *

Are you certain about this, Ayu?

That was the question I left hanging at the tip of my tongue. There was no need for me to speak it out or question her decision anymore. It wasn’t the same situation as the last time she went out of control.

In fact, just by staring at her, I could see how clearheaded she is beneath the layer of red and the dreamy look on her face.

Like someone who would be in the final round of their boxing match, she was hyperfocused on what she wanted at this moment; Me.

Understanding that, I reflected on my past experiences that most of the time, I was the one always hesitating because of how it’s almost a policy with me to make their first time very special.

At this moment, doing that would just be denying Ayu and keeping her waiting for who knows how long. If we could do it today and on her own terms, no matter how short of a time we had... it would all be worth it.