What happened to my heart

I honestly admit that right now I feel like I've become an undead because all I can do right now is stay silent and can't do anything, I don't know what to say right now because in front of me Aldy has stood with a box of food for me because he knows that actually my stomach is very hungry.

"Let's eat... later when it's cold it won't be good to eat anymore, I bought this especially for you and I myself went to buy it, I didn't tell friends or couriers to take it, I did it because I promised you at first I wanted to take you out to eat at the usual place I eat But all those plans failed, Huuuufttt... never mind that problem later it will make you not have the appetite to eat it... the most important thing right now is that I want you to keep trying to eat the food I usually eat."