It Is My Business

Next day I wake up with small smile.. finally i sleep without pills.. I said to myself in my mind.. I seat in my bed and rub my eyes.. and open my eyes slowly and looking at my dorm.. and than get up and freshn up myself..

" Two days gone.. 4 day's left... " I said to myself..

I did as usual my tannic practice and attain dance class.  But something that feel me little bit sad.  About yesterday whatever happen.. it's keep going on in my mind .

Dan is dead.. new bonding with Stefan.. fight with Max and all of my friends.. Janna finally know about Sam... Still there is something I still forgetting...

About Eric and my argument.. damn i see he's red eyes that day.  How he looking at me with to much haters.. I really want to tell him that just trust in me I will not backing out of my plan.  I just want to do my own self.. i know it's risky.. I know it will be hurt when I ditch Stefan.. but I didn't do it he will force me to leave all of this..and I just can't effort that... If I have to choose my freedom i have to do this..

In lunch time when we All girls we are setting and eating our meal.. I hear that some people are talking about me.. about what they see yesterday.. and I am thankful that Amma stay with me for that.. she never leave by my side.. girls want to know about it but still they didn't beacuse of the situation we are heading it we just want talk about it now..

' she is the girl who kill Sam to front of whole arena.. front of thousands people..' someone said in hush tone.. and I try to hear there conversation want to know what they thinking about me..

' can't believe this.. she's red.. I mean like she act like her.. but she's fucking RED ROSE.. someone told that her leader kill her than how can she live.. ' other person said . And like this gossiping spread in academy..

One this is know that they know that who I am.. and I don't give damn about it.. important thing is that what my girls are thinking.. maybe they also heard about all this.. and they also now get this that who I am..

I am seating with them and eating lunch.. but no one dare to talk to me or anything.. its silent.. they are ignore this all stuff and eating.. I see Amma try once or twice but they just say one word or nod.. and I get it that there is nothing to hide.. but maybe they are mad that I hide with this secret to them..

" So I decide that I am shifting to Ava's dorm.. seens she's alone.. and my roommate is bitch so why not.. hope you dont mind Ava.." Amma said and all are looking at her and than me.. and Amma smile at me.. like just that all are focus on us.. and I just nodded with my head .

" Guy's are you free to help me to shifting all my things.." she said to them.. and all are look at each other.. and give each other question look.. don't know what they are thinking.. but it makes me piss..

" Oky come to the point I and Ava.. I mean we want to talk about this.. so finish your food fast.. so we can talk to about this.." Amma said to them. And all are looking at her.. even I so.. well I don't want to talk about it.. when I know they know so there is nothing to say or explain.. why than this all..

I give Amma look at what are you doing.. I am not up for it.. but she just give me look at that we have to.. fucking hell we have to.. we don't.. I don't want that they are getting trouble because of me.. it's my fight.. my mess.. why I have to involve them.. telling them things make them involved in this shit.. and I don't want them to involve.. and get trouble..

" Ava we can leave.. if they want to know or talk they will come.." Amma said and say to them and me to.. and I just didn't said. And grab my emty tray and throw in dust. And we both Walk to my dorm..

" You don't have to do this.. you know it's risky to involve in this shit.. i don't want that because of me they got hurt and face trouble.." i said to her..

" It's better to know them so they can protect themselves.. because we don't have time to do that.. you have think this if they know this.. why will prepare to face trouble.. because I know that coming days we All are in trouble and lots of shits going to be Happen so we have to be ready for this to face it.." she said to me.. I know she's right.. but still.. it's not good idea.. I mean.. just forget it.. I nodded and did what she said.. because my mind is not in state to what to do or not after yesterday happen it's all keep going on in my mind.. and it make me irritating and frustrating..

We both are reach my dorm. And she lay to Janna's bed and so did I lay ho my bed.. and thinking all this.. we both are in silent and bussy in our own thoughts.. than my dorm doorbell ring.. and than we both are jump on the bed.. and look at each other .

We know that who's that.. so we both are nodded with head.. and ready to face them. And talk with them.. and she get up and open the door.. all girls are come and seat.. Jade come to me and seat beside me..

" Hyy.." she said to me with smile.. and give her smile..

" Hyy how's u" i ask her. And she just nodded with head and she said that she's good..

We all are clear our thoughts that why we are here.. so there is nothing to be like this.. and Ignor to each other..

" So is that true.." anggi said and broke down the silent.. and looking at me.. she's seating to Janna's bed in front of me.. I look at her. And nodded with my head.. and all are looking at me..

" so your that boxer.. you are that fighter.. the Red.. who's missing or people said dead like years ago.." Clara said to me. And I nodded again . And she just look at me and digest it what is all about..

" What happened.. why are you here.. and what's going on.. there is something that your hiding to us.." angi said..

" I am here to complete my sister's dream.. and i am still doing it.. but my past are cheesing me and I am involved again this all stuff.. it's not there fault it's just that I happened to be wrong time in wrong place.. " i said to them..

" What do you mean by that.." N ask me..

" It's just that.. frist my encounter with Max and than attain to dani's fight. And than like this I did mistakes to come to attain party and fight.. if I didn't they never know about me.. but I know one day it will be happened.. and it's come this soon I never know that.. " I said to them..

" Is that true that you killed Dan? " Jade asked me.. and I turn to face her. And she want to know my answer.. now there is nothing to hide..

" I didn't kill him.. but I ordered them to kill him.. because what he did with me and janna he deserve it." I told her showing no emotions.. she just nodded hesitantly..

" What he did.." Clara asked me.. and I look at amma and than lol at her..

" He lied to me.. he play me.. he said that he never tell anyone about me.. and he also play with Janna.. play with her feeling to get Max.. for him it's all are game.. I warn him about Janna don't do this.. but he didn't listen.. he is the one whos not even broke her heart but also he explore my identity to her.. and told her that who I am.. when he know that when janna know this she will definitely hate me.. and that's happened when she know.. " i explain them..

" Are you oky Ava." Jade said to me.. and I look at her.. after knowing this.. she asking me that I am oky.. I give her look at did I look like oky I feel angry hurt sad.. and broken.. I don't know it's just all mix feeling.. and I just can't hold it.. I just want that go and kill all of them.. I want to finish all this things.. as fast as possible..

" We all are with you Ava.. I mean I know that you still didn't said everything the whole truth to us.. but we believe in you.. and we All are with you.. and don't feel alone.. and don't worry about us.. we can take care ourselves.. " anggi come to me and hold my hand and said. And Naomi nd Clara also join her and said.. and I look at them and nodded with my head.. I don't know what to say more..

" So now its all clear.. so that means  we All are oky right.." Amma said and change the topic to breathen the mood..

" Still can believe this your the Red.. all are scared of you when you enter the ring.." Niomi said to me.. and all are Agree with her..

" I saw your last match with Max brother.. I know you did what you have to do.. but still Sam is kind of nice person.. I mean the way Janna treat you it's not right.. but still.. " Clara said..

" Don't worry about her.. now she will not anymore treat her like this.. now she know about this.. so don't have to worry about it girls.." Amma said to them. And they all are nodded. 

" We heard about big fight coming in this Sunday.. is that true.. I mean you are again entering the Ring..?" Anggi ask to me. And all are curious to know.. I smile to thinking about this.. that how he arrange some girl and give my name..

" Yeahh you are that fight is coming big one in this Sunday but there is nothing involved with me.. but if you guys want to I will be try to do it.." i said and wink them..

" Shut up you think that we are joking right now.. we are really care for you.. and we never thought to see you there.. I mean we know you are strong and you can do this.. but still we don't want that.." Naomi said to me.. and I nodded..

" Guys I want to say something.." i said to them.. they all are nodded with head..

" Did you guys coming to see that fight.." I ask them.. and they all are nodded again expect Jade.. I know she never come..

" Well sorry to say but I want you to do not to attain and come there.. because it's to risky.. and also dangerous.. so I request you guys stay safe.. and don't come.. " i said to them..

" Why but ." Anggi said..

" Because it's big fight.. and it's not about fight.. it's about who's most powerful to whom.. and the end not going well so do what Ava said.. " Amma said to them. And I nodded with her. And they all are thinking and nodded.. and I get relax that they are safe..

" I will talk with Dani and Adam to take you guys safe place so we don't have to worry about you.. " i said to them..

" Don't ask me questions.. for now Dani and Adam is the two person we can trust them. I also asked Nicole if he has any place to keep you guys safe.." i said..

" Don't worry to much we will be safe.. and take care ourselves.." anggi said..

" I know but still I can't trust my enemies.. they know where is my weak point.. and how to get use to it.. and I don't give them that.. so please do what I said ." I literally bagged them so they will understand.. and they all nodded..

" Don't worry we will do exactly what you said to us.." jade assure me. And I smile at her. And than we all get group hug.. and than they all leave my dorm..

I lay down to my bed. And thinking about Sunday event.. what will happen.. all cards are open there is nothing to hide..  any time any second I don't have to risk it.. anything happen any movement.. I have to be safe and safe my people..

I get up and walk to the cafeteria and search to the Adam.. I want to talk with him.. I don't have he's contact number or anything.. shit I have to ask jade about it.. but than she will be get stressed about it.. I look at him everywhere.. where he is.. I also checked gym maybe he's working out here or anything.. but he is not here..

I want to footboll ground.. maybe he's there or anything.. and finally I see him.. and he's there.. with he's team.. wait.. if he's with he's team means Max also here. Damn I don't want to face him now.. I am not mood to see him after what he did yesterday..

When I reached them.. I see that Max is standing to other corner and talking with someone to call so I get chance and look at Adam and he also look at me and give me confused look.. but after that I walk away he follow me.. thank God he know that I want to talk to him..

" So.." when we both reached safest place.. I look at if there is anyone here.. and than I look at him.. he also did same .

" I want you to you and Dani both are have to take girls to safe place.. I don't want to know any one know about them.. and use it them and hurt them. If you also don't want that so tell me or else I will talk with to someone else.." i said to him.. and he look at me..

" You don't have to worry about it.. we already plan it where we have to take them.. and you can trust me.. I will not going to happen to them.. they will be safe.." he said to me..

" It's not that.. I trust you that's why I am here talking to you.. and it's not that just about Sunday.. I want you to it now.. because I know if we didn't do anything now.. anything happen to any movement.. so do it tonight.. " i said to him. And he looking at me with little bit shock that what I am saying or why I am so just panicked and all.. but he nodded..

" Oky so I will do it.. I just go and change it. And than told jade to pack things up and told her to said to all of them to do same.. and we all are left this place as possible fast we can do.. " he said to me.. and I nodded and than I didn't said more.. and turn around and leave him.. there is nothing to talk more.. I want to talk but not now.. it's not the time.. so I leave and walk to the gym..

I also have to be prepare for this.. whenever if anyone come to me or do something to anything to anyone I have to prepare that I can handle them.. I don't need anyone I will be enough for them to save them..

I reached the gym.. and started to doing my work out . And my routine.. I know I am strong . But I want to more stronger than them.. I will not going to be back out and most importantly never give him the chance to win this time.. I will get my revenge and he will be die this time.

I want my freedom back..

And I will kill him for what he did to my baby sis. 

" You are hurting yourself..." Someone said.. and I stop.. but my breath is just race like face.. and stopped

" Did I" I said to myself.. he come and get in the ring.. and it's none other than its him..

" You don't have to hurt yourself.. all is goes well the way we thinking.." he said to me and stood front of him.. I look at him and I again look away.. don't know what to say or not.. did we have anything to talk about..

" It's your war not my like you said.. I..I am doing my own thing.. and that is none of your bus..." I said something he cut me of..

" It is my business..." He said to me coming closer to me.. grab my waist and pull me closer to him..