CHAPTER 21

I invited Aeron for a lunch.He was going to declined my offer but I said that I will tell Zaire what he just said lately so he agreed.

Aeron was glaring at me the whole time.Even I don't look at Zaire,I know he was looking at me before his gazed dropped on  Aeron.I'm going to teased him later.Their love was so cute but I know someday they will face many challenges too.

We ate lunch quiet.Parang ako lang ata ang gumagawa ng topic dahil parehas silang walang imik at tanging pagkain lang ang iniintindi.Kung hindi ko pa sila pinipilit na sumagot sa mga tanong ko ay baka mapanis na ang mga laway nila dahil sa sobrang katahimikan.

After we eat lunch,Nagpaalam na si Aeron na babalik sa kaniyang suite.I volunteer na ako na ang maghahatid sa kanya.I will tease him more dahil alam kong ngayon lang niya naramdaman ito.Aeron was a straight guy pero ewan ko nalang ang nangyari ngayon.

Siguro ganon talaga ang pag-ibig.Minsan masaya,minsan masakit at minsan mapaglaro.Even you know that you're straight,Kapag pag-ibig na ang tumama sa puso mo,wala ka ng magagawa.Kahit iba ang gusto mong mangyari,kapag napana ka ni kupido,hahabol-habulin mo ang taong para talaga sayo.

Love wasn't about gender.Love wasn't about our appearance.Love is all about how we are going to sacrifice for the person we loved.Love is all about giving your heart to the one who deserves it.Love is all about trust and faithfulness.

"Ano na nga?"I playfully asked.

He blushed before he scratched his nape."I saw him took off his shirt then I felt something on my stomach and then my shaft suddenly awaken."

Napangiwi ako dahil sa kadiretso niya magsalita.Kung hindi ko lang kailangan ng chismis ay baka kanina ko pa siya nabatukan.If ever nga na ganon ang nangyari then it must be Lust at first sight or like at first sight?

"Do you know that I stalked him?I found out that we live in the same village and we are neighbors!Dapat pala nilaliman ko pa ang paghahanap ng impormasyon para malaman ko na kaibigan ka pala niya."He shyly smiled before we stopped infront of his suite.

I really wanted to spend a time with Aeron because we didn't see each other a lot now.As a bestfriend,I missed his words of wisdom and his corny jokes.Ayaw ko namang masira ang pagkakaibigan namin dahil lang sa trabaho o dahil lang sa busy kami.If ever I wanted to make our friendship stronger.

"I will text you and we will talk about him.See you!"He said before he closed the door.

Hindi mapawi ang ngiti sa labi ko kahit pa pabalik na ako sa suite namin.Kahit hindi aminin ni Aeron alam kong gusto niya pang makilala si Zaire ng husto.They was just denying the fact that they already found each other.

"Did he go home safe?"Bungad ni Zaire pagkabalik na pagkabalik ko.I looked at him before I nodded.I want to teased him so bad but I have to make sure that he will value his feelings for Aeron.They are my friends after all.

"A beautiful lady was on his room and they was happily talking to each other.I wondering what they will do next?"I said trying to hide my laugh because I saw how his face became dark and jealous at the same time.It's funny how I see my friends growing up.

"Aeron is a straight guy,right?"Zaire asked.I saw hope in his eyes and some emotions I can't name.

"Yes!He was planning to court me kung hindi pa kami maiinlove pero he saw the woman on his dreams and that is the girl in his room now."I was planning to say I was just joking but he leave without any words to say.I tried to followed him pero masyado siyang mabilis maglakad.I wonder kung magpupunta siya sa suite ni Aeron?

I was just going to stand up but my phone rang(The phone I borrowed on Zaire).It was my mother and I wonder why she was calling?Kung tungkol ito kay papa ay paniguradong uuwi ako agad pero kung tungkol ito sa walang kuwentang bagay ay hahayaan ko nalang.

"Mom."I sounded cold but I don't care.She didn't mind it all dahil siguro nasanay na din sila sa pagsasalita ko kapag sila ang kausap.

"You're dad was awake."She said that makes me stood up and smile."But,He hired attorney to annul your marriage with the Smith.He already knows it pero wala siyang sinasabi."

My smile faded because of that news.If our marriage will be annulled,It will really breaks my heart.In the short time of our marriage,I learned how to love Ryder.I learned to take the pain.I learned to give without expecting anything.I learned how to love unconditionally.

After i ended the call,I immediately dialled Zaire's number.After two ring,He picked up.Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko at halos magbara ang lalamunan ko.I don't know if that was a good news or a bad news.My father was alive but it will cost our marriage.

"H-hello?"Zaire answered.I heard someone was groaning but i didn't mind it.I'm sure it was him and Aeron.

"My father was awake!"I announce it.I didn't sound exciting dahil mas inaalala ko ang kasal na mawawala kapag itinuloy iyon ni Dad.I want to spend my whole life with Ryder.I don't want anything but him.

"Oh shit!Ang sara---I will text the pilot to take you--Sige pa!Ah---"I didn't heard anything again but the call was not ended yet.Hinold niya muna siguro yung tawag dahil sa mga milagrong pinag-gagawa nila.

Just what the fuck?Taking phone call while having sex?Great!

"Zaire?Zaire?"I tried to call his name pero hindi pa ata sila tapos kaya hinantay ko munang sumagot siya.

"Istorbo kang babaita ka eh!"It was Aeron voice.I heard him moan before he clearly talk."Ano bang kailangan mo?"

"Nevermind.Just enjoy!"I will just going to book a flight para naman hindi na ako makaistorbo sa honeymoon ng dalawa.

"Dilig dilig din kasi!Malalanta ka na!"Aeron laugh before he ended the call.I suddenly thought about Ryder well-toned body.My delicious husband!what the fuck,scarlett?I just shrugged shoulder to erased that thought and I just get my

I went to my room but suddenly I felt my stomach turns upside down so I just went to the bathroom and vomit there.I totally forgotten that I was pregenant!For goodness sake!Buti na lamang at hindi ako natukso na uminom ng beer kagabi kundi kawawa ang magiging anak ko!

My head hurts dahil sa pagiging pababaya kong ina.If I drank alcohol last night,My baby will be in danger!I clearly remembered how Ryder smiled when we are having a baby and I don't want to lost this.I love my child.

If my father will annul our wedding,I will not sign it.We will having our baby and nothing gonna stop us from being a family.We will work hard to became a good parent to our child.I hope if this is a boy,Gusto kong makuha ang mga mata ng kaniyang ama.Kung babae naman ay ang mga labi ni Ryder.

I smiled at the thoughts before I caressed my flat stomach.I'm excited to see you,baby!I promised that I will gave you all the love you need!I will loved you till my last breath!

This will be my last day in Zaire's resort.I will enjoy first before I face the reality that waiting for me.Kung pwede lang maging masaya palagi ay gusto kong ganon na lang.Ako,Si Ryder at ang magiging anak naming dalawa.Buong pamilya at tahimik na nabubuhay.

I enjoy the view around the resort and that makes me calm.Ganito pala kapag malayo ka sa problema.Ganito pala ang payapa lang at walang iniintindi.Sana ganito na lang.

Kaso hindi eh.May buhay na naghihintay sa akin.May problema akong kailangan harapin at hindi ko dapat iyon talikuran dahil marami ang nakasa-alang alang dito.Kung sasabihin ko sa magulang ko na buntis ako ay baka ipadala ako sa england at doon na ako manirahan.Kung hindi ko sabihin ay baka ituloy nila ang pagputol ng kasal.Ryder will not see our child anymore.

Mahirap para magdesisyon lalo na kung mahirap ang pagpipilian.Akala ko noong bata pa ako ay pagpili lang ng pagkain ang poproblemahin ko pero mali pala.Dahil habang tumatanda tayo parami ng parami ang magiging problema.Gustuhin mo man o hindi ay kusang darating iyan.

And I will face my problem because I know I have Ryder and my child.