Black Hope - JJK

Bottomless pain

Her pain had gotten to the point where there was no way going back. The unbearable anxiety and depression had taken ahold of her and consumed all her happiness. Even all her good memories had been forgotten because of all the bad ones replacing them, one by one.

Lonely pain

There was no one by her side, as everyone she cared for either left her or died. Her parents have left this world and left her all alone. At first, she tried to live a normal life without them, but failed since the pain was becoming harder and harder to control.

Anguishing pain

The unbearable memories had taken control of her entire body and mind. She was no longer in control of her mind. Her consciousnes has started to fade into the abyss, slowly but steadily, making her suffer even more.

Crestfallen pain

Her depression wasn't getting any better, it was actually getting worse every day. She tried all kinds of medicine but not any one of them worked. She had spent a lot of money for medicine, but for nothing.

Kind Pain

The thought of her family being killed was unbearable and it hurt. The only thing that kept her from ending it all was the thought, that her mother would be disappointed in her if she did that. Her love was too strong for her, so she decided to stay alive for the time being.

Hating pain

Her hate for herself was unbearable. She hated herself because everyone left her and she thought it was all her fault. Her relatives and friends and even family members left her dumbfounded and alone. Some of them died and left her completely.

Odd pain

Inside of her, there was this mysterious feeling, this mysterious pain which she couldn't describe. She had no idea where it came from or why she felt what she felt. It was weird. Maybe it was from all this pain she felt or then it was her mind doing tricks. She didn't know, that was all.

Painless Pain.

She has gone through so much pain and agony that at this point, she would like to disappear from this unbearable world. The whole world was against her now and she had no one to rely on at these tough times. Her heart had been broken countless times and she forgot how many times she had fallen into depression, over and over and over again.

Eternal pain

The eternal pain was burning and hard to deal with. It was burning a small hole to her heart and when that hole was done, it would start burning another hole. In the end, her heart would be burned to ashes and nothing would be left of her...

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Black Hope

All of this was because she didn't have any hope left in her. She didn't believe in destiny or anything like that. There was no hope in the world; no black hope, no white hope. The only thing she hoped for, was that she could disappear from this hopeless world filled with pain and misery.

But she couldn't,

it was all because of him...