I run into my room and slam the door.
Oh my god.
Did I really say his name OUT LOUD ?!?!
I have never been so embarrassed and so turned on at the same time in my whole life.
I flop onto my bed, put my hands over my face and muffle a scream.
UGHHHHHH how can I ever see him face to face again?
This man is not going to walk into my house and cause this much commotion. I refuse to let it bother me. He's just a pervert that obviously has no boundaries.
I get up and throw on a pair of shorts and a tank top on. I put my hair in a pony tail and attempt some very natural looking makeup.
Well, I can't hide in my room all day, but I haven't heard Namjoon come back from the store yet. If I go out there, we will be alone. What the hell do I say to this guy?
He said he wanted to make me come...
I can't let this happen. This one of my brother's good friends and it could end very badly. I don't even know this guy!
I've never had a problem controlling myself around guys and I'm not about to start now. I've only ever had one serious relationship and that ended nine months ago.
I haven't had sex in over nine months..
I will walk up to him, acknowledge what happened, and let him know nothing sexual will ever happen between us. Bottom line.
***
I peak my head out of my door and don't hear a sound. After going downstairs, I look out the front window and notice Namjoon's car isn't back yet.
I need food.
Coming to the conclusion Jeongguk is down in the basement where him and Namjoon are staying, I proceed to make myself breakfast.
I grab some fruit salad and cheese, toast some whole grain bread and sit down at the table.
I start scrolling through some Facebook, trying to distract my mind. I'm lost in social media land when Jeongguk decides to interrupt.
"Hey, Y/n," he says with a giant smile.
"Jeongguk," I say in a flat tone, looking back down at my phone.
Just don't look him directly in the eye..
"I love hearing you say my name," He says as he sits across from me.
I'm sure my face is bright red at this point. I can feel the heat creep to my cheeks. Let's get this over with.
Taking a deep breath, I set my phone down on the table.
"Listen Jeongguk, let's just forget about earlier. I had a giant lapse in judgement and it will NOT happen again. I have no desire to have any kind of sexual relationship with my brother's roommate. So let's start over and be friends. OK?"
"No"
"No?" I ask confused.
"No, that's not going to work for me."
"Well, it doesn't matter if its going to work for you or not. This is my decision and I say nothing is going to happen between us," I try to say with absolute confidence.
"Challenge excepted," he smirks.
I can not believe this man child. He wants a challenge? He's got one. I am not giving in to him.
"Whatever, I am going out for the day. My brother should be back soon. I would hope none of this is mentioned," I wave my finger back and forth between us.
"It was very nice to meet you. Unfortunately, I will see you later"
"See you later, Y/n. Think about me while your gone,"
I hate him.
***
I run as many errands as I can think of to stay out of that house. Unfortunately, this causes me to spend way more money than I can afford.
I stop at Target and grab a cute new outfit. Also, a new bra and underwear set. I guess I need to make some plans to have an excuse to wear this stuff.
Being a waitress makes me pretty good money and I only have to work about 25 hours a week. I need to save money if I want to live in the dorms or an apartment when school starts in a few months.
I don't have work until Friday night and its only Tuesday. Its going to be a long three days.
I procrastinate as long as I can but I've run out of things to do. I'm sure Namjoon is back at the house by now so at least we won't be alone.
***
Pulling in the driveway, I'm relieved to see Namjoon's car.
I walk in the house and was just about to bring my bags to my room when Namjoon yells for me downstairs. He must have heard me come in.
"Coming!" I say as I slip my shoes off and throw my stuff on the table.
"What's up?" I ask as I walk down the basement stairs.
I see Namjoon and Jeongguk sitting on the sectional playing video games and eating junk food.
Men.
"Jeongguk told me about your conversation earlier," Blake says without looking away from the TV.
What the fuck?
Jeongguk turns around and grins at me.
"Yeah, I told your bro everything. I hope you don't mind"
What an asshole! I can't believe he would do that!
"Jeongguk said you wanted to chill with us tonight. He said you've been feeling lonely. You know you can tell me these things, Y/n," He says sincerely.
My body relaxes. I almost just passed out.
Jeongguk is looking at my reaction and I can tell its taking everything in him not to burst out laughing.
"Yeah Y/n, we don't want you to feel lonely or left out so we made a bunch of plans to have a fun night in tonight! Just us!" Jeongguk says like a little, excited school girl.
So we are playing this game, huh?
"Sounds like fun! Thanks so much!" I pat Jeongguk on the head and sit in between them.
Let the fun begin.
*** Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think so far! The next chapter will be a VERY interesting night in 😉****