Losing a part of me.

"I-i-i don't know how it h-happened Trish." I cry unto Trish's shoulder.

I had a major panic attack. When Christian brought the doctors,  they had to clear the room. They said that it was due to shock, I had it. The shock was too much for my brain as it was still recovering from the other injuries.

"It's okay Ashley." 

"No. It's not! I had a baby growing inside me, a-a-and I didn't even know!!!! What kind of mother was I!! I couldn't even p-protect my c-c-child." I cried out. My body was in pain, but my heart was in more pain. I didn't care who heard my cries. 

I have lost so much in this my young life. 

I lost my sister, I lost my brother, I lost my ex boyfriend, now I lost the one thing that was part of me, My baby. A tiny blip that was forming in my tummy is now gone and I didn't even know about it.

"W-we always had protection on when we had sex, we-we were careful,so how-"

Wait!

We didn't-