Joining The Beads Of Love

"Gosh…. I've got no energy….. no more…. Please let me go… I really can't handle it…"

Chrystal Zhu softly murmured to herself making it sound really low, being careful to not let others hear.

Feeling exhausted after working for the whole day, Chrystal Zhu soon wanted to go home she really did not want to stay in the hospital for any longer. She desired to leave this place quickly or else she would need to do favour for someone.

It's been only 29 days since she started to work in the hospital. Chrystal was a nurse and she was a professor in a nursing college. As their college which was called 'Touching people's life' was attached to the hospital which was owned by the college, there was no need for transport as they could go to the hospital from the college through walk. It only took an eight-minute to walk.

The college got over in the evening at 2:30 it was pretty early and Chrystal Zhu went straight to the hospital. She was in a hurry because she needs to report to the hospital. Since she was really hungry, she bought a bun, an egg, and a small bottle of milk without sugar as an energy food.

she did not like sweet and sugary foods she did anything and everything to avoid sugar. Instead, she loved hot and spicy foods. If sugar is added in it, it doesn't matter cause its spicy. Chrystal was actually a messy person but when it came to her profession, she was really professional. Anyone could trust her to do something as she was very keen on it.

She is working at 'Touching people's life' college and hospital not because of her passion but because she needs money so badly, she was in short of it.

"Sigh… I would love to do the job I like the most but it takes time for me to settle in that kind of profession and who will provide me money until then?" she sighed thinking of it.

Chrystal Zhu is a very sincere girl who never gets money from others as a loan or any other means. She was not very dependent on others including her parents as she always felt very bad by destroying their expectations. During her schooling, her parents would always expect her to get the first rank there were times too when she was scolded for not getting into top 3

Dramatically, she would only get 9th or 8th rank not because she didn't study but because she did not plan on what to study. Mostly she would study the whole book just before the exam and obviously marks won't come out well as expected.

'Isn't that considered as studying?'

Not once did Chrystal come in the top 5 ranks. It was not her fault though but she so badly wanted a change.

"If someone could teach me how to study or how to prepare, why would I be like this?" that would be her dialogue running in her mind while receiving the test papers.

Chrystal was a good listener rather than talking too much, she usually preferred to keep silent. But when she gets a company, she would act opposite to what she used to be. All that Chrystal wanted to do is to make her parents happy, but the end would always come out the other way round.

"Are my parents not happy with me? Am I really that much of a trouble to them?" Chrystal would always ask these kinds of stupid questions and make herself stupider.

Chrystal is a normal and very innocent girl. She usually is very talented in things she does and the reason behind is her hard work but to her, it is always a self-blame,

"I am not that much talent as this person"

She would often compare herself with others. Since she did not have much friends to encourage her by complimenting her, she would feel sad.

Seeing others getting compliments and praises for nothing that much of worth her eye would tear up, but she will cry thinking that "maybe I am not that good."

The worst things she would have to see every day is parents coming and picking up their children with a sweet smile and asking them lovingly

"Honey, what do you want for snacks?" while Chrystal sitting on the other side seeing happy faces of other kids. She too craved for outside food