What I see is just a shadow of what I am - Part 2

I don't know how much time I blacked out butI started to regain my consciousness. I could heard the panicked voice of Fomsey.''Young master is hurt. Fomsey is a bad elf'' She said while crying.

''Stop crying Fomsey. He is only tired. He can't control his ability yet but he began to shapeshift on his own'' My great grandfather said a little annoyed. I try to move but my body feel weird. Like having extra limbs that I never used before. I open my eyes and saw myself again on the mirror. I'm on the shape of a bear cup with wings on the back. Looks like I will keep the shape I take till I decide to change back.

When they notice I was awake again They both sigh in relive. I could see that even tought my great grandfather said like it was nothing he really was panicking. ''Now now little bear you shouldn't take a shape on your own. You know I can change you back. None can decide your shape or change it only you can'' He said to me.

Wait that mean I can't get transfigure by anyone. Then why I shapeshift with my great grandfather?And why I blacked out?. While I was lost on thought I heard my great grandfather again. ''Well since you just regain consciousness let's try another think''. He then put me on the floor.

''Fomsey call him and have him come to you''. He said to Fomsey. She then make a few signs to me to come closer to her and call me.''Young master. Fomsey is a good elf come here''. Well not much to do and I started to move closer to her. At lest I try to do that.I stumbled with myself. Moving at 4 legs is not easy. Since the joints are different and i have extra weight on my back I lose my balance yet again.

My great grandfather tried to hide his laught. ''Maybe is to early for that''He said. Once again i feel the intrution on my mind. This time I was paying full atention of what was he doing. All that he did was think of me as a baby and my body decide to change back on is own. All I can think about this is that my ability not only let me change at will but change me as how people saw me. This can be a problem if my legilimency become passive like I read about Dumbledore.

Just image someone think about you as a pig and you suddenly become a pig or something like that. I need to learn to control this as fast as possible. Suddenly my great grandfather said. ''Fomsey go get some images of as many animals as you can. We are going to text his limits''

''Fomsey will do as master says. Fomsey is a good elf'' She said before apparate.

He then face me and said. ''You will be a magnificent wizard one of these days. The magical community once feared the Black family and with you all those glorius days will come back. Now rest little bear'' I saw hope on his face while he turned back and left me alone to rest till Fomsey came back.

I hope I can do what he wants from me. I suppose I can train a little by myself or at lest try to do it. I think I don't use any magic to change my shape at lest if is on the same size or smaller. That's why i blacked out when the wings started to grow on me. Since I'm a baby I got almost no magic on me and that small change consume everything from me.

Wait a second if my shape is what me and others perceive of myself . So what is my real form?. I start panicking a little about this I could be anything other than human. Let's try to calm down and focus. Maybe i could try to see myself throught my blood since I couldn't image me as other than my current appearance.

Suddenly my face and body started to lose color and got a shady and smoky appearance. All my factions lose. I look like the shadow of a baby.

Now I can start panicking.