You still feel it, don’t you?
"Hyung? Are you really doing it?" Asked Taehyung following behind Yoongi.
Yoongi nodded. "Yeah. Please just stay with Younha while I'm gone."
"But- Hana- she won't go for it," said Taehyung.
Yoongi ignored Taehyung's objections and threw some clothes and toiletries into a large duffel bag and went out the door. When he arrived at the airport he managed to catch the earliest flight he could find to Seoul.
"Hey, kyun? You awake?" Asked Hana as she sat up and leaned over her fiancé. His eyes were shut and he was sound asleep. She sighed and got up. For some reason the conversation she had with her brother was replaying over and over in her head. What about Changkyun didn't he like? Or trust? But then again SeokJin's hunches always seemed to be right. Hana sat on the sofa with her phone in her hand. "Should I call him?" She thought to herself. She was about to press the dial button when she was startled by Changkyun's voice behind her.
"What are you doing up? Are you okay?" He asked.
Hana flinched and looked behind her. "Yeah. Just couldn't asleep."
Changkyun joined her on the sofa. "What's wrong?" He asked.
"Nothing. I swear. Just lost in thought. My brother and I just had a stupid conversation. Go back to bed. I'll be right behind you," said Hana as she forced a smile on her face.
Changkyun yawned and got up. He went back to their shared bedroom and went back to sleep. Hana followed behind. As she was finally starting to fall asleep her phone started to vibrate. She looked at the caller ID and it was the last person she expected to be getting a call. She picked her phone up and got up to go into the other room.
"What do you want?" She asked.
"Jin hyung came to see me and he told me what's going on," Yoongi replied.
"So what. You can't stop me and he can't stop me. I'm going through with it. I love kyun and I'm going to love this baby just as much," said Hana.
"What about Younha?" Asked Yoongi.
"I'm already in the process of getting custody of her. You will never see me or her again," replied Hana.
"What if Hyung is right? About him I mean," asked Yoongi.
"SeokJin is always worrying about me and the guys I date. He's just overprotective. What? Do you really think I should listen to him and go back to my cheating ex? Make that mistake again? I don't think so," replied Hana annoyed.
"Look, I can't turn back time and change what I did. Yes I fucked up. Badly. But from what I hear you're no saint yourself. You cheated on him years ago, didn't you?" Yoongi said, his tone was getting angrier by the second.
Hana went silent. "I-I have to go." Hana ended the call.
Yoongi smirked and lightly chuckled to himself.
When he finally landed it was early morning, barely even dawn. He grabbed his things and got a car and drove to the closest hotel. After getting settled into his room he sat down and called Taehyung to check in.
"Hey Tae, how's Younha?" Asked Yoongi over the phone.
"She's fine. She's asleep right now. Jin hyung stopped by, I hope you don't mind, he just wanted to see his niece," Taehyung replied.
"It's fine. I should be back by the end of the week," said Yoongi.
"Did you see Hana yet?" Asked Taehyung.
"No. But I did talk to her on the phone before arriving. She's pretty hellbent on staying with him. She wants to take Younha away from me," Yoongi replied.
"Well, please don't do or say anything stupid. Remember you're trying to win her back," said Taehyung.
"Yeah," Yoongi said before hanging up. He placed his phone on the table and laid down. "Might as well take a short nap before heading over there," he sighed.
When Yoongi woke up he checked his phone and it was already the middle of the day. He picked his phone up and called Hana and to his surprise she picked up.
"Yoongs? What do you want?" Asked Hana.
Yoongi's eyes widened when she called him by his nickname. "I- I was just wondering if you wanted to go and grab some lunch? You know like old times."
"Sure, I'll meet you there in 20," replied Hana.
"Okay. I'll see you later," said Yoongi. He was surprised as to how civil their conversation went no matter how short.
Yoongi placed his phone on the bedside table and went to the bathroom to shower and change.
As Hana got ready for lunch with Yoongi someone suddenly started to repeatedly ring the doorbell. Annoyed, Hana ran over and yanked the door open. "Yes?" She asked.
"Hi, I was wondering is Changkyun here? I need to speak with him," replied the woman.
"Uh, no. He's at work, may I ask who's asking?" Asked Hana.
"I'm his wife, who're you?" Asked the woman.
Hana was taken aback by the woman's response. Her face started to turn red in both embarrassment and anger. "Uh- I-I'm his fiancée."
"Really? Well can you tell him I stopped by," replied the woman.
Hana nodded. "Sure. Wait, what's your name?" She quickly asked before the woman turned to leave.
"Jieun," she replied before she disappeared onto the elevator.
Hana shut the door and stood in her spot fuming. Not only was her brother's hunch right, but her fiancé was a liar. She angrily finished getting ready and texted Yoongi that she was on her way out.
When she arrived at the restaurant Yoongi saw her and waved her over. He got up and they hugged. She took her coat off and sat down in the seat across from him.
"How're you?" Asked Yoongi.
The voices and sounds around Hana were faded as if she were underwater. She felt like she couldn't breath and eventually she couldn't help but start crying.
Yoongi stared at her confused. "Hana? What's wrong?" He asked as he gently touched her shoulder.
"You- You were right. You and Jin were right," she managed to say through her sobs.
"About what? Hana? What happened?" Asked Yoongi.
Hana could barely speak as more and more tears rolled down her cheeks.
"Maybe we should go," suggested Yoongi as he got up and gently pulled Hana up from her chair. He grabbed her coat and they went out to the parking lot and got into his car.
"Can you tell me what's going on?" Asked Yoongi as he handed Hana some tissues.
Hana blew her nose and wiped her tears. "He-He- He fucking lied. Everything was a fucking lie."
"What about?" Asked Yoongi.
"Well, his- his wife stopped by the apartment today," Hana replied. More tears rolled down her cheeks. "I mean how could I be so stupid?! He said he never got over me and that I was all he ever thought about. He told me there was no one else after me. How could he just sit there and lie? Right through his teeth? Like a naïve idiot I believed him."
"Whatever you need I'm here for you," said Yoongi.
"I know Yoongs, thanks. Can you please take me back to my apartment? I need to talk to him," Hana said.
Yoongi nodded. "Sure."
The ride back was quiet but Hana felt nostalgic. She would occasionally sneak a glance at Yoongi. When they arrived Yoongi parked the car in front of her building.
"Would you like me to come up with you?" He asked.
Hana shook her head. "No. I have to talk to him alone. I need to hear his side of the story."
Yoongi nodded. "Alright. Do you want me to wait here?"
Hana nodded her head. "If you wouldn't mind."
Hana got out of the car and went inside. When she got to her apartment the door was unlocked indicating that Changkyun was home from work. She went in and took her shoes and coat off.
"Hey, you're back. Where were you?" Asked Changkyun. "I was worried, you weren't answering your phone."
Hana didn't say a word. She just glared at him.
"Is everything okay? Babe? What's wrong?" He asked.
Hana scoffed. "When were you going to tell me?"
"Tell you? Tell you what?" Asked Changkyun confused.
Hana raised a brow. "About Jieun."
Changkyun's face turned pale. He looked like he was going to be sick. "How do you know that name?"
"No, you don't get to ask questions. I ask the questions. When were you going to tell me about her? Your wife!" Exclaimed Hana.
"No! You don't understand! We're separated!" Replied Changkyun. "We haven't been together for over a year. She moved out and went abroad, I didn't know she would be back in the city, much less the country. Please you have to believe me! It was over between us. We just hadn't gotten the separation finalized yet!"
"I don't care if you're separated! You still lied to me! I trusted you and this whole time you were lying right to my face!" Hana exclaimed.
"Hana please! I love you! It's always going to be you! Please! You have to believe me!" Changkyun said.
Hana went into their shared bedroom and grabbed a bag out from the closet. She started to throw some clothes and toiletries into it.
"What are you doing?" Changkyun asked.
"What's it look like I'm doing? I'm packing a bag." Hana replied.
"Why? Where are you going?" Asked Changkyun.
"I don't know yet. But I- I just can't be here right now. I can't even look at you," Hana replied.
"No! Please! You don't have to go!" Changkyun frantically said as he reached out and grabbed Hana's arm.
Hana yanked her arm out of his grip. "Don't fucking touch me! I'm leaving and you can't stop me!" She zipped her bag and pulled it behind her as she ran to the door. She got her shoes and coat on. She grabbed her purse and phone and left slamming the door shut behind her. When she went back out Yoongi was still in his car in front of her building. When he noticed her he got out of the car.
"Are you okay? What happened?" He asked.
"I just needed to get out of there. Do you mind if I stay with you for a few days? Until I figure something out?" She asked.
Yoongi nodded. "Of course not. It's just- I'm at a hotel right now. I didn't think I'd be here very long so I didn't get a place, I hope you don't mind. But if it bothers you I could get you a room."
"No, it's fine. I don't mind sharing a room. Let's just go to the hotel," said Hana.
"Uh, okay," said Yoongi as he got her bag in the trunk of his car and they both got in and drove away.
"I actually came back to tell you that I still care for you. Tae told me not to but I just had to. Because despite everything that happened between us I still love you and I'll always love you. I just needed you to give me another chance to show you. I would've done anything to show you and to get you back," said Yoongi as he continued driving.
Hana shook her head and giggled. "Really? Even though I was engaged."
Yoongi nodded. "Yes. And I know that's wrong and- I don't know— I guess I'm just stupid but I love you and I love being with you. And I loved being married to you even if it was for a short amount of time, my whole life I knew, I was meant to be your husband and only your husband."
"Yeah. You were the love of my life. Still are if I'm going to be honest," Hana replied. "I guess with everything that happened I lost sight of that. No matter what I said to you and who I went out with I could never get you out of my head. I love you. I'll always love you. You complete me."