Maybe not this time
I wasn't ready yet, lost and confused
I am still trying to be the best version of myself—
even if you can't remember, these very words will make you.
Please, don't turn your back on me like the world did.
What if we can still fix this?
If the world may be ending
Even if you can't remember me anymore, I want to be with you.
Like a long equation,
the answer's unclear—
should I still try? Still believe?
In a hope that is lingering?
Staring at the ceiling,
my mind goes blank, my heart running on empty,
here in the room, dusty books,
an old album we once played.
I don't know if we'll last, shooting a gun with no bullets,
crying out loud, but no tears fall.
When can my fragile heart endure this?
I don't remember writing this on a notebook pero kasi I randomly saw it so I had to post hehehe. I'm still having a hard time as a college freshie pero sana it gets better kasi kung hindi nako Idk what to do!!
Anyway so I had a hard time understanding my writing kasi nasa notebook to and nakakstress intindihin yung penmenship ko gosh!
Happy reading and good news marami sila (yung nasulat ko sa notebook but I can't type it kasi I don't understand my writing T_T).
Happy 95k hehehe thank you as always for appreciating everything in this book. I may not know you but really thank you, it means a lot to me :)