MBHH 10

Chapter 10

Part 10

Day Nine

There's nothing much happen this day its like a normal day that we did go to school, listen, eat or talk about some things and no boys are with us I don't know why but all of them are absent for a whole day

But before that I just want to share on what happen between me and peter yesterday ...in that day there's so much question in my head that no one would gave me an understandable answer but peter he said all the answer so I've decided to continue this and felt nothing that I would go back on who I'm before we see each other after this ... I'll end this game sooner and after that if something's going to happen I don't have a chance to change it then i wouldn't mind at all and I would go to state ... For good to be free again and back to normal

I know its hard to decide b-but that's my only hope.... to forget everything I just only have 2 or 1 week left for me to end this and this would be the last that I'll play this game of mine.

"Girl your spacing out?"-ell

"Im just tired hmm"

"Really?" then scan my whole face that makes me feel awkward

"Tss ...stop it chasie"

"Your so serious hahaha"

"You ... Crazy" then stare at the sky

"A-about k-kev?"Elsa

That made me close my eyes to feel the air...why Elsa?

Then make my head straight that I wish I didn't did

"Lets talk" its not a question

"Ahm ...go ahead let's just talk later" then she smiled at me that I know its fake

I just stand and start walking with him but I didn't Bother to look at him and I know that his staring at me because it gave me goosebumps but I still stare at the floor until he stop that makes me turn my head up and stare at him

For a seconds we stay still until

"Lets date" then he smiled at me ear to ear that made me shock

"W-what?"

"I don't like repeating myself" then he sat in the chair here in our school garden

"Are you kidding me?" then rolled my eyes at him and turn my gaze in other area of this garden

"I'm not .. And besides were in a relationship its natural for a couple right?" damn it

"Do what you want I won't mind tss" I didn't stare at him even a seconds

"Tomorrow be ready I'll pick you up 7pm sharp"

"What the?"

"What?" damn you Kevin for smirking like that and making me feel this way

"Are you on drugs to be this high? tss"

"Im on high because of you don't worry" that made me stare at him with a shock reaction what the heck is he doing

"I'm going... tomorrow ah" then he walk away like he won in a lotto because his humming while his both hands are in his pocket

DAMN IT THAT MADE HIM SO FUCKING HOT

FUCK YOU KEVIN FUCK YOU

"WAAAAAAAA" then start to walk out in that place that always made me melt like an ice for feeling like this argghh

I saw my friends at their chair but my eyes stare at her and made me feel guilty again and again

I sat on my chair and just turn my gaze at the window

"Girl?" I already know who she is

"Why?" im still staring at the window

"The party tomorrow Shawn's house are continuous ...waaaa girl your baby Shawn are here now"

That made me turn my gaze to chasie

"Is that true?"

"Yup he just got home but he still has a lot of work... He didn't text or call you?"

I just nod my head

"Oh my girl seriously??"-else

"He might be busy?"-ell

I don't know how would I feel on what are they saying

Shawn was my best friend and he was always texting me if his bored or his not tha busy at work or school...his there when I felt alone or feel empty but when his dad decided to let him work for the meantime and their company in state are not in a good condition... his dad decided to let him handle it for awhile even if his still a student.

I don't know how to feel because he stop texting and calling me before he left ....we did bond outside but for me it was a date and for me there's something in that day.

"Its okay girl we will go there don't worry ... for you to see him again yieee"-chasie

"What time is it?"-ell

"They said 7 or 8"

What the heck!

What would I do?

Kevin invited me for a date but Shawn is here and he wanted to see me or maybe us what would I do?

*Hours later*

After school we all decided to go home for us to take a nap and tomorrow is a hectic day for us or maybe for me only..

I can't think straight I don't know how would I decide

If I'll chose Kevin my boyfriend for a deal?

Or

Shawn my best friend and the person that i love before and of course until now?

After we ate I'm now at my room terrace and staring to all the stars that are shining above in their own way

What if I'm one of them?

Would I be shine like them?

Would people always like to stare at me all the time?

*ting*

I open my phone and read the message

From: unknown

Tomorrow don't you dare to be late I swear Sam you wouldn't like to see me MAD... Goodnight girlfie

P.s. dream of me baby

"What the? Seriously girlfie what a gay "

"Argggggghhh" I've decided to head in my bed and lay then close my eyes but something happen in my lips that made me confused

"Damn this is wrong "

Until I fell asleep....