Something Was Not Right

|Eshan|

My heart protested in anger for making my woman feel worried for me. She was holding me silently, wanting to comfort me with the solid warmth of her frail body. I could see her struggle once I mentioned the reason behind my nightmares. That was the dark phase of our lives, the one I wished to wipe out completely from our memories.

Alas! I could only wish for it, for I knew it was not possible to do so. That phase was going to be a constant reminder of what misunderstandings did to the relationships.

I could not believe how I had sought refuge in her arms last night. I could not believe, how I was about to step over my boundaries in the car. The reactions my body possessed toward her mentally, emotionally, and physically were too strong for her to handle. I knew it. Thus, I had to refrain myself from showing away from the things that could scare her for her life. I didn't want to risk our budding relationship with my hastiness.