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Namjoon's POV

February 10, 2xxx

07:12

"Oh my God, I'm getting late in school!" I shout as I look in my wristwatch. I run as fast as I could until I reach my destination, Room 4a, which is the room for Grade 10-1st section. As I enter the room, I saw Professor Kim, our substitute Literature teacher, discussing something. But he seemed didn't notice me.

"Mr. Kim, you're late! Can you at least try to wake up early and go to school in time?" Oops, its like I'm wrong.

"How can he wake up early if he watches gay porn all night?" one of my classmates said.

"Or even he's working as a host!" my another classmate said.

"I don't even have time for that, stupid. I'm very sorry sir, will not happen again." I lied, since I'm always late.

"Okay, you may now sit down, Mr. Kim. Class, i would like to introdyce myself. I am Professor Kim Seokjin, you substitute teacher until the school year ends. And i was told to tell you this. Since your time in high school life is near to an end, may I announce that the junior-senior prom will happen in two weeks. So better take your time in choosing your attires, and also your prom date." Professor Kim announced. Seems like exciting, but I assure you, no one will pick me as their prom date, since I'm gay, and everyone in this campus knows about it.

AND THEY'RE HOMOPHOBIC.

My classmates, probably boys, are busy asking girls to be their prom date as the professor went out, and here I am, sitting in the corner watching other girls shouting at the top of their lungs as their crush invited them, and not expecting for someone to invite me as their date.

I really wish I were born as a girl. I hate having this male body that acts girl. Everyone will judge who you are. I hate being born in this world full of hypocrites, judgmental, annoying and homophobic humans. I wish I were an alien, well, I'm already am, since they don't understand me as a human being.

Waiting for the e-bell to ring, I put out my new book, specifically smut, to continue reading it. Well, the book was all about a teacher having an affair with his student, not a girl, but a boy, and trying to hide it within a year, since the student will graduate at the end of the school year, and I've been dreaming that it will happen to me, since FOR REAL, I am starting to like Prof. Kim. I still don't know yet what will happen to them cuz I still didn't finish reading it. The book consists of sex scenes in every chapter, as the comments of some criticizers in the book quoted that it is not recommendable for minors.

By the way, I still didn't introduced myself to you. I'm Kim Namjoon, 16, a Grade 10 student and probably gay. I have some secrets to tell you. I just watch gay porn, yeah I admit it. But I don't do sell my body for money, I still have my dignity to hold. My parents don't actually give a fuck about me. They are always busy making big money, but they neglected me after they knew that I'm gay. I sound crazy, yeah.

I've always dreamed about world being open-minded and welcomes every gender we have, world having no wars, problems, and corrupt leaders of every country. World that is created for peace. But it will be always in my dream.

"RRING!" the bell rang. I must need to go in the canteen right now, or else, NO FOOD WILL BE LEFT!

Third person's POV

As the bell rings, Namjoon put back his book, and grab his bag. He run out as he was an runner chasing the ones in the first spot. It started raining too, after not noticing the gray skies when he gone out of their room. He stopped and opened his bag to find his umbrella, but unluckily, he didn't bring it.

"Ughh shit! Why did I not bring my umbrella!" he mumbled to himself.

And he did not felt the raindrops anymore.

He looked in his right, then saw his professor, holding an umbrella. They stared at each other for a minute. Scanning each other's features in the face, then were taken back in the reality.

"Ugh, Mister Kim, what the heck are you doing under the rain? Would you like to catch a cold?" said by his professor, seems like little annoyed to his student.

"Ugh, no sir. I was trying to f-find my umbrella i-in my bag, but u-unfortunately, I-I forgot it."

he stutters as he said those words.

Professor Kim walked him with his umbrella until they reached their destination, the canteen.

"Thank you, sir. I hope I can repay you some day." Namjoon said as he bows 90 degrees.

"No problem, kid. Just don't forget your umbrella, and be ready at all times." Jin told him. As Namjoon already walks away, he thought of something that might be fun.

"Joon! Come here again." Jin looked at Namjoon in awe as he runs back to him.

"What is it, sir?" he asked as he reached into Jin's front.

"What if, I owe you a favor as your repay to me?"

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